Talks on CD by E.J. Gold and others

Digital Archive Talks

by E.J. Gold

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These invocational talks are direct transmissions from a School that reaches across time and space, life and death.

You are invited to participate in them as a listener within the private intimacy of the group. It's the next best thing to having been there.

You will find a list of subjects on the left side of this page. Merely click on a subject to see the archival recordings that are available. They date from 1970 to the present.

Hear what you've missed

Hear what you've missed when E.J. Gold got together with Claudio Naranjo, A.H. Almaas, Lee Lozowick, Robert Anton Wilson, Andrew Cohen, Reb Zalman Schachter-Shalomi, John Lilly, Murray Yagan, Reshad Feild, David Atkinson, Marilyn Gossen, Stan Howard, Patricia Elizabeth, Flying Karamazov Brothers, Amanda Foulger, Mary Houston, John Reynolds, Eve Ilsen, Armando Molina, Toni Lilly, Heather Valencia, Glenn Perry, Lee Perry, Martin Silverwolf, Dru Kristel, Dr. Abe Levitsky, Larry Roberts, Fritz Perls, core group and others.

Archive Talks are authentic work chamber talks of E.J. Gold recorded over the years under diverse and frequently not ideal recording conditions on location where the talks were given or radio interviews happened. Your Archive Talk may have sounds of a restaurant, city traffic or clinking of dishes at an invocational dinner, and many talks have questions and comments from students or audience members. These Archive Talks were originally available only on cassette.

Now they have been digitally remastered and converted to CD. SOON to be direct digital download.

CDT002

The Body Kesdjan (First Talk)

(3 Disks)

This talk describes the completion and activation of the Body Kesdjan or Astral Body using the first two Tantric levels, the development of Will through the intentional exposure of weaknesses, and the first two fundamental rules of a School.

Synopsis

The talk delves into the creation and transformation of the Kesdjan body, emphasizing the process of refining energy and matter within the human body. It outlines the integration of various "being foods" (physical, air, and impressions) into higher forms of energy for spiritual and physical evolution. The speaker discusses the importance of attention, intentional struggle, and internal alignment to advance personal and cosmic work.

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CDT003

The Body Kesdjan (Second Talk)

(3 Disks)

This talk explores the mechanics for the extraction of first, second and third Being food and presents a wide range of invaluable work data relating to formation of the Body Kesdjan.

Synopsis

This talk delves into the intricate process of forming and refining the Kesdjan body, a higher spiritual body necessary for advanced inner work and cosmic evolution. It emphasizes the role of specialized substances, intentional practices, and precise techniquesâ€"many influenced by tantric and alchemical principlesâ€"in activating, filling, and utilizing this body. Central themes include the interplay of energies, the importance of alignment, and the challenges of human weaknesses in the context of transformative work.

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CDT004

The Voice of Conscience

(2 Disks)

A talk on octaves, candidacy for the Work and the voice of conscience. Introduces the idea of "making everything quiet inside" as a condition for Work.

Synopsis

The transcript explores the concept of "octaves" as a metaphorical framework for personal growth and transformation. It discusses how individuals often repeat patterns without understanding the "mechanics" of their behaviors and how external shocks or new inputs can break these cycles. By recognizing missing elements or notes within an octave, one can complete cycles and progress to higher levels of understanding and being. The conversation touches on ideas of responsibility, obligation, and the role of suffering in fostering growth.

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CDT005

The Physical Body/The Pump

(1 Disks)

Side 1: A talk on the symbolism of the Tarot as it relates to the science of types and the assimilation of impressions.

Side 2: Reversing the flow of substances so they pass through man from the outer world to the inner world is the subject of this informal talk to an intimate group.

Synopsis

The talk focuses on the concept of "man as a pump," a metaphor for the human capacity to process and transform material, energy, and experiences. It discusses the reversal of this processâ€"from consuming and externalizing to internalizing and refiningâ€"to facilitate personal evolution and deeper inner work. Emphasis is placed on overcoming mechanical behaviors and cultivating intentionality in one’s actions, thoughts, and emotions.

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CDT006

Talk on Soul

(2 Disks)

A talk on the acquisition and accumulation of substances needed for the formation of a vessel for the soul and the exact organic foods beneficial to this accumulation.

Synopsis

This talk explores the intricate processes involved in the formation and evolution of the human soul. It delves into the use of physical, emotional, and intentional disciplines required for the refinement of substances within the body that contribute to the soul's growth. The speaker emphasizes the roles of suffering, effort, and alignment with higher laws as essential components in this transformative journey.

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CDT007

Mastering from Above

(3 Disks)

What is the objective purpose of human life? Becoming subject to higher laws and the sacrifice of Eternal Peace. This talk also explores the question, "Does God really suffer?" This talk has just been recently re-mastered to save this aging recording and also to restore and improve in a high fidelity professional recording studio the sound quality available for the serious student.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of mastering spiritual work "from above," contrasting it with incremental, piecemeal approaches. The speaker emphasizes the necessity of aligning oneself with a higher law to attain true mastery and transformation. This alignment bypasses the arduous task of mastering individual powers, integrating them instead through surrender to a greater obligation. Central themes include the role of suffering, the nature of choice, and the ultimate purpose of human existence in alleviating divine suffering.

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CDT008

Center of Gravity Question

(1 Disks)

The method and use of Real Work Questions is presented in this very fundamental talk that is a blessing for newcomers.

Synopsis

This talk examines the concept of a "center of gravity question," a pivotal inquiry that shapes one’s direction and efforts in spiritual work. The speaker emphasizes the necessity of maintaining a deep, central question to drive purpose and progress. This question, which must be held without immediate resolution, serves as a tool for alignment, transformation, and the cultivation of higher obligations.

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CDT009

Longevity

(1 Disks)

This talk examines the possibility of living a three-centered life, economizing the use of centers, accelerating the flow of impressions and intensifying our attention.

Synopsis

This talk explores the concept of longevity in the context of spiritual and physical development. The speaker examines the acceleration of modern life and its implications for maintaining balance among the body’s centers. Practical and philosophical guidance is provided on how to optimize one’s limited lifespan to achieve meaningful progress in inner work and alignment with higher laws.

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CDT010

Discourse

(3 Disks)

This discourse provides precise definitions of laws and of the active and passive principles. Will be particularly appreciated by those familiar with the concept of the laws and their process of derivation and reflection.

Synopsis

This talk explores the complex interplay between active and receptive lines of spiritual work, emphasizing the importance of balancing action with receptivity. The speaker delves into the idea of law-conformity, the dynamics of influence, and the necessity of discernment in aligning with higher purposes. Central themes include understanding the nature of questions, the distinction between being and doing, and the transformative potential of true presence.

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CDT011

Obligation and Slavery

(1 Disks)

Ordinary man, by trying to escape his own minimum obligation of personal suffering, increases his pain and suffering. Expansion beyond one's personal suffering is examined in this talk.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concepts of obligation and slavery within the framework of spiritual work. It examines how true freedom comes through willingly submitting to the "law of the work," transcending the superficial pleasures and distractions of ordinary life. The speaker delves into the transition from a false human being to a real human being, emphasizing responsibility, commitment, and the transformative power of awareness.

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CDT012

The Suffering of God

(3 Disks)

Psychometry, teachings intentionally recorded in artifacts, the nature of The Work, and the Unspeakable Sacrifice are explored.

Synopsis

This talk delves into the profound and challenging concept of the suffering of God. It explores the nature of divine suffering, the responsibility of humanity to alleviate it, and the transformative commitment required to align oneself with this cosmic obligation. The speaker examines the distinctions between ordinary and extraordinary efforts, highlighting the role of awareness, choice, and sacrifice in spiritual evolution.

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CDT013

Laws of the Work

(2 Disks)

A discussion of the objective purpose of human beings, the impossibility of attaining completion by mastery from below and the function of cosmic maintainers within the Work.

Synopsis

This talk explores the intricate "laws of the work," emphasizing the cosmic obligations placed upon humanity. It delves into the necessity of aligning with higher laws, the concepts of service and sacrifice, and the commitment required to participate in the great work. The speaker challenges listeners to reflect on their purpose, readiness for spiritual alignment, and the implications of choosing a path of extraordinary obligation.

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CDT015

Psychic Healing (First Night)

(3 Disks)

A public workshop led by Rob Newmarch which centers around a reading from Secret Talks IX and the ideas of voluntary and involuntary postures, impartiality, moving center and the machine, and the idea of resisting nature.

Synopsis

This talk explores the principles and practices of psychic healing, emphasizing its grounding in an exact science rather than mystical intuition. It focuses on the invocation of higher entities, the purification of space, and the alignment of individual and collective intention to facilitate genuine healing. Participants are encouraged to engage with foundational concepts, redefine healing, and reflect on their readiness to participate in such processes.

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CDT016

Psychic Healing (Second Night)

(8 Disks)

This talk on the conditions for the invocation of healing entities explores the effects of metal and electricity on a healing space, the major causes of illness and organic toxicity, the use of sound and certain scents and oils in the healing space, and the feeding habits of Chief Features.

Synopsis

This talk investigates the process of psychic healing, focusing on the balance between the physical, emotional, and intellectual centers of human existence. It emphasizes the use of presence, voluntary effort, and posture to cultivate holistic awareness and improve personal well-being. The speaker also highlights the interconnectedness of inner and outer conditions and the challenges in achieving true voluntary control over the self.

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CDT017

Chief Feature and Children

(2 Disks)

Man as he stands in nature is food for his Chief Feature entity which originates many of his activities, states and attitudes. This powerful talk explores the invocation and banishing of Chief Feature.

Synopsis

This talk explores the concept of "Chief Feature," a dominating aspect of personality that crystallizes by the age of five and influences much of human behavior. The discussion covers its origins, effects, and methods of addressing Chief Feature, particularly in children. Key themes include the magical process of banishment, the role of impartial observation, and the spiritual work necessary to transform or transcend Chief Feature.

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CDT018

Objective Theater

(2 Disks)

This talk examines the function of man on the planet, his involuntary or voluntary feeding of lunar or solar entities, the invocation of entities by actors on stage, and the play as a form of invocation.

Synopsis

This talk examines the concept of "Objective Theater," where theatrical performance serves as a form of ceremonial magic. The speaker explores how the stage becomes a sacred space for invoking higher entities, transforming the audience, and producing lasting spiritual and psychological effects. Key themes include the relationship between performer and audience, the dynamics of conjuration, and the alignment of theater with magical principles.

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CDT019

Children's Workshop

(4 Disks)

This talk examines the invocation of Lunar and Solar entities during childhood and its significance for child rearing, the importance of impartiality, the ingestion and absorption of the teacher, and the survival of data in work cell colonies through protein chains.

Synopsis

This workshop explores the profound interplay between parents, children, and spiritual work, highlighting how the process of raising children can catalyze self-transformation. It examines the dynamics of Chief Feature, lunar and solar entities, and the roles of imitation, manifestation, and experimentation in a child’s development. A key theme is the necessity of parents working on themselves to guide their children effectively, balancing organic responsibilities with the pursuit of higher understanding.

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CDT020

Objective Prayer

(1 Disks)

A discussion of the banishing of Chief Feature, our periodic "moments of freedom" from its influence, and the technique of initiating action during these moments of freedom.

Synopsis

This talk delves into the nature and practice of objective prayer, contrasting it with subjective prayer. It explores the dynamics of the human machine, the role of Chief Feature, and the fleeting opportunities for self-initiated growth known as "moments of freedom." Central to the discussion is the integration of emotional, intellectual, and physical centers to create a unified act of prayer that serves the Absolute. The practice is framed as an essential duty of human existence, intended to harmonize individual efforts with universal purposes.

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CDT021

Ancient Mysteries of the Resurrection

(3 Disks)

This workshop presentation explores the concepts of resurrection and reincarnation, as well as the invocation of Work forces and the recording of work-data in certain ancient artifacts.

Synopsis

This talk explores the Ancient Mysteries of the Resurrection, examining the spiritual, symbolic, and transformative aspects of resurrection across traditions. It delves into the interplay of life, death, and rebirth, emphasizing the necessity of deathâ€"whether of ego, illusions, or mechanical habitsâ€"as a precursor to authentic resurrection. Central themes include the roles of silence, self-purification, voluntary suffering, and the importance of alignment with higher cosmic laws.

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CDT022

Inaccessible Monasteries

(2 Disks)

This public talk describes how we are subject to the conditioning of the organic machine and how we can be either free or spontaneous.

Synopsis

This talk explores the metaphor of inaccessible monasteries as a representation of inner sanctuaries of wisdom, self-discovery, and spiritual work. The discussion emphasizes the barriersâ€"both internal and externalâ€"that prevent access to these sacred spaces. Themes include the necessity of voluntary effort, the dynamics of inner observation, and the process of harmonizing centers to navigate the path toward enlightenment.

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CDT023

Grace and Baraka

(6 Disks)

An open discussion with E.J. Gold, Murray Yagan and Fourth Way students on the difference between Baraka and Grace, and the significance of these forces in human life.

Synopsis

This talk explores the distinction between Grace and Baraka, two profound spiritual concepts, highlighting their origins, functions, and roles in personal transformation. While Grace is characterized by protection and passivity, Baraka embodies active power and action. The discussion weaves through theological, Sufi, and Christian perspectives, emphasizing the sequential and complementary nature of these forces in the journey of spiritual growth.

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CDT024

Theater Absolute

(6 Disks)

This discussion of ancient theater and the power of manifestations includes a powerful exercise for working with attention and the source of attention.

Synopsis

This talk explores the concept of Theater Absolute, using theater as a medium for self-discovery and spiritual development. It delves into the nature of manifestations, voluntary actions, and the interplay between reality and the imaginary. Themes include the importance of observing oneself, the transformative power of deliberate action, and the role of theater in transcending conditioned responses to uncover a deeper sense of being.

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CDT025

Healing with the Hands (Introduction)

(3 Disks)

This introductory lecture explores topics such as pain and sensation, time and the sensing of personal death, aging and increased human life span, belief structures which inhibit the healing process, and the principle of resonance and electrical receptivity of the body.

Synopsis

The talk explores concepts of healing, energy work, perception, and transformation. It touches on themes like the physical and psychological processes of illness and healing, the nature of shocks and their effects, the role of energy in transformation, and the acceptance of death. The discussion also delves into the mechanisms behind spiritual and physical healing, the role of presence and awareness in therapeutic practices, and the importance of balancing energy and perception. The conversation is deeply experiential, focusing on direct participation and personal evolution.

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CDT026

Healing with the Hands (Workshop Talk)

(2 Disks)

A discussion of the electrical fields of the body in connection with attenuation and bio-stasis, muscular triggers for alternative states of reality, associated brain-wave alternations and techniques for organically self-conditioning one's own after-life.

Synopsis

This workshop talk focuses on the art of healing with the hands, highlighting the interplay between physical touch, energy dynamics, and the mind-body connection. It delves into the concepts of energy release, psychoactive states induced by massage, and the importance of maintaining presence and impartiality. The talk also explores broader themes, including cultural influences on healing, the need for discernment, and the potential for transformation through intentional practices.

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CDT027

Healing with the Mind (Workshop Talk)

(4 Disks)

A discussion of stilling the body through nonattachment, voltages of bioelectrical currents within the body, higher frequencies of perceptions, cycles of sensation, connecting the chakras, "hooding the cobra," and mastery of attention, visualization and observation.

Synopsis

This talk explores the practice of healing with the mind, focusing on the interplay between bioelectrical energy, mental focus, and the philosophical considerations of illness and healing. It addresses the periodic nature of pain, the role of attention and intention, and the importance of discernment in understanding whether healing is appropriate. The talk bridges the scientific and metaphysical, highlighting techniques for activating the mind's latent capacities for transformation and healing.

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CDT028

Healing with the Head

(3 Disks)

In a question and answer format, this talk covers topics such as symptoms of concern, changing habits in the musculature of the body and associated neurological responses, centers and their associated sensation, and the necessity for responsibility.

Synopsis

This workshop delves into the practice of healing with the head, emphasizing the mental and perceptual aspects of healing, including diagnosis, attention, and the role of super habits. It explores how mental focus and awareness can transform perception, manage sensations, and address the root causes of physical and emotional conditions. Themes include the interplay of mind and body, the periodic nature of pain, and the philosophical and ethical considerations of healing.

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CDT029

Alchemical Sex (Introductory Talk)

(3 Disks)

An exploration of various effects of the sexual experience, breath alterations and skin conductance in relation to sweating and muscle control, ideas of creation in Tantra and the early development of habits.

Synopsis

This introductory talk explores the intersection of breath control, consciousness, and sexual energy, particularly in the context of alchemical or tantric practices. The speaker contrasts breath-based and chemical-based alterations of consciousness, emphasizing the advantages of breathwork for controlled transformation. Key themes include the role of breath in shifting perception, the nature of space and consciousness, and the reprogramming of deep-seated habits formed in early life. The talk also touches on pre-creation states, the relationship between perception and symbols, and exercises for conscious sexual control.

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CDT030

Alchemical Sex (Workshop Talk)

(3 Disks)

In a question and answer format, many topics are explored including alchemy, creative visualization, blending into one form with a partner, food and digestion, your partner as the yantra, and the merging of bioelectrical fields.

Synopsis

This workshop talk explores the deeper mechanics of alchemical sex, focusing on the role of posture, breath, and bioelectrical energy fields in sexual and spiritual practices. The discussion covers the influence of habitual programming on bodily and psychological responses, the necessity of control over orgasm and ejaculation, and the interrelationship between partners in an energy exchange. There is an emphasis on the cultivation of awareness, the elimination of urgency, and the refinement of perception through tantric methods. Additionally, the talk introduces broader philosophical concepts, such as reality selection, space containment, and the transformational effects of confession and trust in a tantric context.

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CDT031

Alchemical Sex (Third Talk)

(3 Disks)

A discussion on centers and stress functioning levels, the accumulation and use of sexual substances for spiritual evolution, and Taoist tantric rituals.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of self-discipline, transformation, and mastery in both artistic and spiritual practices. It emphasizes the importance of disciplined effort, refining one's capabilities through ritual and repetition, and accepting mentorship or constructive criticism as part of genuine progress. It critiques a tendency to avoid discomfort and correction in favor of superficial validation and discusses the fear of losing one�s identity in the process of change.

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CDT032

In Search of the Ordinary

(2 Disks)

This talk includes a discussion of the Five-Fold Mastery (mind, breath, emotions, appetite and sex), working with the natural flow and tempo of life, the transformation of ordinary experience into evolutionary work, and the role of Avatars and Tulkus.

Synopsis

The talk, initially framed as "In Search of the Ordinary," instead explores the concept of the Five-Fold Mastery, a rigorous and structured process of personal transformation. This mastery consists of mind, breath, emotions, appetites, and sex, each requiring deep discipline and training. The speaker emphasizes that real work happens within ordinary life, not in isolated spiritual retreats, and that true transformation is not about changing external circumstances but altering one's relationship with experience itself. The talk also touches on schools of esoteric learning, the role of suffering in transformation, and the challenge of recognizing a true school or teacher.

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CDT033

Conscious Birth, Sex and Death

(2 Disks)

In this talk, E.J. Gold examines the question "sensation + fear = pain." If one were to remove fear, the equation would balance in a new way. This talk also includes a discussion of the Sacrifice of Infinity.

Synopsis

The talk explores the themes of conscious birth, sex, and death, presenting them as deeply interconnected processes that require awareness, intention, and discipline. The speaker emphasizes that these experiences, often considered separate, are variations of the same transformational event. The discussion touches on the nature of sensation and fear, the concept of intentional suffering, and the idea that mastery over these experiences leads to a greater understanding of the self. The talk also introduces the sacrifice of infinity, a spiritual concept related to transcending form and surrendering to formlessness. A central theme is the distinction between mechanical, unconscious living versus conscious participation in life’s fundamental experiences.

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CDT034

Reincarnation Awareness

(2 Disks)

Topics covered in this talk include being in the organic machine, the biological body and its use for transformation, escape from the cycles of birth and death, periods of blackout, essence and psyche, and the dangers of being a "space-junkie".

Synopsis

The talk explores the paradoxical nature of reincarnation awareness, challenging conventional understandings of past lives and rebirth. The speaker presents reincarnation not as a literal sequence of rebirths but as a continuous cycle of unconsciousness and reawakening within this life. The discussion raises the Zen-like dilemma that reincarnation both does and does not exist, depending on how one perceives it. Key themes include blackouts of awareness, the transformation of essence, breaking habitual cycles, and the confrontation with the “wolf” or “gorilla” of transformation. The talk pushes participants to examine their own unconscious tendencies, explore the difference between consciousness and awareness, and ultimately prepare for a confrontation with the ultimate existential transition.

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CDT035

Relationships

(3 Disks)

Your partner as the Guide, the Cosmic Computer, soulmates and essence friendships, the Here and Now, the trap of enlightenment and removing the veils.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the theme of relationships, particularly exploring the idea that every person we encounter can be viewed as a "guru" reflecting aspects of ourselves. It delves into relationships as spiritual paths, emphasizing that deeper connections are not about external fulfillment but rather about inner work, self-awareness, and confronting one's illusions. The conversation touches on cosmic consciousness, the concept of soulmates, essence friendships, and the transient nature of identity in relationships. Philosophical musings, humor, and metaphors enrich the discussion, with the underlying message being one of awakening and transcending superficial appearances.

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CDT036

Conscious Childbirth

(3 Disks)

This talk describes the completion and activation of the Body Kesdjan or Astral Body using the first two Tantric levels, the development of Will through the intentional exposure of weaknesses, and the first two fundamental rules of a School.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of conscious childbirth, emphasizing that conception, gestation, and birth are deeply spiritual processes influenced by breath, awareness, and intention. The discussion delves into the idea that beings choose their rebirth based on vibrational compatibility with parents, and that conscious conception involves awareness of the incoming soul’s identity. The stages of fetal development are described both scientifically and subjectively, detailing the evolving consciousness of the unborn child. The speaker critiques modern medical childbirth practices, advocating for natural birth, minimal intervention, and an undisturbed postpartum period. The overarching message promotes childbirth as a sacred co-creation, blending physiological, psychological, and metaphysical insights.

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CDT037

Public Talk with E.J. Gold, Reshad Feild....

(4 Disks)

An intimate discussion of the broader aspects of the Sufi path. This talk is a practical demonstration of "opening the door," exposing the secret of reincarnation.

Synopsis

The public talk between E.J. Gold and Reshad Feild explores themes of spiritual work, truth-seeking, and the challenges of authentic transformation. The conversation plays with paradox, humor, and deep philosophical inquiry, often questioning common assumptions about enlightenment, commitment, and the purpose of life. Both speakers emphasize the illusory nature of certainty, the necessity of questioning, and the dangers of spiritual glamourâ€"the tendency to seek mystical experiences rather than undergo true inner work. The dialogue is provocative, challenging the audience to confront their expectations, resist easy answers, and embrace the discomfort of not knowing.

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CDT038

Gorilla My Dreams

(3 Disks)

A public talk, beginning with a lighthearted television interview. The subject of transformation is explored here.

Synopsis

The talk titled *Gorilla My Dreams* is an exploration of awakening, perception, and the nature of transformation. The dialogue moves between humor, paradox, and deep philosophical inquiry, touching on themes such as self-awareness, dreaming vs. waking reality, the role of questioning in spiritual work, and the illusion of certainty. The conversation challenges the audience to examine what it means to be truly awake, the nature of self, and the role of suffering in transformation. Through storytelling, metaphor, and direct challenges, the speaker encourages participants to confront their assumptions and recognize the limitations of intellectual understanding in spiritual development.

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CDT039

The Making of the American Book of the Dead

(2 Disks)

This talk on the American Book of the Dead covers such topics as the difference between psyche and essence, the development of the essence and how it takes rebirth, the mechanism and breakdown of the psyche, death as a form of stress, the corridor of madness, transit tracking, recurrence and the Bardo Thodol.

Synopsis

This talk explores the creation of *The American Book of the Dead*, a modern adaptation of the *Tibetan Book of the Dead*, tailored to the needs of contemporary Western culture. The speaker delves into the nature of death, transit states, and essence development, emphasizing that the psyche must be broken down to reveal the essence. Through humor, personal anecdotes, and deep esoteric discussion, the talk covers death as a form of stress, the nature of reincarnation, transit tracking, and the process of guiding souls into rebirth. The discussion also touches on the tension between psyche and essence, spiritual awakening, and the necessity of esoteric schools.

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CDT040

New Age Center Talk

(2 Disks)

A talk on Science Fiction Writing, space changes, animating the story with attention, the seed of death contained in life, spiritual work and life-sized Bunraku puppetry.

Synopsis

This talk at the *New Age Center* is an expansive, free-flowing exploration of spirituality, storytelling, theater, and science fiction as pathways to transformation. The speaker challenges traditional divisions between spiritual work, art, and popular culture, arguing that all disciplines ultimately serve the same functionâ€"awakening. Themes include the nature of esotericism, the power of storytelling, the process of inner work, and the role of suffering and discipline in transformation. With humor, anecdotes, and theatrical improvisation, the talk encourages the audience to see beyond rigid definitions and recognize the hidden spiritual dimensions in all aspects of life.

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CDT041

Esoteric Alchemy

(2 Disks)

Workshop with Rob and Shelley Newmarch and E.J. Gold. This startling presentation of techniques for transforming the human chemical factory into an "alchemical laboratory" includes presentation of the concept of the Adamic Body.

Synopsis

The talk on *Esoteric Alchemy* explores the transformation of the human being from a biological machine serving nature into an alchemical laboratory capable of spiritual work. It delves into the process of refining substances within the body, the role of suffering and endurance, the battle against Chief Feature (a parasitic force that feeds on human energy), and the necessity of creating conditions for transformation rather than expecting immediate miracles. Using provocative metaphors, humor, and sharp challenges, the discussion highlights alchemy as an internal process of discipline, exhaustion, and focused attentionâ€"one that requires the miracle of transformation, which cannot be forced but only prepared for through rigorous effort.

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CDT042

Saturday Morning Talk

(2 Disks)

E.J. Gold. The mechanics of Alchemy are explored with an emphasis on accumulated understanding as a basis for the assimilation of Work data.

Synopsis

This *Saturday Morning Talk* is an exploration of the mechanics of esoteric work, the accumulation of knowledge through experience, and the nature of commitment to real transformation. The speaker discusses alchemy, discipline, and the slow, cumulative nature of genuine understanding, using science, storytelling, and real-world metaphors to illustrate these points. There is also an emphasis on the necessity of risk, sacrifice, and testing ideas through direct experience rather than relying on external validation. The talk covers the challenges of esoteric schools, the demands of real work, and the reluctance of individuals to confront their own limitations.

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CDT043

Terminal Midwifery: The Gentle Art of Dying

(2 Disks)

David Atkinson and Marilyn Gossen. Terminal Midwifery is an approach for preparing terminal patients for death through the use of trained "Terminal Midwives." In this panel discussion, David and Marilyn explain the function of terminal midwifery within the community.

Synopsis

The talk on *Terminal Midwifery: The Gentle Art of Dying* introduces terminal midwifery as a structured approach to conscious dying, mirroring the role of traditional birth midwives. It presents death as a transition process with discernible phasesâ€"labor, transition, and expulsionâ€"akin to birth. The discussion covers training terminal coaches, preparing individuals for death through physical and psychological exercises, and shifting cultural attitudes toward death. Practical methods include breathing exercises, pain management drills, sensory awareness training, and meditative reflection. The core message is that dying is an inevitable process, and individuals can prepare for it with the same consciousness and intent that some bring to birth.

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CDT044

How the Teacher Works

(2 Disks)

In this talk, Lee stresses the practical reality of the Work in terms of Self-remembering and Self-forgetting and includes several anecdotes from Lee's past experiences in the Work.

Synopsis

This talk, *How the Teacher Works*, explores the nature of esoteric instruction, the role of the teacher, the dynamics between student and teacher, and the necessity of genuine work. The speaker challenges intellectual approaches to learning, emphasizing that real knowledge is felt, not merely understood intellectually. Themes include self-remembering, self-forgetting, the necessity of body work, the role of suffering in transformation, and the difference between those inside and outside the work. The discussion also addresses the illusions of self-knowledge, the role of love in the work, and the practical methods by which a teacher evaluates students and guides them through transformation.

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CDT045

Objective Art

(3 Disks)

Lee Lozowick, Menlo Macfarlane, Zoe Alowan and E.J. Gold. This free-wheeling panel discussion on Objective Art includes several definitions and examples of Objective Art and its significances in the transmission of Work ideas.

