
What is the Chronic? E.J. Gold talks on the biological machine's sleeping state and its transforming response to the directed attention and adoration of the essential self. The nature of negative emotions, the "wind-and-water" method of awakening the machine, sensing the waking state and the power of discrimination are discussed during the second day of this remarkable New York workshop.
The talk explores the interplay between mastery, awareness, the nature of transformation, and the mechanics of consciousness. The speaker emphasizes that by pursuing mastery in any discipline—whether artistic or intellectual—one necessarily deepens understanding across all domains. Key discussions center on the difference between real and false emotions, the nature of attention, the importance of patience in learning, and the role of the "machine" (the human mechanism) in entering the waking state. The dialogue also touches on the challenges of discerning the essential self from habitual mental processes and the necessity of experiential methods over theoretical understanding.
The speaker makes the case that mastery in any field is interconnected with mastery in consciousness, suggesting that progress in one realm forces progress in others. They recount anecdotal lessons on the difference between real and artificial emotions, emphasizing that genuine emotions radiate without expressive cues, while false emotions require gestural or verbal reinforcement.
The discussion navigates the layers of human perception, notably distinguishing between intellectualized learning and organic realization. The speaker asserts that true learning occurs unexpectedly and often manifests years after an experience. They cite an anecdote about a disillusioned meditation student confronting Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, ultimately realizing the nature of his own intelligence through time, patience, and disillusionment.
The talk moves on to explore the concept that the human machine generates a field of emotion, often misleading as it is shaped by conditioned responses of association rather than intrinsic feeling. The paradox of awakening is addressed: how to bring the machine into the waking state without triggering defensive mechanisms. The solutions involve applying attention in a purposeful yet covert manner, as well as leading the self into preparedness for insight without forcing the process.
A technical discussion introduces ideas from unified field theory in relation to the body’s electrical field and emotional states, likening negative emotions to electrical resistance within the nervous system. The talk also criticizes the tendency to cling to social directives in place of primate or biological imperatives, noting that city-dwelling humans have largely lost connection with natural directives.
A core takeaway from the speech is that the awakening state is not about chasing emotions or mental states but centering attention effectively. The speaker challenges the audience to reconsider conventional goals, questioning the artificiality of social constructs and the true motivation behind personal transformation. The lecture concludes with exercises aimed at refining attention as a tool for waking the machine, underscoring that ultimate mastery is in mastering presence.
_A surreal image capturing the essence of transformation and awakening: A human figure, half-shadowed, stands at the edge of an immense labyrinthine structure composed of glowing, interwoven circuits. The circuits pulse with electric-blue energy, mirroring neural pathways. Above, a celestial clockwork structure slowly turns, its gears connecting constellations and ancient symbols of wisdom. In the foreground, a mask of emotions—both laughing and weeping—melts into streams of golden light, illuminating a path forward. The atmosphere is ethereal, with swirling ambient hues of deep indigo, violet, and amber. The figure's eyes hold both curiosity and trepidation, as if encountering its own reflection for the first time._