Synopsis

This discussion on *Objective Art* explores the distinction between subjective and objective art, the role of art as a vehicle for transmission, and the connection between art, esotericism, and personal transformation. The speaker presents two definitions of objective art: (1) art that emits an effect upon contact, capable of transformation beyond individual interpretation, and (2) art created in a state of freedom from "Chief Feature", the dominant egoic trait that distorts perception. The talk examines the nature of transmission in art, the relationship between audience and artifact, and the difficulty of creating genuine objective art. Theatrical performance, sacred architecture, and classical art are discussed as examples of works that bypass personality and speak directly to essence.

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CDT046

Moments of Freedom

(2 Disks)

David Atkinson, Marilyn Gossen and Stan Howard in this workshop present important information about Chief Feature and its spontaneous periodic banishing during "moments of freedom." The art of "waiting not impatiently" is described and illustrated with examples, and a powerful exercise for working with moments of freedom is presented.

Synopsis

This talk, *Moments of Freedom*, explores brief, natural banishings of Chief Feature, the dominant psychological force that keeps individuals locked in automatic behavior. These fleeting gaps in conditioning allow for right action, objective art, self-remembering, and deeper esoteric work. The speaker explains how these moments arise, how they can be sensed, and how disciplined attention, breath control, and body posture can help recognize and extend them. The discussion also covers waiting as an art, the role of voluntary suffering, and how training can prepare individuals to act decisively when freedom arises. The talk concludes with practical exercises to cultivate awareness of these moments, reinforcing that all real work occurs only in these temporary states of liberation.

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CDT047

Objective Prayer Workshop

(2 Disks)

Jerry Berman explains the ritual and practice of Objective Prayer, including techniques for recognizing and acting within "moments of freedom." Includes the presentation of an important sensing exercise from the Japanese School of Sumi-e Painting.

Synopsis

This *Objective Prayer Workshop* explores the nature of prayer beyond subjective desire, focusing on prayer as a precise act performed only in moments of freedomâ€"those rare gaps when Chief Feature temporarily vanishes. The discussion delves into timing, waiting, the nature of right action, and the necessity of discipline in both prayer and life. Through metaphor, exercises, and esoteric storytelling, the speaker explains how objective prayer is not about asking for things, but about aligning one's actions with higher laws. The talk also examines sacred timing, the importance of stillness, and the dangers of identification with false moments of freedom.

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CDT048

Transformational Massage/Conscious Sleep

(3 Disks)

Side I, II, III: Meg McDonnell and Pat McKenty discuss in this workshop presentation the use of Transformational Massage treatment to expose the body to a mild organic shock. In the resulting state of imbalance, the individual has a greater ability to sense the habits and postures locked in the body's musculature and greater freedom to crystallize new habits.

Side IV: Mike McDonnell in this workshop talk explains how to regain the habit of remaining conscious throughout our nightly sleeping periods. Includes techniques for pacifying the physical body, and allowing the astral body to become active.

These are bardo training techniques.

Synopsis

This *Transformational Massage and Conscious Sleep* talk explores how bodywork can be used to bypass habitual physical patterns, release emotional blockages, and facilitate deeper self-awareness. Unlike conventional massage, transformational massage introduces mild organic shocks to disrupt the body's automatic postures and restore conscious movement. The discussion also highlights the connection between musculature, mood, and thought, emphasizing how changing physical states can lead to shifts in consciousness. Additionally, the role of conscious sleep in somatic healing is explored, discussing how body, breath, and sensation can be used to refine presence and awareness in both waking and sleeping states.

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CDT049

Contamination of Work Cell Colonies

(2 Disks)

Rob and Shelley Newmarch. This workshop talk stresses the necessity of organic purification for promoting the growth of "Work Cell Colonies" within the organic machine.

Synopsis

This workshop, *Contamination of Work Cell Colonies*, explores the organic, cellular nature of esoteric work and the necessity of protecting one's internal laboratory from contamination. The talk introduces the concept of work cell coloniesâ€"groups of specialized cells within the body that align with esoteric workâ€"and the dangers that threaten their survival. Contamination can occur through physical contact, shared substances, or exposure to harmful influences, potentially destroying the fragile internal structures necessary for deeper transformation. The discussion emphasizes awareness, attention, and practical hygiene as essential disciplines for safeguarding one's esoteric potential.

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CDT050

Fourth Way Awards Banquet/Toast of the Idiots

(3 Disks)

Awards and idiot toasts at the Granlbakken 4th Way Convention. Features E.J. Gold and Lee Lozowick, Clifford and the Wizard, work data, music and comedy. Menlo Macfarlane serves as an offbeat Master of Ceremonies. The reading explains invoking work entities through posture and movement, and what to feed a solar entity.

Synopsis

This talk, *Fourth Way Awards Banquet: The Toast of the Idiots*, is a surreal and satirical exploration of Fourth Way work, self-importance, and the absurdities of human nature, all delivered through a mix of ritual toasts, humor, theatrical absurdity, and deliberate destabilization of fixed identity. The event mimics an awards ceremony where various forms of "idiocy" are recognized, highlighting different archetypes of human foolishness, spiritual pretension, and the struggle for self-awareness. Through improvisational dialogue, games, and theatrical absurdity, the talk exposes the mechanics of self-delusion while simultaneously celebrating the human condition.

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CDT051

Secret Esoteric Teaching Within Star Wars

(2 Disks)

E.J. Gold and Robert Anton Wilson take a wonderful and playful look at the major symbolic metaphors of this contemporary archetypal story. Tongue-in-cheek but totally artful and impeccably outrageous!

Synopsis

The talk explores esoteric and mythological themes within *Star Wars*, delving into its deep symbolic underpinnings, connections to Buddhist and Hindu cosmology, and insights into time perception influenced by science fiction. The discussion extends to broader topics like mythmaking, societal structures, technological evolution, media influence, and the transformation of human consciousness in response to scientific and cultural shifts.

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CDT052

The Eight Selves Within Us

(2 Disks)

Robert Anton Wilson gives an introduction to his popular workshop on the eight circuits of the evolving human nervous system.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of consciousness, reality perception, and human evolution, blending psychology, neuroscience, spirituality, and satire. The speaker challenges conventional notions of identity and reality, introducing ideas from ethno-methodology, quantum physics, Freudian psychology, and Timothy Leary’s eight-circuit model of consciousness. The talk humorously critiques social structures, brainwashing institutions, and cultural conditioning, urging self-awareness and cognitive flexibility. Through discourse on cybernetics, longevity research, and sociopolitical shifts, the speaker encourages independent thinking and the active shaping of one’s personal and societal future.

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CDT053

Secrets of the Illuminati

(2 Disks)

Features Robert Anton Wilson and E.J. Gold revealing many occult secrets of the oldest and most widespread conspiracy on the planet.

Synopsis

This talk humorously and philosophically explores the myths, legends, and hidden meanings attributed to the Illuminati. It delves into the nature of secret knowledge, perception, and the interconnectedness of human consciousness. Using anecdotes, parables, and absurdist humor, the speaker invites the audience to question their understanding of reality, power, and the self.

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CDT054

The Black Sheep Evening

(1 Disks)

This is an introduction to the Black Sheep material. Excellent for the novice.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the allegorical story "Baa Baa Black Sheep", which explores themes of conformity, individuality, awareness, and societal control. The story depicts a flock of white sheep who unquestioningly trust their shepherd, while a few black sheep, born different, become suspicious of the shepherd’s true motives. Each black sheep reacts differently upon discovering the shepherd's exploitation of the flockâ€"some resist, some flee, and some conform in their own way. Ultimately, one black sheep, Little Lansy Divey, embarks on a journey of self-discovery, learning the hidden truths about sheep society and finding a path beyond the shepherd’s control. The subsequent discussion explores the metaphor in terms of social conditioning, personal growth, and the nature of independent thinking in a conformist world.

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CDT055

Objective Art II

(3 Disks)

Panel discussion with Robert Anton Wilson, Claudio Naranjo, E.J. Gold and the Flying Karamazov Brothers. The difference between subjective and objective art is explored by each of the panel members. They explain how being temporarily free from the work hypnosis can provide a Moment of Freedom in which objective art can be created.

Synopsis

The discussion explores the nature of objective art, the creative process, and the fluidity of reality, touching on themes of unconscious inspiration, metaphysical awareness, and artistic forgery. References to figures such as Gurdjieff, Beethoven, and Jack Sarfatti highlight different ways of perceiving creative expression. Humor and surreal elements weave through the talk, questioning the validity of authenticity, illusion, and perception in both art and everyday life.

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CDT056

Poetry Reading

(1 Disks)

Claudio Naranjo. Stories and poetry composed and read by Claudio give the listener intuitive perceptions into the evolution of human spirituality.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of spiritual longing, transformation, and the paradox of seeking the ineffable. Through poetic prose and reflections, it contrasts the sacred and the profane, the infinite and the immediate, the seeker and the sought. The storyteller narrates allegories of hermits turned into spectacles for tourists, of crucifixions commodified, of individuals searching for meaning only to find themselves already immersed in it. Discussions on poetry and artistic consciousness highlight the depth of symbolic language and the necessity of perception to bridge human understanding with the divine.

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CDT057

What Do You Know For Sure?

(1 Disks)

Questions are answered by Robert Anton Wilson and E.J. Gold. The focus of this talk is a powerful meditation utilizing the question "What do you know for sure?"

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of certainty and self-knowledge. The speaker challenges the audience to identify one thing they *truly* know for sure, without any doubt, and suggests a rigorous exercise for testing such knowledge. As the discussion unfolds, skepticism, human psychology, and the nature of information processing are explored. The conversation also dives into the traps of spiritual institutions, humor as a tool for deeper understanding, and how self-examination can lead to unexpected insights.

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CDT058

Work Aptitude

(3 Disks)

Lee Lozowick, during the September 1981 Convention, the "Conference of the Birds," gives an informative talk on perspectives of Work aptitude and attitude as well as stages of growth and change within the Work.

Synopsis

The speaker challenges conventional spiritual practices, particularly Fourth Way teachings, advocating for a deeper questioning of one's spiritual path. He discusses the psychological resistance that arises from previous spiritual investments and critiques various contemporary traditions, including Fourth Way methodologies, feminism, and new-age movements. His perspective is that true realization or awakening transcends structured methodologies and requires an unconditional and personal surrender beyond any predefined spiritual framework.

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CDT060

Transit Talk - First Talk

(2 Disks)

A talk to new students about teaching methods, being asleep and awakening from the dream, and why many people cannot come to a school. The second cassette, Transit - Third Stage, is a precise descriptive talk on the first, second - and especially the third - stages of transit, including some unique perspectives on rebirth.

Synopsis

: The talk explores the nature of knowledge, the role of the guru, the purpose of the school, and the stages of personal and spiritual transformation. It also delves into the idea that experiences are part of a vast unfolding dream and challenges the listener to question their perceptions of reality, liberation, and awakening.

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CDT061

Transit Talk - Second Talk

(1 Disks)

Movement from one world to another, closing the door to the womb, the Gurus, Grace, and reception of Baraka.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of consciousness, perception, liberation, and the stages of transit between death and rebirth. It discusses the six realms of existence, the importance of awareness, and strategies for maintaining clarity during transition states. The speaker emphasizes the challenges of maintaining detachment and avoiding rebirth, highlighting the role of habits, perception, and awareness in navigating these complex metaphysical processes. Practical techniques for dealing with attachments and maintaining presence are also discussed.

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CDT062

Transit Talk - Third Talk

(2 Disks)

This talk focuses on Liberation and the Guru.

Synopsis

This talk explores the nature of consciousness, liberation, and the role of the guru in guiding individuals through the process of awakening. The discussion delves deeply into the concept of the five skandhas, their interplay in creating samsaric existence, and their dissolution during transit. The speaker emphasizes the necessity of a guru for spiritual liberation, outlining the safeguards in place to prevent premature enlightenment. The role of devotion, effort, and attention in the liberation process is discussed, alongside the necessity of surrendering individual ego. The talk also touches on relationships, humor, and the cosmic framework of reincarnation and consciousness reformation.

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CDT063

Enter-View

(1 Disks)

This Pacifica Radio interview with Sheikh Al-Wahshi demonstrates again that words cannot express or do justice to the Sheikh's unique message. Side 2 is a reading from the book Spontaneous Surrender.

Synopsis

The talk explores the teachings and philosophy of Peer Al-Washi, the founder of the Institute for the Development of the Harmonious Human Being in Crestline, California. It delves into his unique perspective on spiritual training, emphasizing that there is no formal school, only preparation for specific work. The conversation touches on themes of self-development, service to God, difficulties in establishing a spiritual school, and different approaches to esoteric training. The discussion also becomes surreal and playful, blending satire with mysticism, moving into themes of consciousness, samadhi, and the transient nature of identity.

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CDT064

Interview with Amanda Foulger

(1 Disks)

Amanda Foulger interviews E. J. Gold.

Synopsis

The conversation revolves around spiritual work, service, humor, metaphysics, and unconventional teachings. The speakers discuss the American Book of the Dead, concepts of transit states, and the role that trainingâ€"whether in spiritual practice or mundane workâ€"plays in fostering transformation. Discussions meander into reflections on consciousness, reincarnation, the role of teachers, satire of the self-help movement, and oddball references to science fiction, esoteric traditions, and Sufi influences. There’s an interplay between humor and mysticism, reflecting a deep yet irreverent engagement with serious themes.

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CDT065

The Hitler and Jesus Talk

(1 Disks)

Assuming responsibility for the inner and outer worlds and the work of consciousness is examined in this talk.

Synopsis

The talk explores provocative themes of faith, morality, history, and personal responsibility, using controversial figures such as Hitler and Judas Iscariot as philosophical focal points. It examines the nature of truth and deception, the interplay between inner and outer worlds, and the conscious acts of birth, love, and death. The discussion challenges commonly held perceptions of good and evil, suggesting that figures like Hitler functioned as catalysts for planetary energy shifts. The conversation also delves into the nature of Christ and Antichrist, the concept of compassionate betrayal, and humanity’s connection to the earth and spirit.

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CDT066

The Grapefruit Talk

(2 Disks)

This talk explores the place of humanity within the universe, creation cycles, isolation from the cosmos and fear of unity, and the question of what survives the cycles of death and rebirth.

Synopsis

The talk explores the cyclical nature of destruction and creation, emphasizing mankind's dependency on planetary evolution. It argues that human understanding is limited by isolation from the cosmos and compressed being. A shift from identification with form to an expanded, connected consciousness is proposed as a means to escape existential cycles. The speaker suggests that true individuality comes through cultivating an awareness beyond the physical self, becoming one with the cosmos rather than merely being a transient human construct.

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CDT067

The Six Worlds/The Valentine's Day Talk

(2 Disks)

Side 1: An exploration of the six worlds in which humanity lives. These worlds are not psycho-physical. Side 2: A talk to new study group on work attitudes, including a discussion of the hopeless idiot and the enlightened idiot. Call for Availability.

Synopsis

The talk explores the limitations of human perception, specifically the dominance of psycho-physical explanations and how they entrap individuals within the human world. It discusses different realms of experience beyond the human domain, referencing concepts from spiritual and esoteric traditions, such as the six worlds found in Buddhist cosmology. The discussion emphasizes breaking out of conventional thinking, applying new significances to experience, and recognizing the entrapment of human consciousness within explanations rooted in psychophysics. The speaker also touches on ideas of guidance, guru presence, and the importance of direct experience over intellectual understanding.

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CDT068

Cosmic Acupuncture

(1 Disks)

A reading and musical play from the book,A Child's Guide to Altered States of Consciousness. Also on side 1 and continuing onto side 2 is a reading from the bookCosmic Acupuncture: the Spiritual Science of DNA -- a manual of black box training. -- Call for Availability.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of integrating human experience with cosmic experience through a structured training system called "alpha training." Central to this system is the "black box," a device meant to facilitate spiritual development by recreating primordial conditions of creation. The speaker emphasizes that the human experience has distracted the being from its true nature, and the alpha training process aims to awaken and integrate the being with cosmic reality. Techniques derived from yogic and meditative traditions, alongside structured exercises, are employed to train individuals in interfacing with the black box, ultimately leading to direct cosmic contact.

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CDT069

The Grapefruit and the Ghost

(2 Disks)

Similar in presentation to the Grapefruit Talk, this talk includes a discussion of man and Being, the occurrences necessary for the formation of a soul, and the solar plexus as a "black box" (an unknowable and internally inaccessible source of catharsis).

This 2 CD set has been remastered from archival recordings. The recording has been recovered so that the talk is now easily understandable.

A review from Oz Fritz, the engineer who painstakingly remastered this talk:

This is an important, technical, and detailed talk on the evolution of being and its expansion into the body. It works with the idea that man's being, as it currently exists, is about the size of a grapefruit and will remain that way unless developed. Man's body and all its knowledge is a ghost compared to being which is the only thing inside man that is real. One's perceptions are unreal, ephemeral. You can have the knowledge which you need to do work if you can extend your being beyond a grapefruit. The body of completed man, one who has expanded one's being into the whole body, is analogous to cosmos on any scale. The human body is a blueprint for being.

Synopsis

The talk explores the fundamental dichotomy between "being" and "man," emphasizing that an eternal particle of existence (the "grapefruit") resides within planetary manifestations. It discusses the possibility of extending being into man, which leads to development of mind and soul. However, without effort, being simply remains as it isâ€"unchanging, content, and eternal. The path to evolving beyond this state requires specific shocks, exercises, and intention. The speaker emphasizes that work must be done precisely and with purpose, beyond mere intellectual engagement.

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CDT070

The Dhammapada Talk

(2 Disks)

A talk on death, transit and rebirth; the difference between the "psychotic" and the "mystic"; "Be-ing" in nonexistence and experiencing the between-lives state before organic death.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of death, rebirth, and the transitional state between them, emphasizing the difference between conscious and unconscious passage through this process. It discusses methods of training individuals to become aware of and navigate these states deliberately. Throughout, the speaker contrasts mystical experiences with psychotic states, the role of fear and love in spiritual work, and the necessity of direct experience over intellectual understanding.

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CDT071

Tank Orientation (First Talk)

(1 Disks)

Topics include biofeedback states in the brain wave frequency bands, using the tank to work with these states, and the process of producing between-lives experiences. This talk has been remastered and included in The Tank Talks CD-T239.

Synopsis

This talk discusses the different states of consciousness, particularly focusing on brainwave activity at different stages, such as beta, alpha, and delta. It emphasizes the importance of the Delta I state, which allows for a "transit experience"â€"a deep meditative or out-of-body state. The use of a sensory deprivation tank is central to this process, serving as a tool for heightened self-awareness and expanded consciousness. The speaker links this practice to broader personal development, making parallels between training the body, mind, emotions, and spiritual faculties. The talk stresses the importance of preparation, discipline, and approaching the experience with an active, engaged mindset.

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CDT072

Tank Orientation (Second Talk)

(1 Disks)

This talk focuses on the use and function of the tank, including a presentation of its use to reflect one's own essential nature and a startling revelation of the method for using the tank as a gateway to another world.

Synopsis

The talk explores consciousness, perception, and transformation through the lens of an enigmatic "tank" experience. It challenges conventional human beliefs about the material universe and introduces a system of multiple worlds accessible through a gateway mechanism. Central themes include the illusion of solidity, the role of habits in determining perception, the significance of explaining phenomena differently, and the importance of conscious travel beyond the human world.

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CDT073

The Brute World on $5 a Day

(2 Disks)

The third in a series of talks on the sensory attenuation tank. The gateways leading from one world to another and the method for surviving sudden translations between worlds are openly discussed with a small, private group. (This talk has been re-mastered to improve the sound quality and also is included as part of the 5 cassette series The Tank Talks TP239.)

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of interdimensional transfers between different existential realms, or "six worlds." The speaker discusses survival strategies, work, customs, and the inherent challenges of these worlds, particularly focusing on the "Brute World" and the mechanisms of transference using "tanks" as gateways. The theme of habitual recurrence to the human world is emphasized, linking it to karma and ingrained tendencies. The talk also touches on the difficulty of perceiving reality beyond human categorization and offers anecdotes about science fiction writers’ engagement with these ideas.

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CDT074

Habits

(3 Disks)

This talk explores the body which operates during the transit experience (the Body of Habits), how it guides itself through transit to rebirth by habits mechanically accumulated through biological and psychological conditioning, and how special techniques can be used to consciously alter its conditioning for higher rebirth.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of habits, personal transformation, and conscious self-development. It investigates the distinction between unconsciously accumulated habits (karma) and consciously created habits, emphasizing the necessity of active and intentional habit formation for maintaining continuity across different states of existence. Additionally, the discussion delves into group dynamics, metaprogramming, and the role of transmissions of knowledge within integrated groups. Alongside this, the speaker touches upon the limitations of men and women in spiritual work, the dangers of ego-driven decision-making, and the importance of relinquishing self-importance to engage deeply in transformation.

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CDT075

Study Group Talk

(3 Disks)

This talk to a Vancouver study group includes a discussion of the nature of psyche and essence, the formation of higher bodies, the surrender of psychological control and the moments of the Great Betrayal.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes related to self-discovery, personal transformation, and spiritual work, particularly within the context of schools of thought associated with Gurdjieff and other spiritual teachers. The discussion involves participants sharing their reasons for attending, their experiences with esoteric traditions, and the challenges of inner development. The importance of direct experience, the concept of "magnetic center" attracting individuals to the work, and the necessity of struggle for real transformation are central ideas. The speaker also delves into the relationship between various spiritual lineages, the significance of maintaining skepticism, and how one navigates the difficulties of self-study.

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CDT076

Being and Growth

(2 Disks)

This presentation of the process of growth within Creation includes an examination of the states of confront, super-confront and non-confront.

Synopsis

The talk primarily explores the use of isolation tanks as a tool for achieving advanced states of consciousness and personal transformation. The discussion covers the nature of human existence, the challenges of personal growth, and the necessity of direct experience. The speaker emphasizes that true understanding is only attained through personal realization rather than passive learning. The session also touches on the difficulties of self-transformation, the concept of karmic tendencies, and the dangers of attachment to stages of progression. There is also a critique of schools of thought that provide second-hand knowledge instead of guiding individuals to direct experience.

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CDT082

Content versus Context in Godlife

(2 Disks)

A lecture given by Lee Lozowick.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concepts of sadhana (spiritual practice), survival, and the nature of enlightenment through the lens of Werner Erhard's "Hunger Project." It emphasizes the difference between content (seeking enlightenment) and context (the assumption that enlightenment is already present). The discussion reframes scarcity, inevitability, and suffering as constructs of belief rather than objective realities. The ultimate point is that transformation arises when an idea shifts from being a position (content) to a space of self-sufficient awareness (context). The talk stresses personal responsibility, the dissolution of fixed positions, and the futility of searching externally for solutions.

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CDT083

Mystery Schools - A Satirical View

(1 Disks)

Lee Lozowick discusses the Ascended Masters and the mystery schools that teach one to separate from the body and "float around in realms of light." He also talks about mystical initiation experiences and confrontation with the Raw Divine.

Synopsis

The speaker explores the dynamics of spiritual communities, guru-disciple relationships, and the structure of mystery schools. A humorous classification system for human experiences is introduced, symbolized through colors. The discussion critiques theosophy and mystery schools, particularly their reliance on esoteric techniques and hierarchical structures. The talk argues for direct experience of the ‘raw divine’ over reliance on techniques or ascended masters.

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CDT084

Concern is Your Concession to Unconsciousness

(1 Disks)

An excellent talk given by Lee Lozowick.

Synopsis

The talk explores the necessity of absolute obsession with God as the key to realization. It contrasts genuine spiritual commitment with superficial seeking, emphasizing that true realization is impossible without total surrender. Concern, as a common human trait, is distinguished from genuine consideration, which arises from authentic spiritual practice. The role of the guru is depicted as one who dismantles the seeking process to unveil true divine life. Ultimately, the speaker stresses that realization isn't about change but about recognizing one's already perfect nature.

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CDT085

Apprenticeship

(2 Disks)

A lecture given by Lee Lozowick.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of apprenticeship in both mundane and spiritual contexts, using the Arizona Apprenticeship Council's publication as a framework to discuss the transmission of skills and knowledge. It emphasizes the necessity of apprentices for the survival and vitality of both secular trades and spiritual communities, illustrating the master-apprentice dynamic across various disciplines. The speaker draws parallels between craft traditions (painting, masonry, aviation) and spiritual instruction, highlighting that mastery is not just about technical skill but also about communication, responsibility, and lineage transmission. The discussion also critiques societal structures that hinder true learning and personal development. The necessity of perseverance, discipline, and mutual respect in apprenticeship, alongside the dangers of complacency in teachers and students alike, are central themes.

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CDT086

All My Sins Are On the Surface

(2 Disks)

Lee Lozowick talks about his encounter with a long-time student of Gurdjieff, and Gurdjieff's statement, "All my sins are on the surface." The ordinary man does not recognize his sins while at the same time feeling guilty about things that are not sins. Lee discusses purity of intention and internal integrity, alignment of centers, recognizing help, and the development of real compassion.

Synopsis

The talk explores the life and teachings of G.I. Gurdjieff, emphasizing his robust lifestyle and the misconception of sin. It discusses how spiritual teachers are often misunderstood due to external appearances and actions, and how true spiritual work requires recognizing one's own internal integrity, chief feature, and need for both personal effort and external help. The speaker reflects on how society misinterprets sin and spiritual commitment, touching on themes of relationship dynamics, personal motivations, and deeper aspects of human interaction.

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CDT087

The Alarm Clock Fable and Other Tales

(2 Disks)

Lee Lozowick states we are realized, enlightened beings -- the problem is we are asleep; we need to wake up. He talks about Christ, Buddha and Krishna in relation to the 7 Chakras. Each chakra or set of chakras plays a part in their teachings on awakening. The Guru represents the awakening force, and the role of the guru is explained as well as student blockages and tendencies that prevent awakening.

Synopsis

The talk explores the idea that all individuals are inherently realized and that the guru’s role is not to impart realization but to awaken those who are asleep to their existing state of enlightenment. Using an extended metaphor of waking up from sleep, the speaker describes different tendencies people have in relation to spiritual awakening. The talk also contrasts historical spiritual teachings (Buddhism, Christianity, and Hinduism) with the current era, where access to vast spiritual information allows for more efficient pathways to awakening. The guru’s function is adaptable, acting as sunshine, an alarm clock, or a shock to expedite the awakening process.

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CDT096

The Five Strivings

(2 Disks)

A discussion of the Five being-obligonian strivings preserved in Gurdjieff's book Beelzebub's Tales to His Grandson. Also the inhibiting effect of the mental apparatus, momentary satori, sensing, Prayer Absolute, angelic conductivity and shattering the mental apparatus are explored.

Synopsis

The discussion explores the concept of "being-apogonian strivings," particularly the instinctive need for self-perfection as described in esoteric teachings. It examines why this striving appears suppressed in humans, how mental inhibition prevents its manifestation, and proposes exercises to redirect the mind to remove this inhibition. The conversation delves into techniques involving attention, awareness, and physical practice to lift mental interference. Additionally, the discussion shifts into broader metaphysical inquiries, including music, vibration, spiritual traditions, and the nature of esoteric teachings.

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CDT097

The Whirlpool Talk

(3 Disks)

The method of service and the function of a work community as a challenge. In this revealing talk, the truly esoteric idea of "Die before you die" is elaborated within the context of one student's personal dilemma -- a frank presentation of a universal barrier which few face.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of self-inquiry, surrender, and community as a transformative method. It critiques self-serving spiritual movements and emphasizes the concept of "dying before you die" as a profound inner shift. The speaker suggests that a true community presents an ongoing challenge and that genuine surrender involves complete immersion, in contrast to personal ambitions or mastery. The conversation touches on psychological conditioning, resistance, and the struggle individuals face when confronting real change.

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CDT098

Atmospheres of Transformation

(2 Disks)

This talk begins with a discussion of witchcraft and Christianity. Other topics include entering into and gaining the ability to work with "Work Atmospheres," ritual dinners. Prayer Absolute as an obligation, contemplation of the Man on the Cross, creation as a one-sided mirror of no dimension and angelic conductivity are discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the origins and development of Wicca, particularly Gerald Gardner's role in shaping modern Wiccan practices. It contrasts true witchcraft with popular misconceptions, delves into the absorption of pagan traditions by Christianity, and discusses the changing meanings of rituals. The conversation shifts to the dynamics of monastic life, the influence of communal atmospheres, and the necessity of commitment in spiritual practice. The final sections touch on broader philosophical ideas about free will, transformation, and the role of the Eucharist as a conduit of divine energy.

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CDT099

The One Voice

(1 Disks)

A fascinating and informative presentation of what the Fourth Way is in respect to the way of the Fakir, Monk, Yogi and Sufi. The purposes, identities and manifestations of a work community, the functioning of the one voice and the breath of God are vividly detailed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of personal surrender to a communal structure as a path to transformation. It discusses various spiritual disciplines, particularly the "four ways" (that of the fakir, the monk, the yogi, and the Sufi), emphasizing endurance, understanding, and dissolution of personal identity into a greater collective. The speaker frequently touches on paradoxes of selfhood and perceives the community as an extension of personal identity. The nature of memory, time, and divine voice are also examined, suggesting that all speech and action emanate from a singular universal source.

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CDT100

Evolutionary Invocation

(1 Disks)

The process of evolutionary invocation causes the concentration of a presence and/or its attention out of the Face of God. The diffused state, serious meditation, the effects of invoked presence, the mystical "rubberado" and closing the door to open-house invocation are included.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of invocation, the process of concentrating and binding presence to the organic world. It discusses the nature of presence, attention, diffusion, and their impact on human evolution. The conversation touches on invoking presences for transformative experiences, the nature of spiritual receptacles, and the mechanics of invoking attention. There are references to religious and mystical traditions, the effects of invoked presences, and the necessity of conscious effort in maintaining an invoked state.

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CDT101

History of Religions

(5 Disks)

This talk traces the traditions of hunting, marriage and tribal religions from prehistoric times up to the culturalization of Europe by Christianity. Unique historical data on the important role of Western Religion throughout medieval Western Europe and its influence on Christianity is given.

Synopsis

The talk explores the historical and cultural development of religious and social structures, particularly in Western Europe. It discusses the imposition of Christianity, the transition from oral to written traditions, the evolution of religious and magical practices, the role of authority and control in shaping belief systems, and the broader implications of human civilization's trajectory. The speaker criticizes modern societal structures, arguing that humanity is neither intelligent nor civilized, and explores the potential for voluntary evolution and tribal organization.

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CDT102

Chamber Penetration

(2 Disks)

Beginning from a broader discussion of contemporary religious practices, this talk explores the characteristics of higher chambers and means of their penetration through storytelling and discourse. Also included is the "Empty Room" exercise.

Synopsis

The discussion explores the interconnectedness of religious, spiritual, and mystical practices from diverse traditions, highlighting their structural and experiential similarities. The theme of "penetration"â€"accessing deeper knowledge through imitation, postural alignment, or transcendenceâ€"pervades the talk. Various traditions, including Subud, Sufism, voodoo rituals, theatrical traditions, and peyote ceremonies, are examined for their capacity to invoke higher awareness. There is an overarching consideration of the nature of creation, consciousness, and the mechanisms by which humans engage with transcendent experiences.

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CDT103

Leave, Before It's Too Late!

(2 Disks)

Beginning with the question, "Is it possible to alleviate the suffering of God?", this talk examines the consequences of candidacy for initiation, the sacrifice of union, real questions, powers and attainments, the nature of sacrifice and the end of the Work.

Synopsis

The talk centers on the nature of spiritual work, emphasizing that genuine transformation is an individual, not a collective, endeavor. Groups serve only to prepare individuals, but once ready, the work becomes solitary. The speaker underscores that the path is demanding, requiring total self-sacrifice without guarantees of success. The goal is framed as "alleviating the suffering of God," a concept that remains somewhat metaphysical and ambiguous. The talk discourages conventional aspirations of personal attainment, instead presenting the work as a form of servitude or slavery to a higher obligation. A warning is issued regarding the dangers of engaging in such work without full awareness of its consequences.

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CDT104

Voluntary Purgatory

(2 Disks)

Voluntary descent into self-imposed conditions of purgatory are a powerful means for the growth of conscience within the individual. Also, headbrain and tailbrain functions, lineage transplants and invocation of an Angelic host are discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the idea of vision, attention, and perception, particularly how humans shift from a childlike state of open awareness to conditioned, selective focus as they mature. This leads to a discussion of purgatory as a form of purification, both in spiritual and metaphorical senses. The concept of voluntary purgatory is introduced as a means of self-cleansing and preparation for higher endeavors. The conversation expands into ideas of invocation, contamination, and lineage, emphasizing the necessity of conscience and divine grace in achieving true spiritual ascension.

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CDT105

Man on the Cross

(2 Disks)

As any serious seeker can attest, Man on the Cross material is hard to come by. The difficult and esoteric work idea of "Die before you die" is explored within the context of voluntary reascension of the cross. Very esoteric ideas are presented here with full candor. This talk is pan-religious and erases all barriers between oneself and one's cosmic position.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of suffering, inhibition, growth, and spiritual evolution using the metaphor of crucifixion. The speaker discusses the necessity of being "put on the cross" in order to evolve, emphasizing the idea of voluntary sacrifice, discipline, and cutting off habitual escapes. Various illustrative methods, analogies, and processes are discussed to suggest how growth only happens when forced into a new, less resisted direction. The concept of authority, inhibition, and the inevitability of choiceâ€"death or transformationâ€"is central to the discourse.

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CDT106

Contamination Talk

(2 Disks)

The necessity for the decontamination of the chemical factory and machine as a condition of its transformation into an alchemical laboratory. The "great biological purpose" and the six causes of chemical changes within the machine are given.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the profound effects of environment and biological chemistry on individuals, particularly within specialized work or spiritual chambers. It discusses the interconnectedness of mental, emotional, and physical states, emphasizing that even subtle changes in chemistryâ€"whether from food, perfumes, environmental toxins, or personal habitsâ€"can significantly impact one's interactions. The discussion also delves into heightened sensory perceptions, the nature of purification, and the concept of voluntary sacrifice of perception as part of higher spiritual work.

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CDT107

Higher Bodies

(1 Disks)

The development of higher being bodies as vehicles of consciousness is discussed; the functions, conditions and activities of work communities are explored. Other topics include attention, obligation, laws of the work, organic man as a weed and self-cultivated man.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of human spiritual development, drawing parallels between the cultivation of plants and the formation of higher bodies beyond biological existence. It suggests that individuals must consciously develop vessels beyond their physical form through specific efforts, habits, and disciplines. The discussion touches on environmental factors that affect spiritual work, the role of obligation and attention, and the necessity of personal struggle in the search for understanding. The speaker also emphasizes that true answers must be individually discovered rather than externally provided.

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CDT108

Work as Business

(2 Disks)

This dinner talk was given at the Pan-Angelic Conference, the third annual IDHHB Fourth Way Convention in September, 1982. Work ideas are presented within a practical and common-sense context. Slavery to the "tube," the Work as work, how to approach the Work and making one's survival dependent upon one's own work are explored.

Synopsis

The speaker addresses a group of individuals interested in "the work," a term likely referring to a spiritual or self-development practice. They discuss the challenges of sustaining engagement, the necessity of serious commitment, and the pitfalls of treating the work as a hobby. Using vivid anecdotes, metaphors, and humor, they illustrate the difficulty of self-awareness, the illusion of control, and the cost of misaligned priorities. The talk challenges attendees to critically examine their motivations and level of dedication while emphasizing that real transformation requires persistent, effortful participation.

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CDT109

W.B.A.I Radio Interview - New York INNERVIEW

(2 Disks)

Mary Houston interviews E.J. Gold. In this lighthearted yet informative interview, Mr. Gold discusses the human biological machine, the chronic, transformation and the upcoming Chronic Workshop. A practical treatment of the subject provides the best introductory single cassette talk for new students of the Work. Highly recommended.

Synopsis

The talk explores personal transformation, the concept of the waking state versus the sleeping state, and the barriers that prevent individuals from achieving higher consciousness. The discussion touches on self-awareness, defense mechanisms, and techniques to reach a more awakened state. E.J. Gold, the guest, shares insights from his experience in transformational psychology, archaeology, and creative disciplines. The conversation weaves humor, storytelling, and philosophical explorations to challenge the audience’s perception of reality, consciousness, and spiritual growth.

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CDT112

The Chronic Workshop (First Day)

(3 Disks)

This talk begins with readings from The Human Biological Machine as a Transformational Apparatus, and centers on the work question, "How can I create a place for myself in the Work?" Also, the mechanism of the chronic in the machine is conceptually presented.

Synopsis

The speaker leads a highly structured, no-nonsense workshop focused on transformation and awakening. They aim to equip participants with enough knowledge for a year's worth of work, emphasizing self-sufficiency and discouraging long-term dependence on guidance. A central theme is the distinction between the sleeping state and the waking state of the human biological machine, with awakening being both a challenge and a necessity for meaningful work. The talk also covers problem identification as the key to effective solutions, conflict management, and discernment, all in the service of breaking habitual defense mechanisms that keep individuals locked in illusion.

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CDT113

The Chronic Workshop (Second Day)

(5 Disks)

What is the Chronic? E.J. Gold talks on the biological machine's sleeping state and its transforming response to the directed attention and adoration of the essential self. The nature of negative emotions, the "wind-and-water" method of awakening the machine, sensing the waking state and the power of discrimination are discussed during the second day of this remarkable New York workshop.

Synopsis

The talk explores the interplay between mastery, awareness, the nature of transformation, and the mechanics of consciousness. The speaker emphasizes that by pursuing mastery in any disciplineâ€"whether artistic or intellectualâ€"one necessarily deepens understanding across all domains. Key discussions center on the difference between real and false emotions, the nature of attention, the importance of patience in learning, and the role of the "machine" (the human mechanism) in entering the waking state. The dialogue also touches on the challenges of discerning the essential self from habitual mental processes and the necessity of experiential methods over theoretical understanding.

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CDT114

The Essential Self and the Machine

(2 Disks)

In this first easaphone conversation between the New York Study Circle and Core Group in California, the nature and behavior of the machine, the chronic and the essential self are explored.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of the "machine" as a metaphor for habitual, reflexive functioning in human beings. A key theme is distinguishing between the essential self and the machine, recognizing whether the machine is asleep or awake, and using attention to awaken it. The discussion highlights self-observation, the mechanics of reflexive behavior, and the process of awakening as a gradual, often discomforting transformation. Practical exercises are prescribed, such as gathering evidence of the machine’s sleep without attempting to wake it.

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CDT115

The Human Biological Machine as a Transformational

(2 Disks)

This fascinating talk covers the machine as a four-dimensional tunnel through creation, the soul as raw material, turning on the alchemical factory, the illusion of time, and the creation in higher dimensions.

Synopsis

The talk explores the idea of the "machine" not as a three-dimensional object, but as a transformational device operating within a four-dimensional corridor. The central premise is that the human experience is akin to passing through a factory, a structured process that, if activated correctly, leads to transformation. The discussion extends into the nature of time, perception, and the necessity of operating the factory to ensure actual transformation occurs. Without this activation, the machine remains dormant, leading to a repetition of experiences without real understanding or evolution.

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CDT116

Evidence of the Machine in Sleep

(3 Disks)

Sensing the machine in sleep, the sixty-day exercise to gather "Exhibit A," beginning steps to awaken the machine, transference from the machine to a nonphenomenal self then to the Being, and eating consciously are discussed. Parker Dickson offers three new work folksongs.

Synopsis

The talk explores the idea of human consciousness as being trapped in a "sleeping machine"â€"a mechanical, habitual way of existing. The central aim is awakening from this state and using the machine as a transformational tool. The discussion covers the processes of gathering evidence of the machine's sleep, differentiating between automatic and conscious actions, and developing willpower to sustain awakened states. Practical exercises and group observations are suggested to better understand and transcend mechanical behaviors.

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CDT117

Awakening the Machine

(2 Disks)

This talk covers the subjects of Alchemy, Repairing the Heart, Head Brain/ Tail Brain. How to awaken the machine, letting the dead bury the dead, and the vision of higher dimensions are revealed in this informative presentation.

Synopsis

The talk explores the idea of an "awakened machine"â€"the human body and mind in a heightened state of awareness. The speaker discusses the difficulty of recognizing whether the machine is truly awakening, the transformative processes involved, and the interplay between emotional states and consciousness. Techniques such as "the popcorn exercise" and "adoration of the machine" are mentioned as tools for self-evolution. The conversation also touches on alchemy as a metaphor for inner transformation, the role of suffering in self-awareness, and the importance of discernment in understanding one's state of being.

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CDT118

Work Aims

(4 Disks)

In this talk to senior students, Mr. Gold reveals that people do not know why they are in a work community. Work aims and purposes, work commandos, and invading the 4th dimension, reflexive evolution and the group as a mountain climbing expedition are discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of frustration, community dynamics in personal development, and the paradox of resistance fostering progress. It highlights how obstacles, rather than hindrances, can serve as catalysts for growth. The discussion shifts towards the necessity of purpose and self-awareness, emphasizing the need for individuals to recognize why they engage in transformative work. Additionally, it delves into the nature of awakening, the role of discipline, and the necessity of group cohesion.

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CDT119

Conflict Management

(2 Disks)

This talk emphasizes the differences between the machine's problems and those relevant to transformation. Relaxing within the tension, life-repair and the resolution of organic problems as an inhibitor of the transformation effect are revealed. The usefulness of this talk for practical work on self quickly becomes apparent upon listening.

Synopsis

The talk explores the distinction between the concerns of the "machine" (the human biological apparatus) and the pursuit of transformation. The speaker stresses that people mistakenly identify with the machine's problems instead of focusing on the higher aim of transformation. The discussion delves into how being caught up in life's issues prevents deeper work on oneself, and how true change requires attention, effort, and a willingness to endure discomfort.

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CDT120

The Chronic and the Waking State

(3 Disks)

E.J. Gold presents the qualities of the waking state and differences from the sleeping state. Consequences and conditions of movement from the sleeping to the waking state and back are explored. Ritual, theatre, transit, hypnotism, psychosomatic diseases, The Work, Teacher as the guest and other domains are discussed as well, in relation to these states.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of the "waking state" and "sleeping state" as distinct modes of human experience. It identifies "the chronic," a defense mechanism developed by the machine (the automatic functions of a person), which prevents awakening. Various emotional states, including anger, cynicism, and fear, serve as barriers against the waking state. Methods for disarming these defense mechanisms are discussed, including conscious reconstruction of the sleeping state, overcoming fear of awakening, and techniques for stabilizing presence. The role of cultural conditioning, trauma, and emotional responses in maintaining the sleeping state is also examined.

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CDT121

Presence and Negative Emotions

(3 Disks)

Inner transformation sooner or later comes to address the issue of negative emotions. This Montreal talk with partial French translations explores the nature and arising of negative emotions. Moving centrum sensations, higher emotions without mental significance, presence of the essential self and banishing negative emotions are presented.

Synopsis

The talk explores the distinction between negative and higher emotions, the role of negative emotions in self-work, and techniques for transforming them into constructive forces. It discusses the concept of presence, self-remembrance, and voluntary sleep, emphasizing that negative emotions must be worked through rather than artificially suppressed. The participants investigate attention, its sources, and how awareness can refine one's inner state.

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CDT122

Transit Practitioners & Labyrinth Reader

(3 Disks)

This New York easaphone call to core group examines work on self in a controlled space, within the context of the American Book of the Dead -- Labyrinth Reader's Course. Learning how to function in higher dimensions, the power of the machine, the function of mood in the waking state, koans and zhikrs are discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of the "waking state" as a transformation of human consciousness. It introduces the idea that ordinary human perception is filtered through a "machine" (an analogy for conditioned mental states) and that awakening involves transcending this automatic functioning. The course discussed in the talk aims to help practitioners discipline themselves to access a higher dimension of awareness. A key focus is on indirect approaches to personal transformation rather than direct confrontation with conditioned thought and emotion.

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CDT123

The Work - An Introduction to What it is

(2 Disks)

This talk focuses on the need for Group Work, doing the work of a Fallen Angel, transforming and healing radiations, and physiological changes in the biological machine as a response to transformation. An indispensable talk for those interested in candidacy for the Work.

Synopsis

The talk explores esoteric spiritual concepts involving brain function, group work, and metaphysical transformation. It discusses the role of consciousness, the forebrain, and the function of the midbrain in relation to higher states of perception. Using metaphors like "taking the elevator" and "ascending the cross," the speaker describes an intensive internal and collective discipline required to actualize spiritual evolution. The necessity of group cohesion and discipline is emphasized, warning against the risks of working in isolation. Themes of energy transformation, maintaining mystical structures, and the challenging nature of deep spiritual work are recurring.

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CDT124

Peace of Mind or The Work

(2 Disks)

This pre-movement workshop talk discusses the objective perspective of healing and peace of mind. It also discusses voluntary descent into hell as opposed to enjoying one's freedom, and the use of the movements.

Synopsis

The talk explores the transformative potential of evolutionary processes that are not centered on personal gratification but rather on servitude to a higher influence. It questions the common pursuit of freedom and pleasure, suggesting that true development comes through discipline, self-awareness, and the harnessing of one's weaknesses. The speaker draws connections between breath control, posture, attention, and consciousness, emphasizing that change is a long and often painful process. The narrative incorporates anecdotes and historical references, including a parallel between scientific discoveries and personal epiphanies. The overarching theme challenges conventional notions of progress and enlightenment, asserting that real work occurs within a realm of struggle and sacrifice.

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CDT125

Chicago Easaphone - Work Credentials

(2 Disks)

This easaphone conversation between the Chicago Study Circle and Core Group begins with references to the Redfin Material and magnetic center. Mr. Gold is asked to present his credentials for teaching this work and he answers beginners' questions definitively.

Synopsis

The discussion revolves around the emergence and influence of the "Redfin" material within a group dedicated to esoteric and transformational work. Participants discuss its spontaneous appeal, structured study approaches, and its ability to magnetize and activate specific centers of human perception. The conversation also delves into the dynamics of study circles, the demands of the work, and philosophical concerns about authority, commitment, and personal transformation.

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CDT126

Winnipeg Easaphone - Transformation Necessity

(2 Disks)

This conversation with the Winnipeg group reveals the work question, "How can I make my transformation a necessity to the Work?" Recognition of organic emotions, transformation as opposed to evolution and "What is a Real Question?" are pursued.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of transformation and awakening, emphasizing that personal growth in consciousness is a cumulative process. The conversation delves into the necessity of sustained effort in "waking the machine" and the relationship between personal work and the larger work. Participants discuss what constitutes real questions, the role of a group in personal development, and how one can make themselves indispensable to the work. There is also a critical discussion of avoiding subjectivity in self-study, the pitfalls of theoretical knowledge, and the importance of necessity driving change.

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CDT127

Eternal Recurrence

(2 Disks)

The idea of perfecting the same lifetime through repetition as opposed to being blown by one's own Karma into running apparently different lifetimes in different bodies is presented. Creation as a mathematical equation, psychoanalysis, the fragmentation of light and sound and penetration into the eternal moment are also discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concepts of eternal recurrence and past life awareness, questioning whether they are contradictory or simply different perspectives on reality. It delves into personal experiences and reflections on how patterns repeat across lifetimes or "passes" and how small changes can lead to significant consequences. Additionally, the discussion touches upon perception, the nature of reality, and the role of consciousness in interpreting experience.

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CDT128

Morocco Dinner - Initiation of Men by Women

(3 Disks)

The possibility and process of mutual reciprocal initiation is explored. What do women want from men? What do men what from women? Unmasking the woman, man's fixations, alchemical sex and weaknesses as tools for work on Self are also covered.

Synopsis

The talk explores gender dynamics in self-improvement workshops and spiritual practices, focusing on why women predominately seek these spaces while men often avoid them. It delves into the psychology of attraction, power, initiation, and relationships, asserting that societal conditioning leads women to seek efficacy while men remain content within the status quo. A major theme is the role of transformation through initiationâ€"what women seek from men and what men resist. The conversation weaves between personal anecdotes, cultural commentary, and esoteric traditions, ultimately suggesting that deep transformation requires men to relinquish their dependence on immediate gratification (such as orgasm) and women to drop ingrained strategies of influence.

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CDT129

Montreal Dinner - Alchemical Sex and Its

(4 Disks)

This talk with French translations begins with a reading from Secret Talks, Volume Six: The Seven Bodies of Man. The origins of Alchemy, generation of electrical force and exchange and transformation of exact substances through alchemical sex is presented. Why a woman is like the Absolute (a shining grave) is explored.

Synopsis

The talk explores the esoteric and alchemical dimensions of human development, particularly focusing on the cultivation of the "higher bodies" and the transformative aspects of sex. It critiques conventional understanding and emphasizes the necessity of preparation, seeking real knowledge, and the conscious differentiation between the self and "the machine." A key theme is the disciplined redirection of human energies, especially sexual energy, towards spiritual and chemical refinement as described in mystical traditions.

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CDT130

Tantra Dinner with John Reynolds and E.J. Gold

(5 Disks)

Mr. Reynolds, a Tantra initiate, presents the primary tenets of Indian and Tibetan Tantra. The nature and differences of the Hinayana, Mahayana and Vajrayana Buddhist paths are presented. Similarities in practice and origins of Buddhism and Fourth Way ideas are explored. A fascinating and informative presentation of Work ideas.

Synopsis

: The discussion revolves around the speaker's personal journey into the study and practice of Tibetan and Indian Tantra, as well as the broader themes of spiritual transformation, meditation, and esoteric knowledge. The conversation explores key Buddhist concepts, such as Tantra, Vajrayana, and the Bardo states, and draws parallels to alchemy, psychology, and mystical traditions worldwide. There is also an examination of practical techniques for meditation, visualization, and transformative practices, including the symbolic and ritualistic aspects of Tantric spiritual paths.

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CDT131

Angelic Healing Workshop

(4 Disks)

This workshop examines the conditions and phenomena of the descent of healing entities, barriers to healing within the machine, the cause of illness and the cradle of the soul, and the invocation of presence. Tape 1 describes the origins of Gurdjieff's work and Biblical scenarios.

Synopsis

The talk spans a range of themes, beginning with the nature of risk and calculated decision-making, moves into the invocation of presences and the methodology of spiritual invocation, and explores deeper aspects of healing and transformation. It touches on gaming metaphors for assessing probability, historical religious practices, and the ways in which presence can be invoked for healing. The discussion intertwines esoteric knowledge, practical business acumen, and philosophical inquiry, questioning the ethics and implications of human experience, healing, and self-evolution.

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CDT132

Cossack Travellers Dinner - The Mask Workshop

(4 Disks)

The mask as a medium of essence expression, communication and self-healing is explored in this workshop. Participants focus and divide their attention as they create their own clay masks and learn to use them as reminding factors and vehicles for their own work on self.

Synopsis

The talk is an immersive and esoteric exploration of identity, creativity, ritual, and transformation through the practice of mask-making. Participants are guided through exercises that engage their attention, intention, and self-awareness, encouraging them to confront their own masksâ€"both literal and metaphorical. The process is framed as a form of magical work, incorporating elements of theatre, psychology, and spiritual inquiry. Through ritualized interactions, collective participation, and self-reflection, the workshop seeks to reveal hidden aspects of the self and encourage personal evolution.

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CDT133

Working With Jewelry

(2 Disks)

The construction and work of jewelry modeled after designs that originated in ancient cultures is explored. In this talk, the Work use and practical work application of jewelry construction and marketing is discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the ancient and profound approach to jewelry-making, emphasizing traditional craftsmanship, communal work, and a near-ritualistic process that integrates sound, atmosphere, and deep attention to detail. The speaker delves into the energetic and emotional properties of materials like glass, silver, and gold, and how they influence both the artisan and the wearer. It further expands on the marketing and storytelling aspects of selling such jewelry, viewing it as a means to evoke a deep sense of nostalgia, loss, and recognition in the buyer. The discussion also touches on the mathematics, physics, and metaphysical aspects embedded in the craft, emphasizing the importance of attention, meticulous work, and the transmission of ideas through tangible objects.

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CDT134

Work Group Functions

(3 Disks)

This talk reveals the purposes and functions of a work group. Heterosexual lesbianism, permanent bonding and Baraka, the no exit chamber, voluntary corruption, God's pursuit of man, posts and typicalities are also revealed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of bonding within a self-contained workgroup, examining the inextricable links between personal identity, emotional dependency, and transformation. The speaker delves into the concept of irreversible bonding, explaining it as an experiential rather than an intellectual process. The workgroup is described through an esoteric framework, where participation in the group implies a permanent and fundamental shift. The discussion also navigates themes of isolation, inevitability, human limitation within meta-organizational structures, and the necessity of interdependence for engaging with "the work."

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CDT135

Accessing the Waking State

(2 Disks)

This tape explores the efficiency and consequences of using different methods to achieve the waking state. Adoration of the machine is stressed and students reconstruct instructions given, but not recorded, concerning the Popcorn exercise and the reversal of headbrain/tailbrain functions.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of self-awareness, waking consciousness, transformational psychology, and the distinctions between different states of being. The discussion revolves around how one can awaken from habitual mental and emotional patterns, the role of attention and adoration in this process, and the challenges posed by the defense mechanisms of the machine (the conditioned self). The conversation also touches upon experiential learning, the limitations of intellectual understanding, and practical methods for initiating personal transformation.

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CDT136

Wanting the Work

(2 Disks)

This direct talk to a senior work community explores the idea of learning to want the Work and then to need the Work. The failure syndrome, eternal recurrence in the Bingo Hall and a secret of attention are also presented.

Synopsis

The talk covers the themes of invocation, discipline, community dynamics, the nature of wanting versus having, and the importance of inner transformation. The speaker emphasizes the necessity of silence and discipline in the process of invocation and the dangers that disruptions pose. There is a critique of those unwilling to commit fully to the work, and a discussion on the nature of authority in the community. The speaker also delves deeply into the philosophy that people always get what they truly want, even if they believe otherwise. Lastly, there is a focus on the importance of attention, single-minded pursuit of understanding, and the transformative power of sincere questioning.

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CDT137

Man on the Cross Workshop

(10 Disks)

This workshop is not a presentation of data but a group exercise designed to penetrate and assimilate the significance and mood of the Man on the Cross. For this reason, it has only been partially condensed. Students may order just tapes 5, 6 and 7 (for $32.95) to sample this attempt to momentarily break the suffocation of self-esteem and penetrate the difficult method of dying before one dies for the purpose of entering the Work.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of commitment, discipline, and transformation within a spiritual or esoteric school. It critiques modern approaches to personal development and examines the sacrifices required for true work. The speaker discusses the "man on the cross" as a central symbol, emphasizing its significance beyond religious contexts. Other subjects include distraction by sensual desires, types of work required for inner growth, and the necessity of forming a core group to sustain the teaching.

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CDT138

Out of Body Workshop

(7 Disks)

Work data on dreaming and sleep states, out-of-body experiences, the Face of God exercise and adoration of the machine.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of consciousness, out-of-body experiences, and the nature of human transformation. It examines the role of the human biological machine as a transformational apparatus and how awakening the machine facilitates change. The discussion also delves into attention, adoration, and the interplay between awareness and bodily identification. The speaker challenges conventional perspectives on selfhood, transformation, and the mechanisms of evolutionary growth, favoring experiential understanding over intellectual speculation.

(mp3) $37.95

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CDT139

Women in the Work I

(6 Disks)

Are there women in the Work? Can there ever be women in the Work? This workshop for women explores adoration of the machine, initiation of men by women, recognition of the machine in sleep and three work songs by Parker Dickson. It's just the thing for that hard-to-let-go-of Male Myth.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of ancient mythology, esoteric traditions, and the role of women in spiritual transformation. It draws upon Sumerian myths, particularly the story of Inanna’s descent into the underworld, to illustrate both historical and alchemical concepts. The discussion ties these myths to psycho-spiritual development, transformation, and the role of adoration in awakening latent potential within individuals and relationships.

(mp3) $32.95

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CDT140

When the Rapture Comes

(6 Disks)

This revealing discourse between E.J. Gold and Lee Lozowick begins with a discussion of Roman-occupied Judea and the crucifixion. The universe as a purely decorative object, creation and destruction cycles, the teacher as a guest, conflict management, the danger of harmony and joining the Work Chain outside of Creation are explored in this informative discourse. Not for the timid.

Synopsis

The lecture critically explores the origins of the King James Bible, historical context, translation errors, and the unintended cultural and religious consequences. It expands into a broader historical analysis of Jesus' life under Roman occupation, the political and social dynamics of Judea, and the manufactured nature of religious narratives. Further, it suggests hidden motivations behind the formation of early Christianity and the influence of power structures. The talk transitions into metaphysical considerations of work, suffering, and participation in a broader, often unseen process.

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CDT141

Chief Feature & Negative Force

(2 Disks)

This revealing presentation explores the multiple meanings of the term "Chief Feature" and man's choice of whether or not to feed it. Equilibrium of tensions, modern superstitions, emotional bodies as psychic phenomena and feeding a higher dimension are explored.

Synopsis

The talk explores the distortion of historical and spiritual concepts, particularly around figures like Satan, Lucifer, and the Devil. It delves into ancient Jewish and Sumerian traditions to challenge conventional misconceptions. Additionally, the discussion transitions into the nature of negative energy, how it manifests in the human machine, and how higher states of consciousness can be achieved through equilibrium of tensions. The necessity of a group for maintaining spiritual work is underscored, alongside an examination of motivation and commitment in the esoteric path.

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CDT142

Breath of the Essential Self

(4 Disks)

An excellent invocational dinner talk in which Mr. Gold elicits from a group, with the help of two other groups by easaphone connection, the understanding and background for a precise formulation of a work idea. This invocation covers the awakening of the heart, machine voice versus essential voice, nonphenomenal anatomy, correspondences between higher and lower dimensions and other fresh data related to group work towards awakening the machine.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around complex philosophical and metaphysical discussions about the nature of self, breath, and spiritual awakening. It explores the relationship between the essential self and the machine (organic bodily existence), touching on the idea of divine breath and how it influences consciousness. The conversation also discusses practical aspects of group work, commitment, and engagement in self-exploration, particularly through structured activities like music, salesmanship, and presence. The importance of allowing something intrinsic to "become excited" and speak for itself is emphasized, as is the danger of veiling true understanding with naming and mental constructs.

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CDT143

Angelology

(3 Disks)

An examination of the angelic character begins using the bookAngels by Peter Lamborn Wilson for comparison. E.J. Gold explores the activities and responsibilities of angels, their relationship to humans and the maintenance of Creation.

Synopsis

The talk focuses on rituals, mysticism, and the angelic role in religious traditions, discussing how ritual serves as a bridge between the divine and the material. It critiques scholarly interpretations of mysticism, emphasizing the importance of direct experience over rigid academic analysis. There are discussions on the nature of angels, their relationship to worship, and their function as intermediaries. The talk also explores transformation, the dangers of attachment to sensation, and the necessity of discipline in spiritual evolution.

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CDT144

The Work Diet

(3 Disks)

Full title is "The Alchemical Foundation for the Accretion of Higher Substances or Is There Life After Mayonnaise?" This talk introduces and outlines a homeopathic diet that is most conducive to the ingestion and absorption of higher hydrogens used for the formation of higher being bodies. Machine addiction, immunity and toxicity screens, elimination of wastes and poisons from the body, rancidity of food, digestion and absorption factors are all elaborated in relation to this life-saving diet.

Synopsis

The speaker critiques conventional diets and offers a non-dietary approach to nutrition based on avoiding toxic foods. He shares a personal health scare that led him to reevaluate his eating habits, eventually formulating a system rooted in the body's ability to regulate itself. The talk delves into the role of toxins, the body’s filtration mechanisms, and the dangers of certain foods widely accepted in modern diets. He stresses the importance of reducing toxicity for overall well-being and heightened awareness.

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CDT145

The ABC's of Love

(3 Disks)

This outstanding talk presents love in the shamanistic view, distinguishing it from other meanings of the word love and forms of love in machine life. Information includes opening up to the breath of love, using attention to mold the force of love, non-dependency and risk of real love, differences between love, God and lightning handlers. A revealing and perspective-altering discourse.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around a deep exploration of love, its misinterpretations, and its technical, almost shamanistic definition. Traditional views of love, tied to attachment, preference, and need, are contrasted with an independent, impersonal force that permeates existence. The speaker introduces the "ABCs" of loveâ€"Attitude, Behavior, and Conditionsâ€"not as foundational elements of love, but as things love is not dependent on. The discussion extends to risk, fear, and the nature of working with the force of love, drawing parallels to handling lightning or shaping energy.

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CDT146

Shamanism

(4 Disks)

This talk begins from an historical and cultural perspective on shamanism and moves through topics such as seeing within expectations, the invisible world, drug-induced non-organic perception, holographic interpretive visions, shape-shifting, man and woman in relation to the Work, the evolution of the Absolute, the creation as a single moment, accelerating one's experience of creation, and the shaman within the context of the work group.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of shamanism as a fourth path distinct from traditional spiritual disciplines like the monk, fakir, or yogi. It describes the shaman as a shape-changer who manipulates perception to access hidden dimensions or "chambers." Emphasis is placed on bypassing the brain’s censorship mechanisms to access clearer reality structures. The discussion also extends to the dynamics between men and women in spiritual work, the relationship between music and altered states, and how acceleration or deceleration of perception can lead to transformative experiences. Ultimately, shamanism is presented as a disciplined, intentional practice that allows practitioners to navigate unseen dimensions.

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CDT147

Be Still and Know That I Am God

(2 Disks)

In this revealing presentation of work data and perspectives, E.J. Gold speaks on the Angel of Death, being the center of one's own mandala, the Man on the Cross, stillness and silence at the speed of light, light in infinite extension, eternity, the void and the deathbed experience.

Synopsis

The talk explores deep metaphysical and philosophical concepts, primarily concerning the nature of consciousness, self-invocation, perception, death, eternity, and the illusion of reality. It discusses the essential self as an entity that breathes once per lifetime, the mechanics of prayer and invocation, the relationship between stillness and enlightenment, and the transience of creation. The speaker also examines how associative thought impacts human perception and emphasizes the distinction between intellectual understanding and direct experience of these ideas.

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CDT149

Survival for the Work

(2 Disks)

After a survival training intensive sponsored by the Institute, Lee Lozowick examines listeners' wishes to survive for the Work, body reaction, receiving help, the value of the Sangha and the death of the teacher.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of survival, instinct, strategy, and the significance of genuine intention in the context of "the work." Drawing from historical, martial arts, and philosophical examples, it challenges conventional wisdom and emphasizes the importance of direct experience over accumulated knowledge. The speaker argues that the body possesses an innate capacity to recognize truth, but societal conditioning distorts perception. The role of posture, intention, spontaneity, and resilience in extreme situations is discussed, along with self-transformation and the pursuit of genuine commitment to the work.

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CDT151

Women in the Work II

(6 Disks)

New York workshop explores the cultural stereotyping and weaknesses and strengths of men and women in relationship to the Work. Relationships and the fragility of man, theatrical gender lines, work necessity, shamanism, and cleansing the self of identity are discussed. This tape should be listened to as a follow-up to Women in the Work I.

Synopsis

The talk covers a variety of themes, primarily focusing on transformation, gender roles, societal conditioning, and the nature of work, particularly within a spiritual or introspective framework. It challenges traditional views on masculinity and femininity, arguing that gender identity is often an artificial construct that influences personal development. The speaker emphasizes the importance of awakening the "machine"â€"interpreted as one's habitual selfâ€"as a prerequisite for transformation. The discussion also ties into economic principles, historical perspectives on gender, and methods for cultivating awareness and self-knowledge.

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CDT152

The Work Dilemma

(5 Disks)

These two talks by Lee Lozowick, one of which includes the "Work Aptitude" talk, focus upon gaining necessity for working on self, being of real service to others, awakening the machine, changing one's perspective in relation to organic life, the Fourth Way -- is it real?, and a method called "casino worship."

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of belief, commitment, and doubt in spiritual and practical endeavors. The speaker challenges the audience to question their investment in the "Fourth Way" system and other structured spiritual methodologies. They emphasize the difficulty of genuine transformation, discuss the entrenched nature of conditioning, and highlight humor as a tool for engagement. The speaker also addresses gender roles, the deeper significance of gambling as a means of self-exploration, and the necessity of having a teacher or guide. The overarching theme is self-examination and the willingness to surrender face, identity, and comfort in the pursuit of true understanding.

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CDT154

The R. & F. Invocation

(4 Disks)

Lee Lozowick and E.J. Gold join in a rollicking 1985 convention session that ranges from grim survival subjects to ribald expression of work ideas to the 100th Monkey Syndrome as a means of understanding The Work. Mr. Gold recommends this talk that uses the analogy of "running & f--king" as a prime example of an invocation in which the content is not significant for its meaning but rather for indication of group mood-shifts and space changes that reveal how the invocation is proceeding.

Synopsis

The talk is an unstructured yet passionate discourse covering themes of self-reliance, work ethic, esoteric philosophy, and survivalism. It blends practical advice with metaphysical inquiry, stressing the importance of action over passive hope. Themes include the necessity of initiative in acquiring work, the limitations of translation and interpretation, the manipulation of ideas in media and bookstores, and the urgency of physical and psychological survival in an unstable political landscape.

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CDT155

1985 Attitude Horizon Convention Highlight

(2 Disks)

Opening session of the convention with E. J. Gold and Lee Lozowick. This panel discussion covers answering and not-answering work questions, use of the teacher's time and attention, and possibilities for evolution all through dialogue with convention participants. Short samples of the R. & F. talk, 2 scenes from a performance of The Creation Story Verbatim and other excerpts are also included.

Synopsis

The talk is a surreal, philosophical, and humorous exploration of divinity, cosmic forces, human nature, and existential struggles. It plays with themes of mythology, absurdity, metaphysical questioning, and the human condition, often in a tongue-in-cheek and irreverent manner. The conversation is nonlinear, shifting between theatrical elements, cosmic satire, deep existential musings, and practical considerations of personal growth, survival, and awareness.

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CDT156

KVMR Sacred Dance Interview - Justin Val

(1 Disks)

In this Aquarian Vibrations show broadcast live in July, 1985, E.J. Gold and Menlo Macfarlane preview "The Oracle and the Garden," a sacred dance performance. Answering questions and trading stories with Justyn Vallori, they touch on the history of objective theater, magical invocation, interdimensional travel, ritual and magical improvisation, persistence of neolithic dance traditions and other related topics. Menlo Macfarlane fills in the audience on Indonesian cooking in New York apartments, African dance and percussion, shamanism in the work of modern dance master Nikolai and much, much more during the 90-minute program. He also demonstrates a dance step for the radio audience, possibly a first. Music clips are from Saturday Nite in the Higher Dimensions. This is a lively, informative and fun interview.

Synopsis

: The interview explores the ancient tradition of sacred ritual dances, tracing their origins from early shamanistic rituals to temple performances in Mesopotamia, Egypt, and beyond. The discussion touches on historical documentation, the purpose behind these dances, and their role in interdimensional spiritual experiences. The conversation also includes personal experiences and observations about traditional societies and their relationship to dance, community, and spirituality.

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CDT157

Creation Story Verbatim - Studio recording

(2 Disks)

This is a studio recording of the classic play on Creation featuring the Lord God Herself and her trusty sidekick, the Archangel Gabriel. It's read by Grace Kelly Rivera and Robbert Trice who have been working with and perfecting these roles for over a dozen years.

Music and various sound effects have been added to accentuate the drama. They also help to convey the special mood of this classic on voluntary evolution. The result is a compelling soundscape which supports this eternal dialogue and divine comedy.

It has been said that all conversations can be heard in this conversation.

Synopsis

The transcript presents a surreal, absurdist dialogue between "the Lord" and the Archangel Gabriel, filled with witty banter, theological musings, and biting satire about the human condition. The conversation weaves between divine frustrations with humanity, musings on existential absurdities, and humorous misunderstandings between the two characters. The irreverent dialogue explores religion, evolution, authority, obedience, and free will, with both grand metaphysical insights and petty squabbles.

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CDT158

Work Intensity

(2 Disks)

How long, and what intensity of work on self is needed to bring one into a position where transformation is possible? Necessity to awaken the machine, the evolution of the Absolute, the immortality of the machine and the Law of Triads are all examined in this very relevant talk for work on self.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the themes of intensity, urgency, and transformation. It explores the necessity of working with focus and purpose, emphasizing that one must fully engage in 'the Work' before it is too late. The speaker questions the notion of having "enough time", arguing that transformation must occur within a single lifetime and that long-term procrastination or preparation is self-defeating. The dialogue frequently references spiritual and philosophical training, invoking Zen practices and the idea that the self must awaken fully and with urgency. Additionally, there is a discussion about the relationship between the biological machine (body) and the essential self, suggesting that the machine is fixed and immortal, while the essential self is fleeting and must awaken within the constraints of time.

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CDT159

One Last Question

(3 Disks)

Students attending a work tactical survival workshop are given the opportunity to ask their hypothetical last question of the Teacher. Attention and the waking state, accumulation of attention, tension and the Work, barriers to the waking state, and catfighting are all explored in this survival training workshop. Learning how to survive with style is emphasized.

Synopsis

The talk explores the intersection of survival, aesthetics, martial arts, and the philosophy of conflict management. It examines the nature of tactical training within a spiritual framework, emphasizing the concept of "surviving with style" and using knowledge to avoid conflict rather than escalate it. There is a strong focus on developing awareness, self-discipline, and navigating life’s pressures effectively.

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CDT160

Bardo Preparation

(2 Disks)

This talk centers on electromagnetic radiations, higher bodies and colors in relation to the Work perspectives. Radiational effects are discussed in the context of the bardo or transit, the between-lifetime chambers. The astral body and the "in-sleep" perspective are also presented.

Synopsis

The talk explores the significance of color in various metaphysical and psychological contexts, particularly in the transition states of existence known as the bardos. It examines how different colors function as forces that shape movement, desire, and transformation. Red is emphasized as the driving force of passion and motivation, while other colors such as green, blue, and yellow hold distinct roles in shifting perception and energetic states. The discussion extends to the broader implications of awareness, transition, and human potential, questioning the nature of existence and growth beyond the constraints of the physical world.

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CDT161

Zenbo Archery

(2 Disks)

The mechanics and sensitivity of the Zen Bo are explored in this pre-archery workshop discussion. Attaching the arrow to one's own heart, shooting arrows in the dark, the nothing-left-to-lose dervishes, blind archers and the need for being "on" in context with working in the Work are targeted for practical application.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around themes of mastery, sensitivity, and attunement, explored through the metaphor of archery and the crafting of bows. It contrasts precision tools that compensate for human error with those that demand absolute presence. The discussion extends to various fields, including music, performance, and personal development, tying into broader ideas about being "on" and achieving heightened states of awareness.

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CDT162

Fear and Risk

(4 Disks)

At the Sacramento Convention, Lee Lozowick and E.J. talk about dying to ordinary life, overcoming fears and the necessity of risk-taking in the school. New Age imitation spirituality is debunked. The kind of attention needed for work, what it means to be in the Work, and making oneself available to receive the teaching are also discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of attention, training, awareness, and the challenges of personal and collective transformation. It emphasizes the importance of genuine engagement in "the work," the difficulty of maintaining focus, and the tendencies of people to misunderstand or resist deeper truths. There are discussions on the dynamics of learning, the role of discomfort in growth, and the paradox of seeking transformation while clinging to one's habitual patterns. The talk also highlights the complexities of teacher-student relationships, the necessity of perseverance, and the illusion of external balance.

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CDT163

Convention Discourse

(3 Disks)

E.J. Gold and Lee Lozowick. Lee talks about how a lot of people are attracted to the work ideas but are afraid to take any risks. Just listening to the ideas won't do anything. Work groups and entry into the work are discussed.

Synopsis

The discussion revolves around fear, risk-taking, and commitment to personal transformation within a spiritual work. The central theme is confronting fear not as an abstract concept but as an essential element of real change. The speaker emphasizes that true risk entails putting oneself entirely at the service of the "work." A striking example is given through the story of Spanish bullfighter El Cordobés, illustrating what it means to surrender fully to one's vocation. Another key discussion point is how true engagement with the work requires a shift away from conceptual understanding towards direct experience.

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CDT164

The Last Supper

(3 Disks)

A provocative pair of Convention dinner talks concerning Work Group invocations, shape shifting, the One Room exercise and the differences between a seance and an invocation.

Synopsis

The talk explores the power of invocation, group dynamics, and the critical role of alignment in esoteric work. The speaker emphasizes that the importance of a discussion lies not in its informational content but in its atmosphere and progression. The talk contrasts invocations with seances, illustrating that invocations serve specific, structured purposes without allowing room for experimentation. It further delves into risks, personal concerns vs. group work, and the necessity of surrendering individual desires for the higher function of the group. Sexual relationships within the work group are dissected in terms of alignment rather than personal gratification. The latter portion explores economic survival and the mindset required for self-sufficiency beyond societal dependence.

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CDT165

Dressed in Drag

(2 Disks)

Traditionally many male shamans have adopted female clothing, to get in touch with their feminine side. This shamanistic practice of "Dressing in drag" and how one can learn from it is discussed here.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of identity, societal norms, and human conditioning, particularly through the lens of gender roles and cultural constructs. The discussion weaves through anecdotes about Tibetan Buddhism’s presence in Berkeley, the mechanics of social deception, and an intensive exercise where participants cross-dressed for a week to explore human behavior, societal expectations, and personal identity. The underlying argument is that humans create artificial boundaries that dictate behavior, often reinforcing unseen psychological limitations. The idea of "whole body attention" emerges as a central aimâ€"challenging habitual existence and cultivating awareness beyond rigid societal definitions.

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CDT166

To Be Present With Attention

(3 Disks)

Samuel Avital is present for this vital discourse with E.J. wherein one student is put on "Lookout" for the Messiah and another is taken on a journey up "Shit Creek" to try and retrieve her life mantram.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of attention, presence, and transformation in human experience. It argues that while we cannot change actions in a fundamental way, we can transform them through deep awareness. The discussion emphasizes the distinction between the machine-like habits of the human biological apparatus and the potential for awakening independent attention. The labyrinth is introduced as a metaphor for navigating reality, suggesting that many people are unaware of its structure because they remain on predetermined paths.

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CDT167

Prayer Absolute and Discipline

(2 Disks)

What is the relationship of the Voyager to the Absolute? The necessity for discipline and the Creation as a dead lover are explored in this revealing talk.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of different levels of human understanding through the analogy of concentric circles: exoteric, mesoteric, and esoteric. Each circle represents a progressively deeper awareness of the self and reality. The discussion touches on self-discipline, waiting well, the function of exercises, and the illusory nature of human existence. The speaker emphasizes the importance of knowing what one truly seeks, the struggles against eternity, and the necessity of shedding limiting perceptions.

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CDT168

Whole Body Attention

(3 Disks)

The machine and the electric bubble, expansion of one's own morphology, repetition in beginning work, expansion, contraction, focusing and withdrawal of attention are all explored.

Synopsis

The talk centers on the nature of attention, perception, and expansion of awareness. It explores whole-body attention, the connection between attention and expanded morphology, and the tangible effects of presence. The speaker discusses techniques for refining attention, including rhythm, repetition, and exercises with physical objects. There is an interplay between humor, shamanic practices, and practical guidance on cultivating deeper awareness. The conversation also touches on the acceptance of impermanence, balance between expansion and contraction, and the necessity of working with both highs and lows of experience.

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CDT169

Labyrinth Briefing Session

(3 Disks)

"Please extinguish all light. We are about to enter the primate sector...." In this fascinating talk, the Voyager's quatrain is examined in relationship to movement through the Labyrinth. Also, an encounter with what the Absolute sees is discussed.

Synopsis

The talk explores the philosophy and mechanics of navigating the "labyrinth," a metaphor for structured inner work, transformation, and voyaging beyond ordinary perception. It discusses the nature of perception, illusion, and personal habits, linking them to a structured four-line teaching called the "shaman’s quatrain." The speaker unpacks each line in detail, focusing on detachment, stability, and the role of habits in guiding one's path. The conversation also touches on esoteric themes such as higher laws, metaphysics, mathematical structure in reality, and the necessity of rigorous training for apprentices in the work.

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CDT170

The Rembrandt Tape

(1 Disks)

Required listening for all newcomers, this tape is an eye-opener on the subject of apprenticeship and its use in the studios of such masters as Rembrandt. E. J. Gold discusses how apprentices can earn a place for themselves in the studio of a master craftsman. This tape discusses apprenticeship, practical work, and the difference between coming to the Work to learn and coming to the Work to work. A fundamental talk that lays the ground rules for working with a teacher of any kind. Highly recommended.

Synopsis

The talk critically examines the concept of learning versus working within the framework of artistic and esoteric traditions. Using the model of Rembrandt's studio, the speaker explores how apprentices learned the craft not through theoretical instruction but through direct labor, contributing to the business of art production. This is then compared to Gurdjieff’s endeavor, revealing that his teachings were misunderstood and misapplied because people sought to "learn" rather than to "work." The discussion argues that true mastery emerges through experiential engagement rather than passive study.

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CDT171

Hart of the Labyrinth

(2 Disks)

Contemporary artist Dick Hart asks a question which begins this exploration, hence the title, "Hart of the Labyrinth". You will hear a discussion about an important work tool - the use of video games as a means of training yourself as a Labyrinth voyager. Give yourself this opportunity to learn how to develop these new skills.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of awareness, attention, and personal growth through the metaphor of video games. It examines how progress in life mirrors levels in a game such as Super Mario or Zeldaâ€"each requiring mastery before advancing. The speaker discusses the concept of the "Heart of the Labyrinth" as a place of deeper understanding but emphasizes that skill-building and experience are prerequisites to effectively navigating higher levels. The discussion also touches upon persistence, the role of the game player versus the character, and the necessity of engagement in the process rather than just seeking the outcome.

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CDT172

Is There Life After Zelda?

(4 Disks)

Problem solving in the labyrinth may utilize skills that are not readily acquired. The Zelda game requires a method, although limited, of learning how to think in other categories and how to look at things in a new way, as you might do in voyaging situations. Join us on this fascinating discovery where many learning surprises await you.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of "life after Zelda" as a metaphor for learning beyond gaming and winning. It contrasts playing to win with playing to learn, using video games, art, business, and various cultural references as examples. The speaker warns against the seduction of success, emphasizing that learning requires sacrificing winning. The discussion touches on history, economics, cultural shifts, and personal anecdotes to illustrate these points.

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CDT173

An Evening of British Humor

(4 Disks)

These three 90-minute cassettes record the community gathered for an invocational dinner during which the impromptu comedy routines and jokes never quit. This humorous evening of repartee is recommended listening. Words fail to convey the moods arising during one continuous listening of the entire invocation.

Synopsis

This transcript captures a chaotic and meandering conversation filled with humor, satire, and existential musings. Topics range from trivial banter about ice cream and birthdays to deep discussions about survival preparedness, societal collapse, and group dynamics. Throughout, there's a persistent interplay between irreverence and contemplation, blurring the line between jest and serious reflection on readiness, resource allocation, and community cohesion.

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CDT174

The Way of Right Action

(2 Disks)

A talk on the difficulties of working with attention in day-to-day life. Moments of being "on," exalted states, phenomenal outcomes, retaining one's Buddhahood, the dark side of the Force and the world beyond illusion are examined with references from the film Golden Child.

Synopsis

The talk explores the speaker’s struggle with personal development and self-discipline, particularly in the context of spiritual work and the concept of "awakening the machine." It delves into the challenges of maintaining heightened attention, the necessity of incremental progress, and the idea that true transformation arises only through deep engagement in a meaningful task. The discussion expands into metaphysical themes, contrasting different approaches to personal evolution, the pitfalls of seeking power without labor, and the concept of spiritual death. A recurring metaphor is the significance of mastering a single fundamental aspect (like a single musical note) before broader transformation can occur. The talk weaves in anecdotes, references to popular media, and observations on the structure of esoteric training, culminating in a warning about the consequences of missteps after reaching an irreversible stage of understanding.

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CDT175

The Premature Loss of the Will of the Machine

(2 Disks)

In this discourse with an individual who has made a break with organic strivings, the curse of organic life is explored. The assumption of wellness, the bottom of the well, organic belief structures, mainstream captors and the way down from apathy are all examined with macrodimensional humor and objectivity.

Synopsis

The discussion revolves around an individual struggling with depression and a sense of disconnection following a departure from a 20-year career at IBM and the cessation of long-term substance use. The conversation explores themes of personal transformation, drug rehabilitation, the psychological toll of conformity, and the search for meaning beyond traditional career and societal expectations. The dialogue also touches on the difficulty of reintegration into either mainstream society or alternative lifestyles and acknowledges the broader implications of shedding ingrained behavioral patterns.

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CDT176

The Nitro Medicine Ball

(2 Disks)

The Work as seen from the One Chamber is examined. The conscience of the King, keeping the ball aloft, super effort necessity, wake-up calls, borrowing Work will, timing and reliability and learning to die before you die are discussed in their relationship to Obligation to the Absolute.

Synopsis

The discussion revolves around profound themes of work, perseverance, and responsibility. It explores the nature of "the work," the obligation to persist despite adversity, and the necessity of enduring indifference. The "medicine ball" metaphor encapsulates the weight of responsibility, the challenge of maintaining vigilance, and the communal duty of taking turns holding burdens that must never be dropped.

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CDT177

Brain Information Processing

(4 Disks)

In this fascinating discussion with some visiting scientists, the inability of the brain to represent the universe in its field of interpretation is unveiled. Life-form tracking through the DNA and the ultimate weapon against death are topics also covered in this examination of the sensory apparatus of the human biological machine.

Synopsis

The discussion explores human perception, its limitations, and implications. It touches on cognitive biases, sensory information processing, scientific paradigms, neurophysiology, and the nature of discovery. The conversation debates whether human understanding is shaped by inherent structural limitations or cultural and institutional constraints. The dialogue critiques academia, the scientific community, and the role of authority in legitimizing knowledge, emphasizing heretics' role in advancing progress.

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CDT178

Why Be Here To Work?

(2 Disks)

In this birthday question, the benefits of working for the Work in a Work community are explored. Also, the topics of form versus content, form changing, what Work ideas are for, the feel of the Work, Work mechanics, and selflessness versus generosity are examined.

Synopsis

The talk explores the relationship between work, learning, and deeper understanding. It contrasts mechanical skill with a more intrinsic grasp of knowledge, using examples from art, mathematics, and practical craftsmanship. The discussion also touches on the role of context in learning, discipline, and adaptation, emphasizing the evolving nature of both work and personal growth.

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CDT179

Death vs. Eternal Life

(2 Disks)

An exploration of the macrodimensional significance of this important question. Also, the original moment of creation, the last temptation of Christ, the seduction of suicide, reading artifacts, Zen power yell, and the view from the cross are looked at.

Synopsis

The discussion revolves around themes of consciousness, transformation, and self-awareness in the context of esoteric work. The dialogue explores the nature of human existence, death as a process within organic and esoteric frameworks, and the role of intentional focus. References to artistic creation, personal discipline, and the responsibilities of awakening serve as metaphors for personal evolution and the overcoming of mechanical existence. The question of whether one simply exists or actively participates in one's own profound development is central to the conversation.

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CDT180

The Path of Slightly Less Resistance

(2 Disks)

Shamanism and the riddle of the labyrinth along with the conditions of travel to the heart of the labyrinth are explored in this revealing talk.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of learning and transformation, particularly within esoteric and Sufi traditions. It argues that deep understanding and progress cannot be achieved through trial and error, emphasizing the need for proper initiation. The speaker uses metaphors, particularly from intimacy and movement, to illustrate how guidance and subtle cues lead one through the labyrinth of self-awareness. The discussion also touches on biological imperatives, primate conditioning, and how deeply embedded reactions hinder progress.

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CDT181

Significance and Motivation

(3 Disks)

In this birthday question, "If nothing needs to be done, why is anything happening at all?" The removal of the social and primate directives is examined. Also, the creation of motivation from nothing, the alternative to human life, the significance of human life in the higher dimensions, the height of inertness, purpose powering motivation and confronting the totality of reality are examined.

Synopsis

The talk is a free-flowing philosophical discussion that explores consciousness, motivation, reality, and perception. It touches on abstract concepts such as social conditioning, self-created purpose, the illusion of free will, and the process of learning. Humor, paradox, and anecdotes are used to illustrate deeper existential themes.

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CDT182

The Focus of the Work Community

(3 Disks)

In this birthday question, the direction and activities of the Work community are questioned as well as levels of perfection, the excrement of concentrated attention, cultural imperatives, art as a form of Work, and more adventures in the Gutai school of painting. The question, "When are you Happiest?" is asked of members of the community.

Synopsis

: The talk explores child-rearing across cultures, focusing on the contrast between Western psychological approaches and the survival-driven upbringing of children in other societies. It critiques the Western tendency toward self-analysis and therapy, attributing it to an abundance of leisure, economic stability, and cultural norms. The discussion extends to broader ideas of work, attention, societal structures, and the purpose of art and human effort.

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CDT183

The Two Attentions

(2 Disks)

The attention of the being is contrasted with the attention of the machine from a fourth dimensional perspective. Fear and the aesthetic tolerance to no time flow and movement as a fourth-dimensional figure are also examined.

Synopsis

The talk explores the contrast between two types of attention: the mechanical, fragmented perception of time and movement, and the being’s holistic, gestalt perception. It discusses fear as a fundamental force driving both physical movement and deeper existential choices, as well as the aesthetic experience of form and transition in movement. The conversation weaves through philosophical inquiries, humor, and esoteric concepts, touching on themes of eternity, awareness, locomotion, and the human relationship with fear and perception.

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CDT184

Waging Work

(4 Disks)

"A being-task, or an essence-task, is any task that you do with attention and presence. . . The bottom line of everything is how much do you care?"

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of work, being, and the cultivation of attention and presence. The speaker discusses how real work is not just about external tasks but involves developing an internal state of awareness. Through reflections on motivation, responsibility, and consciousness, the speaker suggests that the only true actions one can take are invoking presence and exercising attention. The talk touches on metaphysical ideas, process and results, the nature of time, and how engagement with meaningful work can lead to transformation.

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CDT185

Class Discussion

(3 Disks)

This archival recording from 1976 of a question and answer session with Mr. Gold includes: Tantra and the importance of visualization, the floatation tank as an alternative to tantra, the key to space changes, discipline, habits and the technique of substitution. Students discuss obstacles and difficulties in their work, and each one answers the primary school question - why are you here?

Synopsis

The talk covers a range of esoteric and philosophical subjects related to self-discipline, spiritual growth, and the challenges of mastering advanced teachings such as Tantra. Central themes include the role of visualization in spiritual practice, the necessity of discipline in Tantra and other forms of transcendence, and the contrast between self-gratification and true inner transformation. The discussion also touches on the difficulty of teaching Americans, the role of habits in consciousness development, and the relationship between structured and unstructured spiritual experiences.

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CDT186

Lies, Contradictions & the Work

(4 Disks)

Why does the Work appear to contain so many contradictions? How does a teacher work with students? Why do teachers intentionally lie? What is the "most real" question you can ask? These and more are answered in this very candid and revealing talk by Mr. Gold as he discloses methods he uses to prepare candidates for the Work. Other topics include what is required of someone wishing to work with Mr. Gold, one view of the initiation process, and the true story of "Oy Vey."

Synopsis

The talk explores the fluid and paradoxical nature of truth, authority, and personal transformation within a structured teaching system. It emphasizes the importance of questioning, the adaptability of knowledge, and the psychological and metaphysical underpinnings of engaging in "the work." The speaker challenges the participants' perceptions, discussing the dissolution of personal identity, submission to guidance, and the necessity of surrendering preconceived notions. Trust, control, manipulation, and initiation are core themes, with a strong undercurrent of pushing individuals beyond conventional thought patterns.

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CDT187

Metaphysics

(3 Disks)

Mr. Gold's talk from June 1970 is the final session of a 6 week course on metaphysics he gave at the Sherwood Oaks Experimental College. It began with the opportunity to ask any question on metaphysics and the occult including Gurdjieff's work and legacy, the Universal Mantra and how to work with it, the nature of space and paradoxes of time, the topsy turvey nature of one's beliefs about the world and much more.

Synopsis

The talk is an expansive and dynamic discussion on esoteric philosophy, metaphysics, time, and human consciousness. It explores themes such as the teachings of Gurdjieff and Ouspensky, the nature of time and reality, the function of mantras, and the responsibility of the individual in shaping perception and experience. The lecturer engages in dialogue, challenging assumptions and encouraging deeper reflection on existence, knowledge, and self-awareness.

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CDT188

Pir Al-Wahshi & Reshad

(2 Disks)

This public talk on various aspects of a life in the Work features two of the zaniest, but most lovable, characters in the transformational field. Self described as one voice speaking through two bodies they each talk about the source of their knowledge, their current work, and the Work in a planetary context.

Synopsis

This talk explores deep spiritual themes, including esoteric traditions, the transition of human consciousness, and preparation for an impending world transformation. The speakers discuss their schools of thought, the role of energy focalization in major world centers, the necessity of surrendering personal attachments, and the urgency of adapting new ways of survival. The conversation oscillates between mystical references, predictions of global upheaval, and insights on inner transformation.

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CDT189

Introduction to Rebirth Stations

(2 Disks)

This tape has the effect of drawing attention to a certain quality of experience. What follows is a guided tour of various spaces and situations one may encounter in the Bardos usually in the third stage just prior to rebirth. The intention here is to enable one to identify the bardo and rebirth spaces through recognition. Also discussed are suggested dos and don'ts for obtaining a good rebirth, and the real nature of the "boogie man."

Synopsis

The talk explores recurring dreamlike experiences or metaphysical states that resemble a cycle of rebirth or transit. Using surreal and symbolic settings such as an old Grand Hotel, an abandoned department store, and a deceptive recruitment station, the speaker describes a journey through these places where choices subtly decide one's fate. The discussion touches upon concepts of fear, submission to control, the illusion of choice, and the nature of consciousness and rebirth.

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CDT190

Ken's Talk About Cosmo Street

(1 Disks)

Side A: Ken Paulson humorously recounts various events both real and fictional from the Cosmo Street era. His whmsical roundabout storytelling captures the mood and spirit of the times providing an unusual insight into the work of the School on Cosmo Street. Side B: A rare recording of improvised music from the same time period. The audio quality has all the quaint charm of an old 78 without the scratches. It also uncannily evokes the atmosphere and mood of `what's happening now' back then in the mid '70's. This talk and musical recording hand in hand effectively portray a timeless moment in the School history.

Synopsis

: The talk is a freewheeling, anecdotal narrative filled with humorous and surreal recollections of various past experiences. It covers topics such as bizarre encounters, eccentric characters, spontaneous road trips, and exaggerated travel adventures. Themes of absurdity, misadventure, and social dynamics weave through the stories, offering a chaotic yet entertaining glimpse into an unconventional lifestyle.

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CDT191

E.J. Gold on Marketing

(4 Disks)

A demonstration given to a group by E.J. Gold in 1985 on how to communicate with someone on the telephone and make a difference in their life--a work way of marketing music tapes.

Synopsis

The talk is an informal yet in-depth exploration of sales dynamics, persuasion, and personal introspection. It revolves around selling audio tapes but extends into broader themes of human motivation, psychology, and self-discovery. The speaker argues that effective sales are not about the product but about the transformation it represents. The talk covers tactics for overcoming objections, reframing fears and hopes, and using sales as a method of self-understanding.

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CDT192

2nd Council of Nicea

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of spiritual awakening, global transformation, and the urgency of structured but non-institutionalized efforts for change. The speakers discuss the necessity of purpose-driven communities, the risks of commercializing spiritual work, and the critical timing of spiritual upheaval. The talk also features esoteric references to energy centers, ancient knowledge, and the role of individuals in catalyzing planetary shifts.

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CDT193

Religious Rap w/ Dean Dimmer & Swami Devananda

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a creative, satirical, and often philosophical discussion featuring a radio host and a guest, "Swami Devananda," about spirituality, enlightenment, detachment from the physical world, and different approaches to self-realization. The conversation touches on metaphysics, altered states such as samadhi, the role of teachers, spiritual work in daily life, and unconventional perspectives on religious institutions. There is a humorous and theatrical element throughout, culminating in the revelation that the Swami is engaged in "sacred acting," blurring the line between performance and spiritual discourse.

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CDT194

Replacing Myself

(2 Disks)

This valuable talk on preparing oneself to be in the Work combines the wit, wisdom and spiritual know-how of E.J. Gold, in discussion, with a group of his senior students regarding real concerns of ordinary life. Questions asked: 1. Will I have a better chance of getting into the Work if I do something other than the jobs I'm currently doing? 2. Should I try to replace myself in my jobs and do something else? 3. Once I've replaced myself, what do I do then? E.J. replies that one cannot get into the Work unless one is prepared. He asks if various forms of spiritual gaming have been tried as methods of preparation. In an attempt to answer these questions, he tells his students, "You have to think like an electron." Thereafter ensues a lively, illuminating discussion of Particle Physics, the Heisenberg Principle and plasma clouds with a recommendation to view the movieTampopo for more clarification. This talk gives insights and anecdotes on how the Teacher works with his students to transcend the ordinary.

Synopsis

: The conversation is a free-flowing, sometimes humorous and philosophical discussion about replacing oneself in a role or task within a community. It explores concepts of responsibility, willingness, skill acquisition, and work philosophy. Ideas of work as an evolving, unfinishable process emerge, as well as the tension between practical labor and the deeper commitments of the "work" (possibly a reference to a spiritual or organizational mission). The discussion also digresses into physics, metaphysical concepts, community dynamics, and individual purpose.

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CDT195

A Walking Tour of BardoTown

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk describes a surreal, dreamlike journey through "Bardotown" on the "dark side," a metaphorical landscape that fuses elements of the afterlife, spiritual transitions, and urban dystopia. Through labyrinthine pathways, cryptic instructions, and recurring motifs of bovines and spirits, the narrative becomes an allegorical and often absurdist examination of existence, transformation, and the perils and temptations of the afterlife.

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CDT196

Lazy Man's Guide - Intro

(1 Disks)

A dramatic reading of the book by the author, E.J. Gold. Learn instantly, the lazy man's way, how to confront the symptoms of death and hang out in white light regions. Key passages read -- Symptoms, First Stage, The Clear Light with background music and sound effects.

Synopsis

This talk engages with the passage from life to death, offering an irreverent and surreal guide to the unfolding sensations, visions, and metaphysical revelations that accompany the journey beyond the phenomenal world. Through a mixture of absurdity, mysticism, and dark humor, it satirizes beliefs about death, rebirth, and spiritual liberation, playing with the themes of transcendence, cosmic dissolution, and karmic inevitability.

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CDT197

Triad - Studio recording

(2 Disks)

Written by E.J. Gold and performed by the Voyager's Guild, the Triad play is recorded with one character on the left channel and one character on the right channel. You play the tape through both channels and hear the complete performance or you may play the tape selecting only one channel. In this case you will be able to read the lines opposite the selected character.

Synopsis

The transcript presents a surreal, recursive, and existential narrative of a consciousness trapped in an endless cycle of perception, self-awareness, and simulated existence. The speaker cycles through moments of panic, realization, exhaustion, and revelation, questioning their reality, identity, and whether they are being watched or manipulated. The experience oscillates between a dreamlike metaphysical space and tangible sensory details, blurring the lines between self and environment. The narrative explores the tension between personal agency and inevitability, evoking themes of solipsism, cosmic absurdity, and a desire for escape from the endless loop of self-awareness.

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CDT198

The Comedy Challenge with E.J. Gold/Claudio Naranjo/Armando Molina

(3 Disks)

Recorded live at the 1987 Convention. Listen to these transformational psychology celebrities outdoing one another in the medium some call the most effective for transmitting work data. A no-holds-barred joke-telling session based on the simpole rule of the previous joke told is supposed to lead into the next joke.

Synopsis

The talk is a freewheeling, largely unstructured conversation filled with humor, anecdotes, and philosophical musings. There is a heavy emphasis on jokes, particularly involving religion, cultural stereotypes, and various forms of irony. The speakers touch on topics such as Catholicism, Jewish traditions, perceptions of morality, and philosophical reflections about storytelling itself. There's also a mention of recording technologies, personal encounters, and the struggle of communicating deeper truths.

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CDT199

The "Pearls Before Swine" Sermon

(1 Disks)

Recorded at the Transit Chapel in Crestline, Sunday, February 22, 1976. This talk focuses on the American Book of the Dead. Topics include instructions for Choosing Rebirth; the Six Worlds; how the Bardos go on all the time; disintegration and reintegration of the Primal Elements of Consciousness; the experience of the Void as the Ultimate Stress Point; the balance game of Existence and Nonexistence; Liberation seen as something to be reached and then transcended; the function of the Guide; the Mantram for closing the Womb Door.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concepts of justice, rebirth, liberation, and transcendence. It presents the process of moving through various states of existence, emphasizing that both material and non-material realms are ultimately traps. The speaker discusses the balance between samsara (worldly existence) and nirvana (absence of a universe) and encourages an understanding that goes beyond both. The guide’s role is highlighted as a temporary yet crucial force in helping individuals transition through stages of consciousness and realization.

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CDT200

The French Talks

(9 Disks)

Complete. The unedited version of the French talks given from May 3 to May 7, 1982 at Meadow Vista, California. Ten hours total. Highly recommended by Mr. Gold.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of transformation, presence, and invocation, touching upon esoteric concepts like the nature of angels, the invocation of presences, and the structuring of study circles. It interweaves philosophical insights with analogies and humor, challenging the participants to consider their roles in preserving and transmitting knowledge over time.

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CDT201

The No Bullshit Tarot Rap/The Yelling Se

(1 Disks)

Side A: No Bullshit Tarot, 1970. The topics include explanations of Tarot card meanings and how to read them; "real" readings as opposed to Peace and Love bullshit readings; the spiritual Self and what we can become. These readings are based on the Albano-Waite deck. Side B: The Yelling Sermon, March 28, 1976. Mr. Gold expresses his anger at the lack of integrity, caring and work efforts in the community. Topics include an individual's betrayal of the Work, and choosing between ordinary ego life and the life of a Being. This one hits home! Some of the topics discussed include: Voluntary Evolution; the organization of Study Groups; directions for the construction of Invocational Dinners; Prayer Absolute and The Man on the Cross; an informative explanation of "the Octave"; invoking and provoking harmful presences; group invocation; the growth of a Soul; passage of an Angelic Presence; preparing for the Bardos; and lots more!

Synopsis

: The talk is a no-nonsense exploration of tarot reading, blending practicality with spiritual insights. It discusses how tarot cards reflect different aspects of the human mindâ€"physical, emotional, intellectual, and spiritualâ€"through the lens of the minor and major arcana. The speaker emphasizes the importance of honest, unembellished readings, warns against giving karmic information irresponsibly, and critiques those who approach tarot with superficiality. The latter half shifts to a passionate monologue on personal responsibility, commitment to work, and frustration over lack of collective effort in a spiritual community.

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CDT202

Helping the Helpless

(1 Disks)

This tape discusses working with the American Book of the Dead in the voyaging space; doing readings to guide a Being through the Bardos; establishing and maintaining contact with the Voyager; preparing in life for what you confront in the Bardo; being thrown off balance into an unconscious rebirth; experiencing the Bardo in the voyaging space; the Bardo seen as the unraveling of one's own consciousness; the shock of being unprepared and thrown from space to space in the Bardos.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of assisting the helpless, particularly those in the bardo stateâ€"the transitional state between death and rebirth. It delves into methods for guiding the deceased using meditative and ritualistic techniques, such as reading from the *Book of the Dead*, lighting candles, and using focused intention. The speaker emphasizes the importance of being in session, maintaining conscious awareness through transitions, and developing personal proficiency in guiding others. There are also reflections on the challenges of spiritual training, the pitfalls of distraction, and the necessity of disciplined practice.

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CDT203

Developing the Permanent "I"/Overcoming

(1 Disks)

Side A: Developing the Permanent "I." Topics include the dilemma of attempting to work before you have sufficient understanding of what you're trying to do; "If you can't get knowledge as a nonpermanent series of I's, how are you going to produce in yourself the necessary Being-completion to get that knowledge?"; the nature of "changing understanding"; developing communication between the I's to produce a unified Human Being; lessening the shock of integration; placing identification with the Being rather than with the body; the requirement of a strong "Being-shock" to produce the "Witness" or "Essence I"; the "Oh, no, not again" syndrome as your strongest ally for work. Side B: Overcoming Personality. Topics include the difference between knowledge and information; the application of shocks and impressions needed to produce a real change in Being; and the efforts one must make in order to receive these shocks.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of developing a Permanent I, a unified, conscious self that persists beyond the fragmented, ever-changing personas we cycle through. It delves into the challenge of overcoming the illusion of self, the tendency to be ruled by shifting identities, and the importance of inner integration. The speaker discusses techniques to align conflicting internal "I’s," the necessity of discipline in self-work, and the role of external guidance in accelerating transformation. The talk also touches on karma, illusion (maya), and the limitations of knowledge versus direct experience.

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CDT204

The Unseen Part of Art

(2 Disks)

1986. With art, all the public usually sees is the finished product; not the process of how it was made and how it got into a gallery, home or museum. E.J. Gold discusses the materials and techniques that go into production of art in different media, including techniques used in ancient times; the reproduction of important works and why it is necessary; art pricing, dealing, collecting, and all the business details needed by a professional artist or art dealer. He talks about what constitutes a masterpiece, and the different ways art is evaluated by the artist, the public, dealers, and the critics. He also mentions the idea of objective art as "traps" placed in specific selected locations. This is a practical talk.

Synopsis

This talk explores the unseen aspects of art, focusing on the hidden processes, materials, and decisions that go into creating and selling artwork. It covers the labor-intensive craftsmanship behind finished pieces, the economic realities of being an artist, and the importance of discernment in determining what is truly great art. The speaker critiques the dependence on art agents and critics, advocating for artists to develop their own ability to judge their work. Additionally, the discussion touches on the business of art, including pricing strategies, marketing, and the archival process necessary for an artist’s legacy.

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CDT205

Oneness/The Attention of the Heart

(1 Disks)

Side A: Oneness: The highest form of creation is "the particle" from which comes all other forms. The failure of the human incarnation to awaken the soul leads to this condition known as "Oneness" or "sludge." The human body is a catalyst for the soul's awakening. Its purpose is to infuse the soul with life by passing it through itself. If nothing "real" is done during the lifetime, the soul reverts back to sludge. This tape clarifies the differences between the body, consciousness, being and soul. (1974). Side B: The Attention of the Heart: This talk, given on September 30, 1985 focuses on the different types of attention and primarily on the attention of the heart. Topics include directing the heart's attention at will just as you would the attention of the mind or body; the idea of putting your heart into everything you do.

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of the soul, the purpose of human incarnation, and the awakening of true consciousness. It delves into the difference between a being and a soul, explaining that while all humans have a soul, most remain in a dormant state, failing to activate its potential. The speaker discusses the role of the human body as a catalyst for awakening the soul, the repetitive cycle of existence due to spiritual failure, and the illusion of oneness as a return to unconsciousness rather than enlightenment. The talk also introduces the attention of the heart, arguing that emotions, like thoughts, can be directed consciously as part of spiritual development.

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CDT206

Moving Prayer

(2 Disks)

Given in 1984, this talk discusses: the danger of following leaders and being "had"; the emphasis on the sound in a chamber rather than the words and what they mean; accepting your slavery to the endless round of death and rebirth; learning to trust yourself; the difference between being a character in a game with no choice and subjecting oneself to higher law; being responsible for one's own trip and the unreliability of one's own experiences.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of Moving Prayer, emphasizing the necessity of full surrender to prayer while maintaining self-awareness. It challenges the idea of prayer as passive, instead presenting it as an active force that can shape one's life. The speaker discusses prayer as a state of being rather than an action, the importance of abandoning personal expectations, and the potential of becoming a conduit for higher forces. The discussion also covers the dangers of blind following, the role of personal responsibility in spiritual work, and the illusion of control in human existence.

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CDT207

Plasma Talk

(1 Disks)

"Your ordinary body above the speed of light is a plasma." This talk from January 7, 1990 focuses on: the goal of Zen; the conditions necessary to produce a seance; the different forms of plasma; "going plasma" as a form of practicing dying; swimming down the entropic stream of evolution; our downfall as shamans is our resistance to change; Jacob's ladder; going plasma as a necessary ability for entering the Work; and passing through the barrier between matter and energy.

Synopsis

This talk explores plasma as both a physical phenomenon and a metaphor for spiritual transformation. The discussion touches on entropy, evolution, ritual deconstruction, and the nature of initiation. The speaker compares scientific plasma states to metaphysical states, questioning whether movement through different energy states mirrors spiritual progress. There is a deep exploration of ritualistic practices, their necessity, and how much can be stripped away before losing their functionâ€"using séance rituals and spiritual invocations as examples. The talk also challenges human resistance to change, discussing how individuals resist transformation much like matter resists shifting states.

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CDT208

Using the American Book of the Dead for

(1 Disks)

(1976) How a Being feels about a body; the nature of illness from the standpoint of a Being's fear of the potential loss of the body; the use of the American Book of the Dead as a healing agent; the relationship between the experience of death and the experience of illness; spiritual DNA -- a desire to have a preferred body/lifetime.

Synopsis

This talk explores how the American Book of the Dead can be used as a healing agent, drawing a parallel between the experience of illness and the experience of death. The speaker challenges conventional medical theories, proposing that illness arises from internal imbalances rather than external causes. A key focus is on the being’s attachment to the body, how fear and desire contribute to suffering, and how releasing attachment can aid in healing. The talk also introduces spiritual DNA, the cycle of reincarnation, and the role of non-attachment in achieving balance.

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CDT209

Origami I/Guidelines for the Practitioner

(1 Disks)

Side A: Origami I: This talk from 1971 centers on the Japanese paper-folding artform, Origami. The Zen Roshis, who use this art as a teaching tool, say "It's all in the folding and the unfolding." The result of the folding and unfolding is called the material world, or Maya, which is the electromagnetic field upon which the Lord works. Origami is a way of teaching one how to work. Side B: Guidelines for the Practitioner/Labyrinth Reader: This talk given in the early '70s explains for Transit Practitioners how to act appropriately in a variety of situations; potential trouble a Practitioner can get into and how to handle it; and how to communicate with the family of the deceased. The talk stresses the point that a Practitioner never backs down from his or her ministry.

Synopsis

This talk explores Origami as a metaphor for spiritual practice, focusing on the process of folding and unfolding as a teaching method. The speaker connects this idea to Zen training, time and space as illusions, and the deeper nature of material existence. The talk emphasizes the importance of precision, patience, and understanding how and when to act or refrain from action. The discussion also touches on practitioner responsibilities, the use of sacred texts, and the challenges of maintaining spiritual integrity in the face of external resistance.

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CDT210

Voyaging Spaces

(2 Disks)

From 1974, this talk is centered on "clearing" material in the voyaging space; the ability to reprogram, deprogram or program one's own existence. Topics include: The "Primne" state -- the first awareness of self; the "Pre-Rock" area -- an escape from the Prime State, the area of the Primordial Being; the "Rock" -- an escape from the Pre-Rock area, the persistent throught between the self and the Prime State, the center of the Universe where no time exists and where it's always the same; and Genetic Programs -- what Gurdjieff called influences and what Ouspensky called I's, which are what get you devolved into the material universe (present time) by putting as much distance between you and the Rock as possible.

Synopsis

This talk explores the concept of "clearing" in a metaphysical and psychological context. It challenges mainstream methodologies such as Scientology while acknowledging their foundational ideas. The speaker introduces an alternative approach to mental deprogramming by mapping out hierarchical constructs of thought, including genetic programs (GPs), the rock, the pre-rock area, and the prime state. These terms represent layers of mental conditioning and reality perception that obscure pure awareness. The lecture provides a structural framework for dismantling these layers systematically, emphasizing the importance of power processing and preparatory work to avoid negative consequences.

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CDT211

Why Can't the Community Work Together?

(3 Disks)

This discussion from Steve Kunin's birthday 1988, focuses on several questions of his: Why can't the community work as a team? Why is everyone so sarcastic and disrespectful? Why does everybody have a "me first" attitude? How does one find the school within the community? A valuable asset for groups trying to work together and experiencing the usual difficulties.

Synopsis

The discussion primarily revolves around themes of community, cooperation, sarcasm, and the challenges of working together harmoniously. It explores the distinction between a school and a community, the difficulty of recognizing meaningful structure within social dynamics, and the hindrance of sarcasm and selfishness in personal and collective development. Nintendo games, higher dimensions, and metaphors of labyrinths and competition serve as extended allegories for personal growth and the struggle to transcend mundane ego conflicts within a group. A sub-theme involves the role of emotions in development, questioning the necessity of activating emotional depth in contrast to intellect.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT212

Playing in Purgatory

(1 Disks)

Is an angel alone in its chamber? This talk addressed angelic invocation, angelic posts, the Angelic Assembly, levels of angels and Archangels and how they are formed; levels of cosmoses and evolution of higher bodies.

Synopsis

The talk explores metaphysical concepts surrounding angelic hierarchies, the role of human consciousness, and the nature of perception in cosmic structures. The general theme revolves around how individuals and cosmic entities navigate structured realities, whether through voluntary surrender, self-awareness, or defiance of mechanical roles. Various layers of existenceâ€"from the biological to the astral and angelicâ€"are examined, emphasizing themes of evolution, imprisonment, and liberation.

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CDT213

What Is A Saint?

(3 Disks)

From Meadow Vista, May 1, 1982. The meaning behind the phrase "Straight is the Gate and Narrow the Way" from the King James Bible is examined along with the true meaning of the word "saint." Saintly functions are explored, as well as the difference between objective and subjective help.

Synopsis

The talk explores various topics, including habits, ignorance, responsibility, etymology, spirituality, and the nature of saints. It examines the concept of "strait" versus "straight" in a biblical context, delving into language evolution, semantics, and historical interpretations. Additionally, it challenges commonly accepted ideas regarding saints, examining their role, function, and whether they are objective or subjective constructs.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT214

Composite Waveform Technology

(2 Disks)

E.J. Gold, Jimmi Accardi, Evan Lurie, Claude Needham. This important talk looks at music and sound from a very different point of view. Topics include: beat frequency oscillation, subtractive frequencies, chord clash, harmonic waveforms, modulated frequencies, resonance, phase shifting in sound and light, photon echo, and the harmonic for all octaves -- viewing the electromagnetic spectrum as the Cosmic Keyboard. E.J. demonstrates waveform cancellation on the synthesizer.

Synopsis

The discussion revolves around the nature of sound, waveform interactions, and the broader implications of waveforms as a model for understanding existence. The conversation delves into subtractive frequency synthesis, beat frequency oscillation, and composite waveforms. These principles are explored not only as technical aspects of sound production but also as metaphors for perception, identity, and even metaphysical structures. The talk blends scientific explanations, philosophical inquiries, and practical applications in music and acoustics.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT215

Hooks (New Perceptions)

(2 Disks)

Dr. Claude Needham interviews Jimmi Accardi. This interview, recorded in The Union Label Studios, includes many topics ranging from commercial musical hooks to the periodic table of elements and Bardo hooks.

Synopsis

The discussion centers around the nature of musical hooksâ€"what they are, how they function, and their impact on listeners. The conversation expands into an exploration of perception, artistic intent, and the relationship between listener and music. Themes such as the psychology of attraction, the commercialization of music, and the transformative potential of sound are also explored. The talk dives deep into the role of repetition, susceptibility, and the ways in which hooks function across different types of music, from commercial pop to experimental pieces.

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CDT216

About Drumming

(1 Disks)

Bob Bachtold of the Jeff Spencer Trio with E.J. Gold, Robbert Trice, and Claude Needham. Bob demonstrates and explains the different types of accents and rhythms of the percussionist. Subjects covered are hand movement variations; playing with different "feels"; timing and duration; patterns, flams and pulses; pitch, timbre and volume; accenting hand strokes; single and double stroke combinations; time signatures; counterpoint and polyrhythms; and half-time triplets.

Synopsis

This talk explores the principles and techniques of drumming, focusing on rhythm perception, hand patterns, accents, and coordination. The discussion emphasizes how drummers can manipulate sticking techniques, dynamic control, and movement to enhance their playing. It highlights the relationship between fundamental rhythmic structures and advanced polyrhythms, as well as the importance of listening and adapting within a musical context.

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CDT217

Helping E.J. In His Work

(1 Disks)

"If you can help me in my work, help comes to you." "It does not diminish a candle in any way to light other candles from it." Talent, skills, information, even aptitude for work are useless without conscience. "You have to derive what the Work is from an observation of how it's done. So it might take you more than a weekend..." These are glimpses of topics covered in this 1985 talk which is only for serious candidates.

Synopsis

The talk explores the dynamics of strategic adaptation in personal and esoteric work, emphasizing continuous evolution and flexibility. It critiques traditional teaching structures, particularly in spiritual traditions, noting that true learning comes not from direct teaching but from observing and engaging in real work. A central theme is reciprocity: genuine help comes through assisting the speaker in meaningful work rather than seeking direct instruction. The discussion touches on integrity, fear, responsibility, and the challenges of delegation. Ultimately, the talk frames effectiveness in the work as dependent on an ongoing process of learning from action.

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CDT218

The Big Secret

(1 Disks)

"I will tell you the Big Secret...but in order to understand, you must be in an elevated state..." Many have read books on the Work, acquired work materials, performed the exercises, and still find there is an ingredient missing in their work. This convention talk discloses what that ingredient is and how to get it.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of Zen practice, transient art, work ethics, financial realities of artistic communities, and existential self-discipline. It juxtaposes personal experiences with philosophical insights, emphasizing the necessity of direct engagement in meaningful work rather than passive contemplation. Additionally, it covers logistical concerns in managing a creative institution and the misconceptions surrounding financial sustainability in such environments.

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CDT219

Gateways Easter Commentaries

(3 Disks)

This set presents a running commentary on three music tapes by the composer, E.J. Gold, along with performer/choreographer Menlo Macfarlane, musicologist Nancy Christie and other staff and visitors to the work community. Full unedited recordings made during Easter 1985 celebration at the Institute. Highly recommended as background for anyone giving presentations or marketing Gateways music.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the intersections of music, composition, improvisation, and shamanistic experience. It traces personal musical influences, particularly from Russian composers like Shostakovich, Tchaikovsky, and Mussorgsky, then explores thematic and structural elements in music through rhythm, tonality, and instrumentation. There are detailed discussions about experimental approaches utilizing jazz, electronic, and world music influences. The conversation expands into symbolic interpretations of musical forms as representations of higher-dimensional spaces, initiation journeys, and abstract ritualistic experiences.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT220

Revenge of the Dark Nuts

(2 Disks)

E.J. Gold discusses how to use the video game Zelda for labyrinth training.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of time, persistence, and existential reflection through an extended discussion of The Legend of Zelda. It examines the cyclical nature of challenges, the inevitability of obstacles, and the philosophical implications of digital resurrection. The speaker humorously delves into the obsessive nature of video games, personal identity, and the struggle between frustration and mastery.

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CDT221

ECCO 2

(1 Disks)

Side A: Begins with John and Toni Lilly discussing Earth Coincidence Control Office during a visit to Red House in August, 1975. The next day, E.J. Gold and Morgan Fox recorded a hilarious satire of this discussion, which follows. Side B: Mike McDonnell interviews John Lilly at his home in Decker Canyon, Los Angeles, about his work with the Sensory Attenuation Tanks.

Synopsis

: The talk is a free-flowing, surreal conversation weaving together themes of language, consciousness, cosmic coincidence, and human-dolphin communication. It touches on the experimental nature of reality, linguistic play, and the layering of perception. Humor and philosophical speculation play central roles, as scientific concepts blur with metaphysical musings about control, existence, and interspecies communication.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT222

The Human Potential Movement

(3 Disks)

This public discussion between Claudio Naranjo and E.J. Gold kept the audience in uproarious laughter, and gave them some thoughts to take home and ponder. Is there such a thing as human potential? Tune in and see.

Synopsis

The talk explores the evolution, rise, and possible decline of the Human Potential Movement, contrasting perspectives on whether transformation can occur collectively or only at an individual level. Speakers discuss the movement's origins, external influences, and its commodification, while questioning whether widespread societal change is possible or even necessary. Emphasis is placed on the tension between personal awakening and social movements, the impact of psychological and spiritual explorations since the 1960s, and the inevitable dilution of transformative practices over time.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT223

Cosmo Street 1970

(3 Disks)

This is the only recorded material from the Cosmo Street era. Tape recorders were not allowed in these early meetings. This recording is available because someone smuggled a tape recorder in. Warning -- inferior sound quality, but very rare and collectible.

Synopsis

The talk is an unstructured, free-flowing discussion that touches upon themes related to learning, adaptation, esoteric knowledge, ritual practice, and self-awareness. It explores the interplay between perception and belief, the struggle for knowledge, and the limitations imposed by rigid thinking. The discussion oscillates between abstract philosophical concepts and practical reflections on structured courses, personal identity, and the nature of ritualization.

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CDT224

Pir Al-Wahshi's Bardo Preview

(2 Disks)

Pir Al-Wahshi a.k.a. E.J. Gold talks about extending one's lifespan for the Work, and how to bring oneself to the condition of being useful to the Work. He relates some of his experiences with his early teachers.

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of spiritual work, personal transformation, and the essence of commitment in metaphysical pursuits. Pierre Al-Washi shares insights on the nature of esoteric traditions, the role of teachers, the discipline required for inner work, and the challenges of distinguishing true spiritual engagement from superficial form. The discussion includes reflections on the continuity of ancient spiritual practices in the modern world, the necessity of genuine intent in seeking wisdom, and the structured programs offered for deeper training.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT227

Labyrinth Voyager I (WWWC I-5)

(2 Disks)

This talk is the soundtrack from the original video tape by the same name. An opportunity to observe how questions reveal themselves - a study worth making.

Synopsis

The conversation is a free-flowing, humorous, and at times philosophical dialogue touching on themes of human behavior, existential curiosity, and the contrast between everyday primate existence and the idea of "labyrinth voyaging," which involves higher-dimensional exploration. Through satire, wordplay, and surreal asides, the speakers explore ideas such as self-awareness, the cyclic nature of human moods, and the conflict-driven nature of the human mind. Alongside these musings are seemingly tangential but metaphorically rich segments involving styrofoam, dishwashing, shamanistic mascots, and branding chickens.

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CDT229

Macrodimensional Models

(4 Disks)

This soundtrack is from the videotapes of the same name, VID024-026. This talk is an exploration of the ideas in the appendices toLife in the Labyrinth, a discussion of how macrodimensional voyaging can be understood in mathematical terms.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of macro-dimensionality as a way of understanding human perception, attention, and the nature of reality. Using a combination of philosophical, mathematical, and scientific models, the discussion develops a hierarchical framework for dimensions based on clarity functions, information processing, and attention distribution. The participants introduce mathematical concepts such as set theory, ordering, and topology to model and describe the relationships between dimensions. They also touch on broader implications, including the philosophical significance of perception, the limits of human cognition, and potential applications in scientific inquiry.

(mp3) $22.95

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CDT234

Alchemical Oils: an In-Depth Interview

(1 Disks)

Practical applications of the oils as they relate to work-on-self and learning obligation are discussed. Kelly Rivera has worked with Alchemical Gold oils since 1987 and explains their use as effective tools to translate work theory into work practice.

Synopsis

The talk explores the use of essential oils as tools for personal development, self-work, and connection with others. The discussion covers the history of oils, their magical and alchemical properties, and their practical application in perfumery. Emphasis is placed on intuition, contamination (both intentional and unintentional), and the role of scent in evoking memory, emotion, and subtle energetic shifts.

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CDT235

Don't You Want Samadhi To Love?

(1 Disks)

Glenn and Lee Perry, of Samadhi Tank Co., have worked with John Lilly and E.J. Gold, who also co-authored their book Tanks for the Memories. On this tape they share their experience with floatation tanks and how to use them.

Synopsis

The talk explores the origins of the Samadhi Tank Company and the evolution of flotation tanks as a tool for personal transformation. Glenn Perry and Lee Perry discuss their influences, particularly John C. Lilly’s scientific and experimental work with isolation tanks, and how they moved from personal experiences to turning flotation into a business. Themes include self-discovery, breaking habitual patterns, fear, and the transformative nature of the floatation experience.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT236

The Invisible Work

(3 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of "invisible work," balancing personal development and spiritual practice with daily life and professional obligations. Through anecdotes, business advice, and philosophical insights, the speaker discusses self-sufficiency, business creation, and maintaining a separation between external work and internal work. The session includes reflections on various industries, gaming, artistic development, and entrepreneurship as vehicles for self-transformation.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT237

The Medicine Wheel-Martin Silverwolf

(1 Disks)

This is an instructional talk to actually take you through the Medicine Wheel process introducing the vast possibilities of the multiple ways with which to apply the practice of "Turning the Wheel".

Synopsis

The talk introduces the Medicine Wheel, an ancient and cross-cultural spiritual framework for self-exploration, healing, and transformation. It guides the listener through a structured process combining contemplation, ritual, and symbolic offerings, aligning with elemental forces and life stages. The Wheel is a tool to deepen personal understanding, release negative emotional charges, and facilitate spiritual development within a structured, cyclical practice.

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CDT238

Slime Mold Technology - Drew Kristel

(1 Disks)

This talk focuses on the transformational and communication aspects related to Slime Mold Technology. Through adoration and caretaking of these ancient ancestors, we find a dynamic tool for alchemy and prayer.

Synopsis

The talk explores "slime mold technology" as a transformative force shaping planetary, biological, and cultural evolution. The speaker argues that slime mold, as an original transformational agent, continues to influence ecosystems, medicine, consciousness, and spiritual practices. The discussion intertwines scientific, historical, and esoteric perspectives, touching on alchemy, DNA recombination, shamanic traditions, planetary colonization, and lineage-based learning. The talk also warns of potential dangers posed by modern applications of slime mold in genetic engineering and biowarfare.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT239

The Tank Talks

(5 Disks)

In this series of talks Mr. Gold discusses biofeedback in the four major frequency bands (Beta, Alpha, Theta and the four Deltas), the use of the sensory deprivation tank to work with these states and the process of producing the between-lives experience using the tank. A second focus is the use and function of the tank, including a presentation of its use to reflect one's own essential nature and a startling revelation of the method for using that tank as a gateway to another world. Included in this series of talks is the tape "The Brute World on $5 a Day" (is also available individually). In this talk Mr. Gold openly discusses with a small private group the gateways leading from one world to another and the method for surviving sudden transitions between worlds.

Synopsis

The talk explores various states of consciousness, particularly the state of reverie (Delta I) and its role in transcending ordinary waking consciousness. It discusses brainwave states, the role of the flotation tank, and the concept of transit between realms of experience. The speaker examines the nature of habits, their role in maintaining identity, and how altering one’s habitual framework can lead to transformation. The session also touches on the nature of reality and the potential to transition between different perceived universes.

(mp3) $27.95

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CDT240

How to Get a Work Question Answered - Convention 2003

(3 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of work and inquiry, emphasizing that true understanding comes from correctly identifying questions before seeking solutions. It highlights the iterative nature of learning, using humor, anecdotes, and philosophical observations. The speaker discusses the process of developing work-related questions, the necessity of struggle, failure, and persistence in both learning and self-transformation. Additionally, the concept of "the work" is framed as something beyond personal development, extending into a larger cosmic framework that individuals prepare themselves to engage with.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT241

Starting a Work Business - Convention 2003

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the intersection of work, business, and spirituality, advocating for a shift in perspective where business ventures become opportunities for personal and spiritual growth. The speaker emphasizes adaptability, creative problem-solving, and unconventional methods in entrepreneurship, discussing retail dynamics, online business strategies, and the importance of engaging with customers. Humor and anecdotes punctuate the session, reinforcing lessons on resilience, capitalization, and staying fluid in business planning.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT242

Work Business Demo - Convention 2003

(4 Disks)

At Convention 2003, E.J. Gold demonstrated numerous business ventures including working with high-end jewelry, dealing in antiquities, selling art and selling carpets all areas in which he has worked. He related stories and others contributed to reveal that the interaction with the customer was the key.

Synopsis

The talk primarily explores the speaker's approach to business creation, product marketing, and understanding consumer psychology. It delves into the importance of portability, pricing psychology, reverse engineering markets, and product desirability. Additionally, it covers historic anecdotes about business ventures, including the Pet Rock phenomenon, and underlines the necessity of understanding sales strategies. The discussion also touches on jewelry-making, numismatics (collectible coins), and the importance of packaging and storytelling in sales.

(mp3) $22.95

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CDT243

The Two Journeys of Gilgamesh

(1 Disks)

The legend of Gilgamesh is the most ancient recorded tale of a hero's journey. This Sumerian poem introduces themes found in later myths such as the Egyptian, Greek, Roman and Norse stories of journeys to the underworld. Dr. Naranjo tells the story with a commentary on its psychological and spiritual implications.

Synopsis

The talk examines the Epic of Gilgamesh, one of the oldest surviving works of literature, tracing its origins in Sumerian oral tradition and its transformation into later Babylonian and Akkadian versions. It explores Gilgamesh’s quest for immortality, his relationship with Enkidu, and the psychological symbolism within the epic, portraying its themes as a spiritual journey toward self-knowledge and acceptance of mortality. The discussion also contrasts heroic conquest with mystical surrender, drawing parallels to mythological, spiritual, and literary traditions across cultures.

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CDT244

Oedipus Reconsidered

(2 Disks)

Claudio Naranjo takes a different perspective on this character type. Includes comment by Dr. Abe Levitsky.

Synopsis

The talk explores the myth of Oedipus, not as merely a psychoanalytic reference but as part of the broader "hero's journey" tradition found across cultures. It emphasizes the Greek concept of a hero as a figure mediating between gods and humans, often flawed or "wounded," destined for both tragedy and apotheosis. The discussion contrasts different hero patterns, including those in fairy tales and broader mythological narratives, and critically engages with Freud's interpretation, suggesting that hero myths have a deeper, more spiritual significance than childhood psychology alone.

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CDT245

SlimeWars - E.J. reads the Missions

(30 Disks)

The author reads his magnum opus revealing an entirely different perspective on planet Earth as viewed from the 37th century. Approximately 30 CDs

Synopsis

The talk presents an audacious, surreal narrative blending history, conspiracy theory, and cosmic horror. It explores a dystopian reality in which time-traveling slime mold operatives compete against aliens and human factions to manipulate historical events. Told from the perspective of a 37th-century bio-plasmic entity, the story covers everything from Washington politics and celebrity immortality escapades to clandestine wars fought with bioengineered weaponry and psychic espionage. The protagonist weaves a tale of subterfuge, omnipresent alien control, and bizarre tactical maneuvers, all wrapped in a mix of dry humor and dark prophecy.

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CDT246

Slime Molds & the School

(2 Disks)

Claude Needham, Ph.D., explores slime molds as an esoteric "animal-like" plant, their telepathic nature, and their higher being functions in relation to the School.

Synopsis

This talk, centered on slime molds, explores their biology, intelligence, and potential significance beyond current scientific understanding. It merges microbiology with esoteric ideas, proposing the idea of slime molds as sentient beings with telepathic potential and a role in future ecological and metaphysical transformations. The discussion also touches on experimental methodologies, challenges faced by amateur researchers in academia, and the need to establish a research institute dedicated to slime molds' study and preservation.

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CDT247

The Enneagram of Patriarchal Society

(2 Disks)

Dr. Naranjo presents an innovative view of social pathologies by applying the enneatypes to aspects of culture, institutions, and nations. An expanded understanding of the enneagram marks this broad based talk and further confirms the fertility of the enneagram model. Lots of food for thought.

Synopsis

The speaker explores the anatomy of patriarchy using the Enneagram, an ancient map of universal laws. They discuss how the Enneagram, traditionally applied to personality types, can also illuminate social structures and systemic faults. The talk delves into authoritarianism, exploitation, conformity, and repression, connecting these traits to broader societal issues such as technocracy, bureaucracy, economic disparity, and education. The speaker presents a critique of both patriarchal dominance and the systemic forces that maintain it, calling for a shift towards greater internal balance of power, love, and instinct.

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CDT248

Life Cycle of a Slime Mold

(2 Disks)

Claude Needham, Ph.D., discusses the transformational life processes of slime molds with suggestions of experiments for the serious student.

Synopsis

The talk explores the life cycle of true slime molds, emphasizing their dynamic nature and classification challenges. It delves into their cellular structures, behaviors, environmental preferences, and methods for collection and cultivation. The discussion also touches on the intersection of science and intuitive experiences, particularly regarding the potential sentience of slime molds. Practical recommendations for terrariums and ethics of collection round out the talk.

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CDT249

Spiritual Gaming

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The discussion explores Bardo Gaming, a concept blending spiritual awareness with immersive video game experiences. E.J. Gold, an author and game designer, explains how people lose their perception of unseen realities due to societal conditioning and how specific gaming environments can help rekindle those lost perceptions. The conversation also delves into education, spiritual traditions, and the evolution of gaming technology, ultimately arguing for gaming as a transformative spiritual tool.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT250

God-World-in-my-pocket

(1 Disks)

Every year Christmas rolls around, like it or not. What do you do? You meet with friends and family, and notice there's just some folks that Seem to Have Everything. Still, Christmas is for them, too, you think, and sure enough every year you find yourself wandering around looking for something in your price range for Those Who Already Have It All, but would probably like more. (I heard recently of a company, perhaps related to the God-World-in-My-Pocket developers, who've gone ahead and put the Entire Known Universe up for sale... After that gets bought, I guess they'll put up some of the Unknown and Lesser Known Universes, and before long Christmas shopping will be worse than ever...)

However, even Those Who Have It All don't often have a God-World-in-My-Pocket, not even the Gods, who you'd think would've wised up by now, rather than walking around with empty pockets.

Luckily, in this fast paced talk, E.J. Gold solves the problem. Listen and learn as he presents ideas about marketing this unique product--which I recommend everyone buy TODAY from SOMEBODY SOMEWHERE--like from Cloister Recordings, whom I know has some sitting around here and there that've been collecting special etheric particles from the Etherical Particles Division of their corporation, just in case they run into one of those Recording Angels in charge of seasonal gift giving for various recording label gods and executives.

Once you've seen one of these Pocket Worlds for yourself, you'll sigh with relief at their delightful simplicity, and may want to try selling a few yourself, if not for profit, then perhaps in the Spirit of helping some of the wandering Gods out there find a way home for the holidays...

Synopsis

The talk centers around unique handcrafted miniature products, their marketing, and the psychology of selling. The speaker discusses how to create compelling narratives around products, generate perceived value, and engage potential buyers. Various examples, including fictional stories, flea circuses, and corporate gifting, illustrate how storytelling and exclusivity can drive sales. Additionally, there is a section on setting up physical and online sales environments, handling customers, and pricing strategies.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT251

Slime Wars Talk

(1 Disks)

Are you a time-traveler? Then you are in for a treat as you sit in on this top secret meeting which took place in the late 20th century by high ranking 37th century time-tripper General EJ "Nunan" Gold, detailing some of his film plans for his famous book SlimeWars, a book beloved by Slime Molds everywhere as an early guidebook for humans about the war between Slime Molds and Grey Aliens. General Gold tells of the Great Mother Slime Mold, who began in a slop bucket underneath the White House, as well as mentioning how the Aliens encouraged the growth of humans in order to provide the Aliens with missing enzymes they needed, and to care for the Aliens' stock of bovine enzymes.

He also mentions the Slime Mold agenda which includes the important information to humans for avoiding the rampant 20th and 21st century phenomenon of Alien abduction and enzyme extraction. "We're interested in teaching humans how to be telepaths. Telepathy is the only defense against Alien abduction. If you want to be considered an intelligent species, you must be telepathic..." Otherwise, guess what? Abduction and enzyme extraction become normal operating procedure in the Grey's scheme toward global domination of Planet Earth.

So, time-traveler, where are you sitting? Is the great film classic "Slimewars" already downloaded to your screen? Do you already own the action figures set from the film--hard to find, and worth trillions on eBay? If so, then I know you'll enjoy hearing how it all started so long ago, back when slime mold operatives gathered to discuss their own plans and ideas for the fate of Planet Earth. If not, then by all means listen and learn...it may already be too late!

Synopsis

The talk is a freewheeling and surreal exploration of various interconnected themes, including slime mold culture, speculative warfare, telepathy as a defense against abduction, alternate history, and science fiction role-playing concepts. The speaker introduces ideas about slime mold-based warfare, community-building around unconventional interests, and the nature of intelligence. References to historical figures, science fiction, and alternative societal structures are interwoven into a loose, imaginative narrative. There is also a focus on media creation, game-like storytelling, and satirical commercialization of fringe ideas.

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CDT253

E.J. talks on Online Workshops

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the adoption of emerging internet technologies, specifically video conferencing, online workshops, and internet-based business models. The speaker discusses the limitations of the early internet infrastructure, its rapid expansion, and how video conferencing will become ubiquitous. A significant emphasis is placed on monetization strategies through online workshops, conventions, and digital business opportunities. Recommendations are made for community action, engagement in online gaming, and leveraging networked technology for creative and economic growth.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT254

E.J. interviewed by Larry Roberts

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The conversation is an interview with E.J. Gold, covering his artistic journey, philosophy, and influences. Gold discusses his upbringing in a creative household, his approach to art across multiple disciplines, his perspective on inquiry, responsibility, passion, and commitment in the artistic process. The discussion also touches on humor, performance art, and the relationship between space, perception, and artistic meaning.

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CDT255

Heather Valencia - Her Work & Dream Circles

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of dreaming, the structure of consciousness across five worlds, and the significance of mystery schools in human spiritual evolution. Heather Valencia, as a self-identified "Vulcan channel" and fifth-world dreamer, discusses her experiences in Argentina, her affiliation with the Yaqui tradition, and concepts of dreamwork, shadow navigation, and personal transformation. She emphasizes the importance of gratitude, collective dreaming, and maintaining the integrity of ancient wisdom in today's increasingly chaotic world.

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CDT256

Spiritual Marketing

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk centers on the concept of "Spiritual Marketing," exploring the intersection between commerce and spirituality. The speaker challenges the notion that marketing and spiritual practice are incompatible, arguing that marketing is intrinsic to sustaining spiritual work in modern society. Historical and cultural examples illustrate the necessity of merging livelihood with spiritual calling. The talk also touches on teaching methods, persona-building for online businesses, and a philosophical take on economic survival within a spiritual context.

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CDT257

Being in Eternity

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of repetition, commerce, human psychology, and esoteric wisdom. It delves into ideas of persistence, attention, and how individuals make choicesâ€"whether in business, life, or learning. Personal anecdotes, humorous asides, and philosophical reflections underscore the importance of paying attention, teaching others, and tolerating monotony as part of a deeper intellectual and spiritual pursuit.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT258

Difference Between Work & Preparation for Work / Organizing Your Time

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers a range of topics including time management through structured scheduling, metaprogramming, and the philosophy of work. A significant portion discusses a method for organizing daily activities using index cards to optimize productivity. The speaker also discusses web commerce, science fiction projects, and the idea of dedicated effort in pursuit of personal and collective goals. Underpinning the talk is an emphasis on discipline, reducing unnecessary variables in life, and aligning oneself with meaningful work.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT259

Digging a Hole / Work Will - Convention 1999

(3 Disks)

Getting yourself "in trouble" provides the necessity for developing Work Will. E.J. demonstrates how this can be done.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the speaker's personal journey and philosophy regarding work, willpower, and entrepreneurship. It presents a metaphorical method for deep self-commitment, using work as both a challenge and an opportunity for transformation. The speaker rejects conventional employment and stresses personal initiative, sharing experiences from different fields such as retail, corporate environments, performing arts, and online marketplaces. Key themes include resilience, creativity, leveraging technology, acts of kindness, and navigating modern challenges.

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CDT260

Enneatypes in Homeopathy

(2 Disks)

Dr. Claudio Naranjo, a notable author in the field of psychology and voice in human potential movement, has conducted extensive psychopharmacological and personality research. An associate of Fritz Perls at Esalen Institute in the 1960's, he examines the Enneatypes and how this system may influence and relate to healing and the science of homeopathy.

Synopsis

The talk explores the intersection of Enneagram personality types and homeopathic constitutional remedies. The speaker correlates various Enneatypes with homeopathic portraits, tracing observable personality traits as they manifest in both psychological and medical frameworks. The discussion includes examples from clinical practice, insights from homeopathic literature, and reflections on the potential for improving diagnostic and therapeutic approaches by integrating these frameworks.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT261

DSM III & Enneatypes

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the relationship between modern psychiatric classifications, particularly the DSM-III and DSM-IV, and the Enneagram of Personality. The speaker analyzes how personality disorders are categorized within the DSM framework and how this relates to the psychological insights provided by the Enneagram system. A key critique is that DSM categories often focus on pathological extremes while the Enneagram provides a continuum of typical human personality structures. Specific disorders such as obsessive-compulsive, paranoid, narcissistic, and borderline personality disorders are discussed in connection with the Enneagram's personality types. The speaker also highlights the limitations of DSM categorizations and the cultural and historical shifts affecting modal personalities.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT263

Online Invocation 101

(2 Disks)

In this talk, parallels are drawn between Work ideas in this world and in a gaming environment; an invocation in a circle and in an online environment; a "rush" in Diablo and a tap to the forehead by "Guru Ji"-- and why it would not do us any good; building characters in Diablo and building in "this life;" specializing in skills and not wasting skill points in game and in life. Also included: explanation about not only the "experience" points in Diablo, but also the "invisible experience" points that the player of the character gets; how we want to build up a character that we see that others have, or a character that will be admired as opposed to building what we "are;" comparison between a character we play well and one we play badly.

Synopsis

The discussion explores parallels between gaming, personal growth, and spiritual development. The speaker uses "Diablo II" as a framework to explain transformative processes, cooperation, and learning through experience. The dangers of shortcuts, such as rushing in gaming and spiritual enlightenment, are highlighted, emphasizing the importance of gradual skill accumulation. The dialogue also delves into gaming economies, group dynamics, and the hidden layers of expertise that only emerge through direct engagement.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT264

Enneagram of Society

(2 Disks)

In a rare West Coast appearance, June 2002 in Nevada City, CA, Dr. Claudio Naranjo joins E.J. Gold for a free-wheeling discussion of education and its institutions, possibilities for transforming individuals and society, and new book projects of both authors.

Synopsis

The talk features a discussion between Dr. Claudio Naranjo and E.J. Gold, focusing on the intersection of education, psychology, and social transformation. Naranjo critiques traditional education systems, arguing that they serve to maintain societal structures rather than fostering personal or intellectual growth. Drawing on his work in psychotherapy, Gestalt therapy, and the Enneagram, Naranjo proposes a radically different approach to educationâ€"one that nurtures the full human experience rather than enforcing rigid, outdated paradigms. The discussion also touches on systemic barriers to change, corporate influence in education, and potential paths forward through grassroots initiatives and educator reformation.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT265

The Greatest Gift

(2 Disks)

This talk is essential listening for anyone approaching the study materials presented by Mr. Gold. The question, "What is the value of working with and in a group?" is examined from the vantage point of this diverse community of artists collectively working as "The Grass Valley Graphics Group." With revealing candor, Mr. Gold discloses exactly what he teaches and how he gets his will to work. Other topics include: One's Long Life as contrasted with Present Life, spaces difficult to enter and to avoid, and getting caught in eternal moments. . . And the Greatest Gift? Mr. Gold explains that. This talk is highly recommended for use in a discussion group. "Listen to it at home and then come in and discuss it in a group."

Synopsis

This discussion explores the value of working in a group, focusing on the shared will to continue despite difficulties. The talk covers the role of discipline in creativity, the necessity of supporting one another, and the hidden aspects of artistic life. The conversation emphasizes the interconnectedness between individuals within a team, highlighting how each person's effort enables the community’s larger artistic and spiritual aspirations.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT266

The Alarm Clock Talk

(2 Disks)

Using the analogy of training for the Bardo through the rigors of playing online video games, E.J. Gold reveals how to learn, in theory, bardo habits required for working as a group in the work. This training provides a foundation. However one needs a mechanism to remind one to engage attention, wake up and apply bardo habits in a practical setting. Gold shows how an alarm clock within one's ordinary life can be devised toward this aim. "I've always liked the idea of an alarm clock for awakening, but until I heard this talk, I never knew exactly how they worked," Pedro Gonzales, Ibiza Spain

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of skill, discipline, and the necessity of consistent practice. Using examples from dance, opera, and even high steelworkers, the speaker reiterates the "use it or lose it" principle. The discussion transitions toward the idea of the "waking state"â€"a state of heightened awarenessâ€"and how developing presence requires structured efforts. The talk delves into "alarm clocks" or mental triggers for invoking consciousness, the role of invisible work, and strategies for making personal growth a constant aspect of life.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT267

The Making of the ABD - Part II

(2 Disks)

On December 6, 2002 Paul Barnes and Miguel Lopez, from Spain, interviewed E.J. Gold. They asked the questions and got the answers we all want to know. How do the teachings of the Books of the Dead relate to Bardo Gaming? How does one prepare for the last journey by computer gaming? If you were fortunate and heard the talk "The Making of the American Book of the Dead" recorded in the '70s in Vancouver, then you won't want to miss this one. "A wonderful bi-lingual romp, with full simultaneous translation (including jokes and puns) in both Spanish and English. Not to be missed. Listen to it again and again!" Patricia Elizabeth, Co-Director - Labyrinth Readers Society

Synopsis

The conversation explores E.J. Gold's work, focusing on his books and creative endeavors. Key themes include death and transformation, art and video games as tools for experiential learning, and practical spiritual techniques. The discussion highlights his contributions to Western interpretations of esoteric teachings and their connection with personal development.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT268

Tools of Transformation - An Interview with E.J. Gold

(2 Disks)

During the December 2002 workshop several students from Spain came armed with questions from fellow group members in Europe to ask Mr. Gold. Producing artwork, working in business, fear of death, and being of service are topics covered in this interview. Mr. Gold explains how these diverse areas can all be used as tools for self transformation. Mr. Gold compares his role as a teacher to that of a coach. In this work the teacher "can not do it for you." Each one is responsible to pull oneself up by one's own boot straps.

Synopsis

The talk explores how art functions as a transformational tool, emphasizing discipline, attention, memory, synthesis, and evaluation. The speaker rejects the idea of art as mere creativity, instead positioning it as a rigorous and industrial craft. The discussion expands into broader metaphysical and philosophical themes, such as personal development through work, the relationship between business and art, and the role of fearâ€"especially the fear of deathâ€"as a powerful motivational force. There is also an exploration of religious dogma versus personal effort in spiritual work, with an emphasis on self-initiation and individual responsibility.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT269

Levels of Skill - A Talk to Senior Students

(1 Disks)

This talk explores through the analogy of gaming the patience required to work on self. Transformation is a process that takes attention and effort over a period of time. Changes are quickly apparent for the novice. For the senior student improved skill level manifests as a gradient over a much longer time.

Synopsis

The talk explores the interplay between theory and practice in skill acquisition, emphasizing the necessity of deliberate, sustained effort. The speaker uses personal anecdotes, photography, music, virtual reality training, and gaming (notably Diablo 2) to illustrate how skill mastery involves diminishing visible gains over time. The discussion highlights the crucial role of discipline, will, and desire in mastering any field and reinforces the importance of a living coach or teacher for proper guidance and refinement.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT270

The Answer is Only as Good as the Question

(10 Disks)

This Core Group Workshop was recorded Jan. 18 - 19, 2003. In order to work. . . You've got to really want it. Be willing to pay the price. Then pay the price. Once you've paid it's non-refundable. So you might as well take the ride. "An essence question. . .solves a problem in your Work." "The more immediate and troublesome the problem the more necessity and force you have."

Synopsis

This talk explores the dynamics of group interaction, the purpose of work within a community, and the significance of asking meaningful questions. Discussions center on the nature of mental chatter, the importance of practical engagement, and how necessity refines inquiry. The speaker offers insights on discipline, attention, and teamwork while using analogies from gaming, theater, and everyday tasks to illustrate self-development.

(mp3) $57.95

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CDT271

Why Am I Doing This?

(1 Disks)

During a surprise appearance at the Feb. 2003 workshop E.J. Gold addresses the question "What does art and video gaming have to do with the Work?" Gold explicitly enumerates skills acquired by penetrating these 2 areas and how this process relates to conditions of work. He reveals the traps / illusions one can get lost in while following both of these paths. Furthermore, he explains what real penetration requires and how that relates to the Work.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the relationship between art, learning, and personal development within the context of structured discipline. It explores how different activities like art and video gaming contribute to learning, skill acquisition, and teamwork. A strong emphasis is placed on the necessity of new learning, repetition, effort, and discipline in cultivating mastery and awakening personal growth.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT272

How The Enneagram Works

(5 Disks)

In this dynamic workshop Mr. Gold looks at this unique figure of Sacred Geometry from several angles including where the Enneagram came from, how it works, and practical applications for using the Enneagram in daily life. The workshop begins by defining Sacred Geometry as the correlation of magical activity with geometric form and looks at the magical properties of the circle. It is stated that the Enneagram represents a musical scale, a musical notation system which leads to a thorough examination of the laws of the octave. These laws, which seem to govern all cyclic processes, are most easily understood by studying how they work in music. Knowledge of music theory is not required to grasp the basics of these principles. How sound waves interact and that this interaction, when viewed through the lens of the Enneagram, may be seen to be folding and unfolding like Japanese origami paper art or like a lotus flower folding in on itself. This lotus flower aspect of the Enneagram is said to be the remnants of a teaching that came through Tibet, Bhutan and Northern India some 10,000 - 20,000 years ago. It is similar to finding the jewel in the lotus.

Synopsis

The talk explores the Enneagram as a sacred geometry, emphasizing its function as a tool for understanding patterns in energy, movement, and progression. It contrasts common interpretations, such as personality typing, with broader metaphysical and practical applications. The discussion extends into music, physics, and societal structures, illustrating how the Enneagram provides a framework for understanding chaos, transformation, and cycles of creation and destruction. The speaker also connects its utility to other esoteric and scientific traditions, from Pythagorean mathematics to quantum theory.

(mp3) $27.95

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CDT273

Levitation, Invisibility & Immortality

(3 Disks)

This workshop explores basic issues of Being and Nothingness in a powerfully practical and extremely experiential fashion.

It accomplishes this by framing it under the subject of invisibility and immediately gives the secret of invisibility as, "The living won't see the dead. Not can't see, but won't." This little nugget of wisdom is from Beetlejuice - a must see classic bardo video.

Mr. Gold opens a door to bardo spaces by presenting the conclusion that - you must be dead to be invisible. The key is given as, "In order to be dead you have to be, at least, 'as if' not here at all. It has to be a world without you, a world in which you do not exist.

As long as there's a crumb of ego, you can't be invisible. But as soon as you can see a world that you do not exist in, a world in which you are not, that's your crossover point - the world in which you don't exist, that's the first place you'll be existing. Until then, you 'as if' exist."

Enigmatic as this may sound, it becomes even more enigmatic upon listening to the entire workshop. However, clues and exercises are given for a lifetime of follow-up work.

Synopsis

This workshop explores the concepts of invisibility, levitation, and immortality, primarily focusing on invisibility as a state of being "dead" to the world. Through exercises in perception and detachment, participants are guided to experience invisibility as a shift in awareness rather than a literal disappearance. Later sessions incorporate drumming as a practice to enhance focus, dissolve mental obstructions, and enter altered states of perception. The discussion also touches upon the metaphysical aspects of detachment, presence, and collective energy.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT274

The Essence of Creativity

(2 Disks)

A.H. Almaas leads us on an inspired journey into the nature of creativity -- what is it? -- why is it so important to us? A lively Q&A session winds up this dynamic talk, including questions from the audience and from Almaas to Gold.

The setting for this talk was one of incredible creative beauty with exquisite fine art paintings on view for a benefit auction that was to follow. These pieces were generously donated by members of the Grass Valley Graphics Group and the Diamond Heart School.

Almaas tells us that generosity is a key component in a truly creative act. He says that creativity seems to be a result of the tension between the polarity of service and generosity.

Another subject touched upon is narcissism and creativity. Almaas states that, "... for a long time creativity is inseparable from narcissism." He looks at narcissism from two entirely different points of view and says, "True creativity works by freeing it from superficial narcissism."

Later in the talk Almaas greatly expands the definition of what is creative. Using an analogy of a sculptor and his hand he says that it's not just the sculpture that is being created. "I'm not only moving my hand, I'm creating my hand ... There is no individual making something; that is just a way of looking at it."

Some final conclusions are: "We like creativity because it connects us to something so fundamental about our existence, our reality .... Reality is being created instant by instant all the time, continuously, without interruption ... the amazing truth and the exquisite sense of beauty to that. We like creativity because it is a reflection of that."

In the second half E.J. Gold looks at creativity from the viewpoint of the practicing artist. He discusses the idea of art being a process, not a product. "It's a process of discovery. Self-discovery? No, it's revelation."

Commenting further on the hand and sculpture analogy, he says, "... the process of amazement is there too. The hand and the sculpture are connected, absolutely connected, and flowing ... within each other, to each other, back and forth from each other. The process of amazement comes from a point of attention. That is what I teach." "Later," he says, "you can use art to practice the attention."

A lively Q&A session winds up this dynamic talk, including questions from the audience and from Almaas to Gold.

Synopsis

The talk, led by Hamid Ali (A.H. Almaas) and E.J. Gold, explores the nature of creativity, narcissism, artistic expression, and the connection between art and spirituality. Ali examines creativity as an outflow of life and its intrinsic link with selflessness, while Gold emphasizes the process of art as a meditative practice rather than a self-expressive act. Both speakers discuss the paradox of self-reflection and the dissolving of ego in true creative surrender, aligning the act of creation with fundamental spiritual principles.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT275

Secrets of Angelic Healing & Invocation

(3 Disks)

This workshop explores the basic questions: What is healing?; What is an angel?; What are the conditions of angelic invocation? Angelic contact is very personal. First, you need to want to make contact. Second, you can't be afraid. Third, you need to be totally open to all possibilities. Fourth, you don't have to believe in angels; you can be skeptical but not sarcastic or cynical. Fifth, approach angelic contact without superstition. Invocation of an angel is simply bringing two realities together and they never totally mesh. The realities can affect each other. How do you do it? You must sit and pay attention. When you are looking for it, it will work. Sitting together in a group gives you more power. Concentrate on being quiet and still. Instructions for a powerful exercise are given. The group works with this exercise, discusses their experiences and asks questions based on their experiences with angelic contact and the exercise given.

The Secrets of Angelic Healing & Invocation workshop explores: What is healing? What is an angel? What are the conditions of angelic invocation?

Angelic contact is very personal. First, you need to want to make contact. Second, you can't be afraid. Third, you need to be totally open to all possibilities. Fourth, you don't have to believe in angels; you can be skeptical but not sarcastic or cynical. Fifth, approach angelic contact without superstition.

Invocation of an angel is simply bringing two realities together and they never totally mesh. The realities can affect each other.

How do you do it? You must sit and pay attention. When you are looking for it, it will work. Sitting together in a group gives you more power. Concentrate on being quiet and still.

Instructions for a powerful exercise are given. The group works with this exercise, discusses their experiences and asks questions based on their experiences with angelic contact and the exercise given.

Synopsis

The talk explores angelic healing and invocation, discussing the nature of angels and their role in healing. It delves into direct and indirect healing methods, the dimensional existence of angels, and their hierarchical structure. Participants engage in practical exercises aimed at invoking angelic presences and directing healing energies, leading to personal and group experiences of energy flow, altered states, and potential healing effects. The broader theme involves questioning the human tendency to seek healing while considering planetary suffering and whether angelic intervention is universally available or meaningful.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT276

Astral Projection Workshop

(3 Disks)

Be prepared to have all beliefs and ideas about astral projection turned upside down and challenged by E.J. Gold in this workshop that emphasizes practical techniques over theory. Mr. Gold states flat out that, "almost everything you think you know about astral projection is probably wrong and most people who write about it don't know how it works. That fact that astral projection works is no big deal - this is the most important (thing) you can know because this will give you the key to what astral projection really is." Learning to flex your muscles as an essential being is the central theme of this workshop. Astral projection is the Being's way of breathing. Consistent daily exercise and practice is critical to success at any skill. You have, as a Being, the ability to manifest anywhere. Use it or lose it should be your motto related to your essential self. The principle along with a practical method to astral project is simply and clearly demonstrated. It's up to you to learn it and apply it. This is an exercise that can be utilized in a number of different situations. Later, this exercise is applied while drumming as a group. Drumming is a way to get out of body as a group. "You can train your essence to do what it does most naturally - exist without an organic form, exist apart from organic needs and involvements." This workshop will show you how.

Synopsis

The talk explores drumming circles, astral projection, and techniques for expanding consciousness. It begins with discussions on drumming circles and their variations (mixed, men’s, and women’s), emphasizing the importance of defining group dynamics. The talk shifts to astral projection, explaining it as an innate human experience rather than a mystical feat. The speech includes guided exercises for inducing altered states using posture, stillness, and visualization. Drumming and chanting are introduced as tools for deepening rhythmic synchrony and enhancing group energy. It concludes with reflections on navigating out-of-body experiences and the necessity of practicing these techniques for personal development.

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CDT277

The Bullet-Proof King

(4 Disks)

"You will forget all the vestiges of who you were, who you have been for this number of years. . .But you can preserve the best elements of it, and use the life in a particular way, by making your identity conform to what does survive. . .Little by little, a single organism. . .capable of accepting, tolerating, the invoked presence of a very, very powerful, very large being - an entity much greater than any single individual. . . ."

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of ancient mythology, religious traditions, personal transformation, and metaphysical inquiries. It examines figures like Moses, Aristotle, and Akhenaten in the context of their impact on philosophy and religion. A major focus is on the role of Egyptian priesthood, the invocation of Ra, and the search for a deeper understanding of existence. The discussion also delves into the limitations of human perception and the implications of "awakening" as a transformative but isolating experience.

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CDT278

The Way of Perfect Service

(2 Disks)

This year, on his 63rd birthday, E.J. announced that for the evening he would give a talk on "The Way of Perfect Service."

It began with dinner and opening presents in the dining room. The room overflowed and the standing guests were so crowded that the group spilled into the hallway trying to get a glimpse of the festivities. We then adjourned to the music studio to preview the first recordings of E.J. playing his new Gemeinhardt flute, a gift he wished to honor.

Next, the group moved back to the house to set up chairs in the mood of anticipation about the talk to come. E.J. Asked for Jewel, who was in the kitchen preparing to serve the cake, to come and ask her birthday question. She explained that her everyday life was very busy and she wished for something more . . . to put her efforts toward being of meaningful sevice. Michele's birthday question was essentially the same. Both questions inevitably and quite naturally made a segue into the subject of perfect service.

E.J. reportedly emphasized that perfect service is about endless, selfless dedication to doing what needs to be done without regard for the relative importance of the task. When asked about what is meaningful, he talked about right action, giving stories to elucidate examples of being in the right place at the right time with the right attitude.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the concept of "perfect service," which is defined as selfless, unending, unquestioning dedication to service without thought of reward, validation, or personal agenda. The speaker discusses the difference between those who seek something for themselves and those who serve fully. Service, when done correctly, is about doing what needs to be done at the right time with the right attitude, without measuring significance or seeking recognition.

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CDT279

The Secrets of Staying with the Pack of Green

(1 Disks)

It is said, "the secret keeps itself," in which case, it will need to work overtime to stay a secret after one listens to this talk. E.J. Gold, along with Claude Needham, reveal the secret of how to "stay with the pack of green." The simple and direct method given in this talk has immediate practical application in the ongoing Bardo Safaris. Many practical examples are discussed as well as the general theory. With these simple instructions your Bardo Safaris are sure to go up a notch. Bam! And let us not neglect the obvious implications for one's daily bardo work. Whether you run with the pack in Bardo Safaris, or not, this is a must listen if you want to do more than run around in circles for the rest of your life. Many real life applications of these principles. . .

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of "the pack of green" as seen in Diablo II's automap feature and uses it as a metaphor for teamwork, discipline, and cohesion. It stresses that staying with the pack is a matter of choice, commitment, and attitude. The discussion extends beyond gaming to larger life principles involving cooperation, ego management, and prioritization of collective goals.

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CDT280

Get the Edge

(1 Disks)

Legitimate strategies that you can employ to make yourself a winner every time. Team-friendly ploys, gimmicks and gaffs that will make you the best team or solo player that you can be. Many trade secrets given here.

Synopsis

: The talk explores the concept of "getting the edge" in gaming, primarily within the context of online role-playing and action RPGs. The discussion covers ethical play, strategic approaches, and exploiting in-game mechanics fairly to maximize efficiency and performance. Themes include skillful navigation of gaming environments, collaboration with teams, understanding character strengths, and utilizing knowledge-based advantages. The talk also touches on broader concepts like discipline, patience, and awareness, which apply to both gaming and real-life problem-solving.

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CDT281

Mercs and Money

(1 Disks)

The Mercenary is the second most important weapon. Here's how to generate enough money to keep your Merc alive and leveling and which Merc is best for you.

Synopsis

The talk explores the strategic value of mercenaries and money management in a gaming context, with broader military and real-life applications. It emphasizes that the player's mind is the most critical tool, while mercenaries are the second-best weapon. The discussion covers mercenary selection, leveling, and expense management, drawing parallels between in-game decision-making and real-world strategic thinking.

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CDT282

Druid Secrets

(1 Disks)

Here at last is what every Druid young or old ought to know. Secrets of Druid builds revealed by Gorebag (E.J. Gold) & Xxaxx (Claude Needham). The elemental Druid is E.J.'s specialty and if you are ever rushed by him it will probably be by his elemental Druid. The elemental Druid is second only to the Hammerdin when properly built.

Synopsis

The talk explores the role and mechanics of the Druid in an RPG, dividing it into two main archetypes: the Shapeshifter, which transforms into werewolves or werebears and summons creatures, and the Elemental Druid, which wields powerful nature-based magic. The discussion delves into game mechanics, synergies between skills, efficient stat allocation, and effective use of mercenaries. There is emphasis on tactical decision-making, the philosophy behind character building, and the importance of understanding a character’s microenvironment to play effectively. The talk also touches on the trade-offs between raw power and thematic role-playing.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT283

Character Classes

(1 Disks)

Everything you've ever wanted to know about character classes but were afraid to ask . . . and with good reason.

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of character classes in role-playing games, specifically addressing builds, strategies, and decision-making processes when creating or optimizing characters. It discusses synergies, playstyle considerations, and group dynamics, drawing an analogy to car purchasing to emphasize function-based selection. The discussion highlights the importance of optimizing stats, understanding skill trees, and balancing personal preferences with party needs.

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CDT284

Magic Find for Fun & Profit Level 1 - Preparing to Begin to Get Ready to Start

(1 Disks)

Everything you never needed to know about magic find isn't contained in this talk. If you've ever wanted to seriously exercise the discipline, patience, and discernment necessary for serious and effective magic find you might consider psychiatric treatment which you will surely need after listening to this talk. Satisfaction guaranteed or your money back. But we're sure we'll be satisfied with your money.

Synopsis

The talk discusses the concept of *MagicFind* in the game *Diablo II* and its broader applications to gaming strategies and spiritual work. It explores solo and group MagicFinding, the role of superstition, and techniques for improving drop rates. The speaker connects gameplay to deeper metaphysical ideas, referencing *bardo training*, the *Bodhisattva vow*, and the concept of obstacles as metaphors for personal growth.

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CDT285

The Five Points

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The speaker explores the nature of self-awareness, critique, sentimentality, alternate realities, and paranoia. They examine how people resist external criticism but accept self-awareness, the cultural and practical significance of critique, and the effects of sentimentality in commerce and personal life. They also touch on dreams and alternate realities, the scientific findings supporting multiple dimensions, and paranoia's evolutionary function. A large part of the talk centers on the importance of Bardo training, particularly the use of video game-based training exercises like Bardo Safari to develop critical life skills, teamwork, and awareness.

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CDT286

The Mystery of Skill Points

(2 Disks)

When assigning skill points you bet on your life. Make sure you bet on the winning numbers.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the experiences of playing Team Fortress and Diablo, using storytelling and humor to highlight game mechanics, strategy, and player evolution. A significant portion discusses assigning skill points in Diablo, with an emphasis on adaptability, decision-making, and entrepreneurial thinking. Broader themes touch on learning through experience, the unpredictability of discovery, and how in-game principles mirror real-world concepts, such as business and personal development.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT287

Pro Hell Gamer I

(1 Disks)

If you're in hell and you hope to be a pro gamer you need this CD, and you need it now.

Synopsis

: The talk is an in-depth discussion about structuring effective teams in the context of multiplayer online games, particularly Diablo II and Guild Wars. The central theme revolves around creating a balanced and indispensable group, avoiding overpowered characters that diminish teamwork. The conversation covers character roles, synergy, team dynamics, learning through structured builds, individual responsibility, discipline, and adaptability.

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CDT288

Pro Hell Gamer II

(1 Disks)

If you think the material in Pro Hell Gamer I was pure dynamite, just wait til you get a hold of this!

Synopsis

The talk explores the challenges and lessons of "Hell Games" in online RPGs. The discussion focuses on group dynamics, character builds, and player self-awareness, illustrating how poor team composition and misbuilt characters become painfully evident in high-difficulty settings. The conversation extends into broader concepts of personal development, self-improvement through gaming, and the application of structured training methods for refining skills and awareness.

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CDT289

How To Accept a Pro Rush

(1 Disks)

Revealing how to take the posture of a professional bardo runner, this talk also examines the specific elements of a pro rush as well as the attitude needed to be able to accept or give one. Highly recommended for in-depth study.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the concept of a "pro rush" in the context of gameplay, particularly in the game Diablo II. The discussion delves into professionalism, preparedness, and efficiency in optimizing game progression. Using the framework of a pro rush, the speakers connect these practices to broader themes such as training, structured learning, panic management, and the importance of discipline in high-pressure environments. The discussion extends metaphors from gaming into life and afterlife, touching on concepts from the Tibetan Book of the Dead and Bardo Safaris as a spiritual training ground.

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CDT290

How Not to Be a Noob Even Though i r one

(1 Disks)

Nobody likes to be called a noob. Here are the basic things you need to know to look like a pro player even at level one.

Synopsis

The talk examines the distinction between being a "noob" (a new player) and being "noobish" (displaying ignorance in a way that disrupts others). It highlights behaviors that mark a player as noobish, best practices for gaming etiquette, and the importance of professionalism in a multiplayer gaming environment. The overarching message is that respect, awareness, and adherence to community norms create a better experience for all.

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CDT291

Security / Insecurity

(2 Disks)

Working with the formulation "Security is not the cure for insecurity," Mr. Gold examines issues of fundamental insecurities and presents an amazingly simple method for handling them enmasse. Lee Lozowick and some of his senior students contribute to this poignant discussion along with several members of the Core Group. Insecurity is dispassionately viewed here as a disease or an addiction. Consequently there is valuable information given on overcoming any addiction.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the paradoxical nature of insecurity and security, asserting that security is not the cure for insecurity. It delves into human emotional tendencies, the motivations behind common behaviors, and societal systems built upon insecurity. The speaker argues that true resolution comes from abandoning the concept altogether rather than seeking to resolve it with its opposite. The discussion expands into the nature of addictions, discipline, and personal transformation, using analogies such as darkroom photography, personal anecdotes, and withdrawal from addictive behavior.

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CDT292

The Work Is Greater Than Yourself

(1 Disks)

This talk clearly delivers the "bottom line" on the attitude required for working in the Work - one's situation in a Work life. Gold also presents a Bardo Training tool which gives us the opportunity to transmute the "life" habits into "work" habits, habits that before now were completely invisible. In the Bardo Training we see how we live our lives, how we handle the sudden ambushes of the Labyrinth, and how we are able to work in a group. Bardo Training also provides, in a fun and safe way, the opportunity to bring ourselves in line with the Work self we wish to build.

Synopsis

The talk discusses the principles of teamwork and the philosophy of prioritizing collective effort over individual desires. Using metaphors from gaming, military strategy, and sports, the speaker emphasizes that a team functions successfully only when every member fully commits. The concept of "teamplay" is redefined as teamwork, where personal preferences and ego must be set aside for the group’s objectives.

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CDT293

Movements Workshop 2005 - Excerpts, Jokes, Anecdotes

(4 Disks)

In the course of presenting a workshop Mr. Gold will often include jokes, anecdotes and data apparently tangential to the subject at hand. These asides may be as valuable as the course itself. This collection presents highlights of additional material from the 2005 Movements Workshop. Here you will find a wealth of information and advice on setting up an online Work business as well as much information not given elsewhere. Additionally, these CDs communicate the atmosphere of the workshop space and provide a clear dispatch of current Institute activity.

Synopsis

This talk explores psychological models of effort, willpower, and learning through physical activities and movement exercises. The speaker shares personal anecdotes, conducts experiential exercises, and transitions into discussions of diverse topics, including pedagogy, commerce, and the nuances of sensory awareness. There is a central theme of self-discovery, persistence, and refining one's abilities beyond perceived limitations.

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CDT294

Using the Book Bardo Stations

(1 Disks)

E.J. Gold discusses with Claude Needham and the core group how to use the book Bardo Stations - a blueprint or map of the Bardos. Specific viewpoints are offered to hold and examine as one reads the book and notates impressions on the "Notes" pages. The reader can start connecting up to the between-lives state and start breaking down the barrier put in place by organic life. Everything in life wants you to be responding to that which is of the body - basically survive, transform food to pooh. If you assign too much significance to this you will lose the ability to find the more important things. The Bardos are like many dimensions, alternative realities, that you thread your way through. Comparisons are drawn between the Bardos and situations arising in Bardo Safaris with suggestions on how to learn from these experiences.

Synopsis

The discussion explores the concept of "Bardo Stations," a book that serves as a structured guide to the between-lives state. Key themes include the allocation of personal energy and attention (using metaphors from RPG stat assignment), the dangers of masking deficiencies with artificial solutions, and the importance of focused exploration in personal and spiritual work. Examples from *Diablo II* illustrate concepts of resource management, efficiency, and strategic learning. The talk also discusses various ways to use *Bardo Stations* for structured self-exploration, including through different lenses such as emotion, intellect, movement, and dream work. The overarching idea is that personal growth, both in life and beyond, requires disciplined and intentional effort rather than passive acceptance of social or biological imperatives.

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CDT295

What You Need to Know for Bardo Safari - Convention 2005

(2 Disks)

During the convention in 2005 E.J. Gold guided Cynthia through elementary Bardo Training. Through this interactive demonstration what you need to know for Bardo Safaris is identified. Gold reveals the secret of exactly why Bardo Training is a practical tool.

Synopsis

The talk introduces the concept of using the video game *Diablo* as a training tool for "Bardo Safaris," a guided process designed to develop awareness and cognitive skills through structured challenges. The speaker discusses the structured training process, the philosophy behind the program, and the importance of open communication and mental adaptability. The discussion includes basic technical instructions on how to navigate the game and a broader reflection on frustration, learning, and personal growth.

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CDT296

Convention 2005 Highlights

(4 Disks)

Synopsis

The speaker recounts personal stories, lessons on detachment, and experiences with musical instruments, particularly a flute and a djembe. A significant portion revolves around the impact of Bardo Safaris, a metaphorical training method utilizing video games and group dynamics to develop awareness, teamwork, and personal transcendence. Entrepreneurship is also a recurring theme, with discussions on operating businesses, marketing strategies, and the ethical framework of an artist's career.

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CDT297

The Drowning Pool

(2 Disks)

You can't cheat an honest man; never smarten up a chump; never give a sucker an even break. These are the three laws of marketing from the wiseacre, W.C. Fields. E.J. Gold with a small group acknowledges the truth of these three laws and on the other hand considers how to find the people who really need the School. The real problem is you want to work. So you prepare to work and then you go to work. Listening to this talk one recognizes the depth of this real problem along with awakening the conscience to the question - How can those who have this real problem find the School?

Synopsis

The talk explores the challenges of structuring and marketing esoteric work, contrasting different attitudes toward engagement, commitment, and preparation. It discusses the barriers to entry for those interested in such work, the necessity of letting go of conventional attachments, and the importance of direct experience over passive study. The dialogue also critiques organizations that prioritize self-preservation over their original mission and emphasizes the idea that genuine work must involve direct immersion rather than extended preparation.

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CDT298

Vajra Lightning Meditation

(1 Disks)

E.J. Gold gives the basics on the Vajra Lightning Meditation. No one can initiate you. You must initiate yourself. The Vajra Lightning Meditation is a flash / burn method of burning off Karma. All initiation comes as a result of Work you have done on yourself. It always comes from your own efforts. The Vajra Lightning Meditation is a lightening. It is also a degree of enlightenment. The easiest enlightenment to achieve. You come to a school with a history - your trophies. Gold reveals a technique to use for letting go, lightening your load. Recommended listening prior to taking The Vajra Meditation Workshop.

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the concept of initiation, self-enlightenment, and the transformative Vajra Lightning Meditation. It emphasizes that true initiation is an internal process, not something granted externally. The speaker explores the burdens of past experiences and accumulated karma, likening them to trophies or a heavy "Santa bag" that can be dropped in favor of spiritual development. Central to the discussion is the idea that self-esteem, particularly the pursuit of raising it through external validations, can be an obstacle to enlightenment. Various levels of meditation, leading up to the Dragon Enlightenment, are discussed as a structured path of shedding attachments and regaining personal energy.

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CDT299

Vajra Lightning Meditation Workshop

(3 Disks)

Vajra Lightning Meditation is a flash / burn method of burning off Karma, an initiation that comes as a result of work you have done on yourself, always from your own efforts. On the first day E.J. Gold gave his thesis - we often carry around things that we consider to be positive - a belt filled with shrunken heads / trophies. You're encouraged to hold these trophies up. Gold explains the "hands on" technique for workshop participants to act out. In acting out the process that you have trophies - important things in your life - things you may generally regard as you, it sets you up for the exercise. The second day of the workshop opens with the fact - Transformation is 100% attitudinal - that makes transformation accessible. E.J. also describes the path of liberation and gives the secret that keeps you identified and attached to your old programs. With the foundation in place of the necessity for this work on self, Gold gives the exercise for the meditation. On the third day, individuals share their experiences, insights and the benefits they received from the workshop. Gold's closing argument - in the end these things mean nothing; they're dead weight. He explains how you pull the energy back to yourself, the same abundant energy you had as a child. E.J. told the group, "It's your job to go back over your past. I've just given you landmarks. Map out your life; make a timeline. Keep the mantra in mind - The past isn't who I am, it's where I've been. As things pop up, ask, 'How much energy am I using to maintain that?' . . . Toss out things you don't need."

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of personal transformation, emotional baggage, and the regaining of energy through detachment. Using a structured meditation workshop, the speaker guides participants in letting go of past relationships and personal attachments to free up psychic energy for deeper spiritual and personal development. A key concept is the separation of confidence from self-esteem to function effectively despite persistent self-doubt. The talk emphasizes personal accountability, the power of attitude in transformation, and the necessity of releasing past burdens to move forward.

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CDT300

The Magi's Gift

(3 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around Yanesh's struggle with high blood pressure, stress, and her uncertainty about continuing in the cloistered community. She initially planned to leave for a yoga retreat in the Bahamas, but further discussion revealed this was more an act of avoidance than an actual preference. The conversation explores the necessity of facing one's inner demons, taking personal responsibility, and dealing with psychological and emotional challenges rather than escaping them. Topics include the impact of diet on health, the role of the community in support and self-discovery, and how context influences one's ability to address personal issues.

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CDT301

Experimental Meditation 1

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk discusses a series of upcoming meditation workshops, exploring methodologies for transmitting their concepts effectively. Two major classifications of meditation are introduced: Apollonian (mind and intellect driven) and Dionysian (emotionally driven). The speaker emphasizes energy retrieval, particularly spiritualizing erotic energy, and hints at advanced techniques within these meditative frameworks. The latter portion consists of hands-on exercises in meditation and energy work, leading into practices involving focus, intensity, and perception.

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CDT302

Experimental Meditation 2

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an informal and wide-ranging discussion centered on meditation, experimental workshops, and advanced metaphysical exercises. It explores themes of self-awareness, consciousness, voyaging through different realities, and the use of physical objects like candle flames to access altered states of perception. The speaker also humorously discusses logistics, personal anecdotes, and the philosophy behind these practices.

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CDT303

You Can Be Had

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk introduces a structured approach to humor and self-exploration using a listing technique for defining experiences and behaviors. It incorporates comedy, introspection, and principles of personal development, inspired by Jeff Foxworthy's comedic style. Additionally, the discussion delves into victimization, trust, and decision-making, highlighting common pitfalls in life. The speaker emphasizes using personal experiences as a resource for self-discovery.

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CDT304

Erotic Spirit Dance

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of erotic energy, personal empowerment, and the separation of sexual and spiritual experiences. The speaker presents "Erotic Spirit Dance" (ESD) as a method for reclaiming lost energy and focuses on the transformative effects of movement. The discussion also touches on societal conditioning, trauma, and the nature of the self as a voyager rather than a body-bound entity.

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CDT305

ESD #2

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a free-flowing, humorous, and improvisational discussion on dance, gender dynamics, personal development, and energy work. The speaker explores how men and women engage with dance differently, how dance can be used as a transformative tool for personal healing, and connects movement to larger metaphysical concepts. Anecdotes, comedic asides, and audience interactions punctuate the session, making it both entertaining and thought-provoking.

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CDT306

ESD #3

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk touches on a range of topics including religious history, sexuality, gender roles, personal anecdotes, and energy work. The speaker reflects on early Christian persecution, philosophical interpretations of martyrdom, reflections on relationships and intimacy, and how sexual energy can be repurposed for spiritual growth. The latter half of the talk introduces Erotic Spirit Dance (ESD) as a form of movement-based spiritual practice, emphasizing the recapturing of energy lost to past experiences. The speech intertwines humor, personal stories, and cultural observations to ultimately advocate for a transformative life approach rooted in intentional energy use.

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CDT307

ESD #4

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an energetic exploration of gestures, humor, flirtation, spirituality, and movement. It weaves between comedy, philosophical musings, and practical advice on bodily awareness. The speaker emphasizes the importance of intent and control over one's energies, cautioning against casual flirtation and unexamined physical habits. The talk transitions into a discussion on music, dance, martial arts, and performance, ultimately highlighting the role of movement in personal and spiritual practice.

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CDT308

ESD #5

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of energetics and dynamics in movement and dance, the metaphysical and game-like nature of existence, and the relationship between spiritual and physical energy. The speaker discusses practices for working with sound and movement, the interplay of desire and higher energy, and storytelling elements about past encounters, all framed within an unconventional and often humorous perspective.

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CDT309

Leslie-Ann Comedy

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a sprawling and highly improvisational discussion that blends personal anecdotes, humor, philosophy, and movement exercises. A significant theme is "spiritual hypochondria," which describes the tendency to perceive a chronic internal malady that isn't real, leading to self-imposed limitations. The speaker advocates for shedding unnecessary psychological burdens instead of reinforcing them with compensatory behaviors. Other topics include rhythm, dance as a vehicle for self-awareness, isolation in movement, and the nature of perception. The lecture is punctuated with tangents, audience interaction, and exercises.

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CDT310

ESD #6

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of rhythm, structured sound, and their impact on both music creation and human consciousness. It discusses the anatomy of a loop, the importance of feeling rather than merely counting rhythm, and the transformative power of sound on the body and mind. The speaker connects these ideas to spiritual practice, particularly in relation to bardo training, and emphasizes the necessity of multiple tools for real learning. Additionally, the talk delves into the physiological and psychological effects of rhythm, sound, and movement, suggesting that sound can influence genetic expression and emotional states.

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CDT311

Spiritual Game Theory

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers a range of topics including marketing instincts, relationships, creative expression, virtual reality training, and existential perspectives. Personal anecdotes and humor are interwoven with deeper discussions on life choices, violence, platform transitions, and theoretical models like bubble theory. The speaker emphasizes the importance of preparation, proactive engagement with challenges, and recognizing the impermanence of familiar structures.

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CDT312

Online Gaming / Astral Projection

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the nature of dreams, consciousness, simulation, and astral travel, likening them to experiences in online gaming. It delves into the idea of multiple realities as server environments, emphasizing the role of necessity in accessing different states of awareness. Concepts of identity, intention, past lives, and transitions between realities are examined through the lens of immersive gameplay mechanics.

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CDT313

Player Character Relationship

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers a range of topics, blending humor, gaming culture, and philosophical reflections. The primary themes revolve around experiential learning, player-character relationships, online gaming etiquette, and the broader implications of skill development in digital and real-world settings. There is a strong focus on Team Fortress Classic, game administration, and how different players engage with the mechanics and social dynamics of multiplayer shooters. Additionally, there are tangents into storytelling, historical anecdotes, and the technical challenges of running a game server.

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CDT314

Identification with the Machine Char

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of identity, separation, and immersion, particularly through experiences in the military, gambling, astral projection, and video gaming. The speaker humorously discusses personal experiences while drawing connections between real-life challenges and the concept of detachment from the "machine" (the body). Through discussions of military intelligence, gaming strategies, and quantum mechanics, the talk ultimately centers on refining perception and engagement with reality.

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CDT315

ESD #7

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of structured learning, creativity, and societal conditioning. It highlights the importance of thinking beyond conventional frameworks ("Out of Box"), the interplay of structure and spontaneity in education, and the relationship between tradition and modern innovation. The speaker discusses how external influences shape perception and behavior, with references to education systems, societal norms, and modern challenges such as technology dependence and changing cultural trends. A significant focus is on Erotic Spirit Dance (ESD), a movement practice being developed to engage individuals physically, mentally, and spiritually, offering a counterbalance to modern anxieties, sedentary lifestyles, and superficial societal values.

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CDT316

ESD Zero

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk centers around a movement and exercise program called ESD, designed to foster fluid movement, self-expression, and personal health. The speaker discusses the importance of breaking traditional gender norms in movement and the benefits of ESD for physical well-being. Key points include the role of music in guiding movement, the influence of various dance and martial arts forms, and the philosophy behind the body's response to sound waves and motion. The discussion also covers the importance of relaxation, breathing techniques, and the role of certified instructors in spreading ESD.

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CDT317

The Nature of Voyaging

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of repetition, discipline, and transformation using anecdotes from Tibetan Buddhist practices, high-stakes gaming, and the nature of human laziness. It weaves discussions of prayer wheels, hardcore video gaming, parallel universes, and casino gambling into an overarching meditation on how engagement with structured challenges and consequences leads to deeper learning. The speaker also critiques modern linguistic degradation and education systems, arguing that systemic laziness erodes precision in both language and effort.

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CDT318

Spiritual Investment Portfolio

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The speaker, an intuitive physicist, discusses a wide array of topics drawing from personal experience, scientific concepts, and historical anecdotes. The talk emphasizes innovation, intuitive discovery, market dynamics, investing, and the societal tendency towards "cattle pathing"â€"habitual conformist behaviors. They explore physics, investment strategies, spiritual development, linguistics, and meteorite collecting, weaving eccentric humor and intellectual discourse into a free-form lecture.

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CDT319

Instant Karma

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a free-flowing discussion that covers multiple topics, including workshops on various arts and crafts, classical sculpture techniques, botanical experiments, gaming in a cooperative environment, and serious discussions on karma, greed, and personal growth. The overarching theme is embracing discipline and responsibility while avoiding a self-sabotaging mindset. The concept of "instant karma" is explored as the rapid consequences of one's actions, often driven by greed or inattentiveness, particularly in the context of gaming and life decisions.

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CDT320

Life Repair / Bardo Running Secrets

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

: The talk explores a range of philosophical themes, blending humor, metaphysics, and personal anecdotes. It delves into sensory refinement, the nature of reconciling forces, the loops of existence, and life repair as a metaphor for personal transformation. Using analogies of house maintenance, video games, and historical events, the speaker seeks to illuminate deeper existential truths while weaving in comedy and linguistic observations.

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CDT321

Gorebag's Theorem

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores various themes, including artistic explorations with meteorites, the philosophical implications of perception and mathematics, the nature of reality, and a conceptual framework called "Gorbeck's Theorem." The speaker discusses creating sculptures and jewelry from meteorites, conceptualizing mathematical paradoxes, and defining a structure for understanding oscillations, polarities, and existential flips. Additionally, there is an applied philosophical experiment involving role-playing game dynamics and behavioral analysis.

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CDT322

Sneaky Method and ESD

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk presents a mix of philosophical musings, performance elements, and unconventional teaching methods. Themes include presence and self-awareness, the paradox of rejection leading to deeper connection, group energy dynamics, symbolic exercises, and esoteric concepts such as meteorites used in spiritual practice. The discussion weaves in and out of topics with elements of humor, improvisation, and deep self-examination.

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CDT323

Meddling In Meteorites

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers various topics, primarily focusing on transitioning between different immersive gaming levels, the significance and activation of meteorites, and practical applications of meteorites in spiritual and technological contexts. The speaker discusses challenges in game design, the mystical and scientific properties of meteorites, their historical role, and their potential modern applications. There is also an emphasis on experiential learning, resource management, and the importance of structured engagement with these topics.

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CDT324

Meteorites & Their Uses

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the speaker’s work with meteorites and their potential uses, both practical and esoteric. They discuss experiments in creating hybrid objects, workshops, community projects, and restructuring a workspace. The central theme emerges as an exploration of meteorite "people"â€"those oddly drawn to meteoritesâ€"and their role in a unique market and consciousness. The broader discussion touches on ideas of craftsmanship, metaphysics, energy transfer, divination, and commercialization. There's also a humorous and philosophical tangent on communication barriers, information channels, and marketing strategies.

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CDT325

ESD Core Group Workshop #25

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk moves across multiple topics, including personal anecdotes about struggling with math, the logistics of upcoming events, and a discussion about classification systems in learning (specifically within ESD, a potential training or development framework). A significant portion explores the role of meteorites in magical or energetic work and how personal preferences are shaped by subconscious processes. The speaker also demonstrates a practical group exercise involving sound loops to gauge personal resonance with specific frequencies. Finally, there are logistical notes about storage, workshops, and future training programs.

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CDT326

ESD Core Group Workshop #26

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

: The talk explores themes of self-presentation, gender identity, performance, and perception. It delves into the concept of "Erotic Spirit Dance" (ESD), rhythm-based movement, and its applications in relationships, meditation, healing, and corporate settings. Discussions also touch on sound loops, energetic influences, and the deeper principles of interaction between physical and metaphysical realms.

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CDT327

Meteorites & Alchemcial Gold

(3 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the topic of meteorites, their history in scientific research, and the evolution of human understanding of their origins. It delves into the transformation of scientific thinking, skeptics and paradigm shifts, and the significance of chondrites and their formation. A discussion develops around energy coupling, wave interactions, and scientific inquiry beyond conventional methods. The talk then weaves into an experimental demonstration of alchemical gold transmutation that challenges traditional perspectives on materials, energy, and possibilities beyond accepted scientific frameworks.

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CDT328

You Can Spellcast

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of spellcasting, its mechanics, and its potential impact on personal life. The speaker delves into themes of self-examination, human tendencies toward self-destruction, and the relationship between intention and reality. Through humor, anecdotes, and philosophical insights, the talk seeks to demystify spellcasting as both an art and a science, emphasizing the importance of careful intent and self-awareness.

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CDT329

Getting Through the Night

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a freeform, humorous, and philosophical discussion centered on making it through difficult nights, particularly those marked by insomnia, anxiety, or distress. It weaves between lighthearted anecdotes, reflections on human nature, sleep science, strategies for nighttime survival, and larger existential musings. The speaker proposes creative, intellectual, and ritualistic remedies ranging from reading and watching old films to deep self-acceptance and adjusting one's perceptions of comfort.

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CDT330

What's Going On With Casino Magic

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of the Bardo and its interplay with oracle practices, particularly in the casino environment. It posits gambling as a shamanic tool, emphasizing oracular interpretation of risk, loss, and decision-making through money management and statistical precision. The discussion spans various gamesâ€"blackjack, roulette, craps, and slot machinesâ€"each linked to prognostication and training in higher states of awareness. The speaker introduces structured training programs, emphasizing correct comportment and behavior in a liminal, hyper-symbolic space called Bardo Town, which parallels both cyberspace and metaphysical realms.

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CDT331

Casino Magic Demo

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an informal, meandering discussion centered primarily on gambling, specifically casino chip denominations, blackjack strategy, and behavior at the table. Throughout, the speaker covers the mechanics of handling chips, betting strategies, and the importance of patience and discipline in both gaming and broader life. The talk also touches on personal anecdotes, humor, and philosophical musings about persistence and endurance.

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CDT332

Leslie-Ann Comedy Routine

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

This transcript captures an improvised speech, incorporating elements of organizing a live band setup, humorous storytelling, and theatrical asides. The speaker's energetic and fast-paced style moves between practical instruction for setting up a performance space and spontaneous comedic monologues. Themes include the spontaneity of live performance, the camaraderie of musicians, and the challenges of coordinating technical setups in an impromptu setting.

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CDT333

Casino Magic #2

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an informal session blending humor, personal anecdotes, and gambling strategies. It touches on topics such as blackjack tactics, money management, casino etiquette, and the entertainment industry. The speaker engages the audience with impressions, cultural references, and critiques of popular films, emphasizing the importance of structured betting habits and leveraging knowledge at the casino tables.

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CDT334

Magical Studio Dorje Workshop Sunday Morning

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk introduces the theme of "magic" as the focus for the upcoming year, defining it as the interaction with a subtle reality rather than the obvious one. The speaker emphasizes the importance of perceiving magic, rather than forcing it, and preparing oneself through structured training and synergy with existing practices. Specific practices include working with meteorites, creating a personal magical studio, and engaging in physical and meditative techniques like Erotic Spirit Dance (ESD). The importance of rhythm, discipline, and community participation is reinforced throughout. The discourse also touches on responsibility, transformation, and the potential dangers of misusing esoteric practices.

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CDT335

Talk on Circuit Boards

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The speaker delivers an energetic, freewheeling talk blending humor, personal anecdotes, and reflections on community engagement. The talk revolves around the dwindling participation in Sunday workshops and explores possible reasons for disengagementâ€"money, time, health, personal commitments, or simple boredom. The discussion extends to broader themes of commitment, leadership, group dynamics, and the necessity of revitalizing communities. There is also a lighthearted but insightful introduction to electronics concepts, used metaphorically to describe the roles of individuals in a team setting.

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CDT336

Invocation of Presence

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of attention, presence, and the invocation of awareness in life. It discusses theatrical concepts, philosophical musings, Zen practice, paranoia as a tool for heightened awareness, and the use of intense engagement (such as games) to train one's focus. The speaker employs humor, anecdotes, and absurd scenarios to convey insights on maintaining continuous presence in the face of everyday distractions.

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CDT337

Enlightenment

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a free-flowing discourse on enlightenment, conceptual thought, perception, and human programming. The speaker explores the futility of searching for an ultimate meaning of enlightenment, arguing that it is a fleeting moment rather than a fixed state. Through humor, cultural references, and interactive exercises, the discussion also addresses human conditioning, the inevitability of personal biases, and the ways in which individuals unconsciously absorb societal influences. The latter half of the talk integrates musical references, particularly The Beatles, to demonstrate how deeply ingrained certain ideologies and patterns are in public consciousness.

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CDT338

How to Throw Your Voice, Fun at Parties

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores ventriloquism, voice manipulation, and the animation of inanimate objects to create lifelike personas. Through humor, anecdotes, and audience participation, the speaker demonstrates principles of vocal control, character development, and audience engagement. Themes include identity, performance technique, and the metaphysical concept of objects having consciousness.

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CDT339

Intro to Remedial Attention

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk meanders through a range of topics, touching on personal anecdotes and larger themes. The speaker recounts their experiences managing music clubs in New York, dealing with licensing and law enforcement, and fostering an unplugged music scene. There's a deep dive into attention training, remedial learning, and how structured exercises can cultivate mental focus. The speaker brings in elements of personal history, philosophy, music performance, and even jewelry-making to illustrate their points.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT340

Laws of Magic

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The speaker delivers a freewheeling discussion on magic, perception, and physics with a blend of humor, surreal anecdotes, and audience participation. The talk explores the difference between theatrical illusions and "real" magicâ€"defined as the manipulation of laws of physics and expectation. Topics range from quantum entanglement and spooky action at a distance to hypnosis, necromancy, and the psychological mechanisms that underpin belief in magic.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT341

You Can Bead - Intermediate

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk, titled *You Can Bead*, is an informal workshop on crafting handmade beads, interwoven with philosophical musings, satire, and insights into marketing, artistry, and craftsmanship. The speaker explores language evolution, the future of automation, the philosophy of bead-making, and the deeper significance of creativity. The session is an introduction to a structured curriculum on bead-making, blending practical techniques with abstract thought experiments.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT342

Drumming

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an eclectic discussion that blends anecdotes, historical references, music instruction, and philosophical musings. It primarily explores drumming and percussion, touching on techniques, various instruments, and their cultural significance. Along the way, the speaker delves into personal stories, immigration experiences, gaming culture, and the accuracy of historical narratives. The talk emphasizes the importance of rhythm, timing, and experimentation while incorporating humor and social commentary.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT343

Being Professional

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers a range of topics, blending personal anecdotes, humor, and deep philosophical and business insights. Themes include professionalism, mastery, and taking endeavors seriouslyâ€"whether in craftsmanship, gaming, or knowledge acquisition. It explores the importance of expertise and deliberate practice in various fields, from jewelry-making to online gaming. The speaker also discusses their experiences with market dynamics, artistic integrity, and the difficulties of commercial viability. Additionally, there are humorous detours into history, language, and personal reflections on past experiences, including encounters with institutional bureaucracy and surprising geopolitical comments.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT344

Diablo 2 Demo

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an unstructured, free-flowing discussion touching on video game mechanics, technical difficulties, philosophical insights, teamwork, learning through gaming, and a broader perspective on life. There are multiple shifts between practical gameplay commentary and deeper discussions on skill acquisition, pattern recognition, and the philosophical aspects of training oneself through gaming. The speaker repeatedly contrasts the challenges of gaming with real-world experiences, drawing larger conclusions about perception, awareness, and the nature of struggle.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT345

GODD Game Demo

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the development of a complex virtual space called the "God Engine" (G.O.D.D.), an interactive cyber-environment used for training and consciousness development. The speaker discusses the process of constructing various virtual worlds, the challenges faced, and the purpose of using these simulations as a tool for preparation in both this life and the afterlife (bardo training). The discussion also touches on the importance of group work, the role of technology in spiritual training, and the necessity of prioritizing efforts based on what can only be done in this lifetime.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT346

D2 Rushing Demo

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk meanders between practical advice on computer ergonomics, a discussion about configuring and troubleshooting computer hardware/software, and anecdotes about travels and events tied to gaming and afterlife-related concepts. Gaming scenarios, specifically related to *Diablo 2*, play a major role, guiding the speaker's lessons on efficiency, situational awareness, and problem-solving.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT347

Working in the Waking State Introductory Talk

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

: This talk revolves around the concept of the waking stateâ€"a heightened, fully aware level of consciousness that transcends ordinary perception. It explores methods to achieve, sustain, and work within this state while emphasizing personal responsibility and the necessity of shared burden. The speaker discusses cycles, loops, consciousness structures, and the challenge of separating from ingrained biological and habitual patterns. Themes such as teamwork ("Pack of Green"), responsibility, repetition, and the transformative power of awareness weave through the discourse.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT348

Just Desserts Workshop

(3 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an engaging, spontaneous discourse centered around the discovery and crafting of unique fiber beads, including reflections on their artistic and commercial potential. It delves into the materials, techniques, and market opportunities for fiber bead jewelry while also branching into esoteric topics like magic, chant-based asteroid diversion, transubstantiation, and personal anecdotes. The speaker describes using unconventional materials such as rare fibers, meteorites, feather embellishments, and various metals to create unique, sellable jewelry. They discuss the social and mystical power of beads, referencing their historical and cultural significance.

(mp3) $17.95

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CDT349

Bardotown Orb Demo

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around several interconnected topics, primarily focusing on the development of video games for the waking state, the process of game design, and the philosophical implications of gaming. The speaker discusses the creation of a virtual environment called BardoTown, concepts of cooperative gameplay, procedural generation, and Dungeon Master-led experiences. Additionally, there are musings on language evolution, Mark Twain’s satirical writing, and personal anecdotes.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT350

International Intensive You Can Paint Class

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk introduces and explains the "You Can Paint" method, a structured approach to teaching painting to absolute beginners. The method removes barriers to artistic expression by focusing on process over innate talent. The speaker discusses the philosophy of painting as a blend of control and accident, comparing it to mastering horse riding. The lecture includes a step-by-step demonstration of painting landscapes and emphasizes key artistic principles, such as composition, color theory, and mastery through practice.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT351

International Intensive Closing Discussion

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around a group reflecting on an intensive experience, discussing personal insights, challenges, and the significance of group work. They examine the impact of structured practice, the transmission of knowledge, and how experiences shape their perception of reality, higher consciousness, and preparation for transitions. Concepts of the waking state, higher learning, and alignment with a greater purpose permeate the conversation, with discussion on how these insights can be shared and utilized for collective benefit.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT352

Blueline Demo (Mini Workshop #50)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an extensive walkthrough of a game or environment-building software, focusing on the mechanics of constructing a 3D space using domains, walls, objects, and textures. It delves into technical aspects like grid sizes, bounding boxes, and optimization techniques while emphasizing efficient keyboard use for programming. Alongside this, the speaker discusses Wikipedia’s reliability, editorial control, and personal grievances with its coverage. The talk also touches on broader themes like online criticism, misinformation, and media representation.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT353

Blueline Lesson for Simon (Mini Workshop #51)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

: The talk discusses the process of video game design, focusing on level creation, storytelling, and technological aspects such as object placement, sound design, and collision detection. It also touches on the philosophy of game development, user interaction, and the importance of creating engaging and immersive experiences. The speaker emphasizes the balance between realism and abstraction in game environments, with reflections on architectural logic, technical challenges, and optimization methods.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT354

Potter Game Demo (Mini Workshop #52)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers a broad range of topics, primarily centering on the development and testing of a video game called *Mad Potter of Mitla*, which serves as a game training tool. The speaker discusses game mechanics, programming challenges, and the collaborative effort required in game development. Interwoven are humorous and philosophical musings on life, work, relationships, human nature, and strategy. The discussion touches on game theory, reflex training, and understanding identification in immersive experiences. The latter part of the talk delves into gameplay mechanics and a live demonstration of various levels and environments, followed by reflections on deeper, life-applicable elements of video game interaction.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT355

Bardotown & Potter Game Demo (Mini Workshop #53)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores game development challenges, focusing on engine mechanics, object behavior, and debugging in virtual environments. The speaker presents an in-depth walkthrough of a game called Bardotown, demonstrating its mechanics, object interactions, teleportation limitations, and programming problems. The discussion also touches on broader gaming concepts, such as level progression, adversity's role in gameplay, and game engine customization. The session concludes with a preview of another game, Potter, highlighting how the God engine enables user-created game development.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT356

Working in the Waking State #2

(6 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around themes of perception, reality, and mindfulness, with a strong focus on the "waking state"â€"a concept that suggests true awareness beyond the illusions of daily life. Using humor, anecdotes, and philosophical reflections, the speaker explores various ways to engage with reality, from farming analogies to spiritual exercises. The session is highly interactive, blending storytelling, improvised humor, and physical exercises designed to challenge habitual thinking.

(mp3) $32.95

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CDT357

Wiki Blueline Demo (Mini Workshop #54)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk centers on wiki-based documentation for a collaborative software development environment. It discusses the philosophy of open collaboration, the technical aspects of contributing to and organizing documentation, and the challenges related to security, accessibility, and structured knowledge sharing. It also touches on the blue-lining process within the broader community and potential barriers to adoption.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT358

G.O.D.D. Updates (Mini Workshop #55)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the ongoing development of a game engine and associated projects. Topics include technical aspects of game design, AI development, weapon mechanics, user interaction, security protocols, and distribution challenges within the game industry. The speaker touches on monetization strategies, historical context, and the potential for independent game development despite industry monopolization.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT359

What is Game Design (Mini Workshop #56)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the fundamental principles of game design, emphasizing the balance between gameplay, environment, and storytelling. The speaker discusses linear vs. open-world structures, player experience, and the role of game designers as world-builders. Additionally, comparisons to other creative arts such as writing, painting, and sculpture provide a broader philosophical perspective on creating immersive digital experiences. Practical considerations like computational limitations, character control, and AI-driven interactions are also covered.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT360

ABC's of Water Colors (Mini Workshop #58)

(8 Disks)

Synopsis

: This talk is an informal yet insightful lesson on watercolor painting, covering fundamental techniques, necessary materials, and the philosophy behind the art. The speaker differentiates between English watercolor techniquesâ€"meticulous, slow, and layeredâ€"and the more spontaneous Sumi-e approach, which values immediacy and intuition. The talk also emphasizes the importance of appropriate tools, practice, and understanding the medium's unique challenges, such as watercolor's transparency and irreversibility.

(mp3) $42.95

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CDT361

Water Color Class (Mini Workshop #59)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk covers a range of topics, including the availability of video recordings, the fluctuating prices of goods tied to gas and oil, and an in-depth discussion on watercolor techniques. The discussion shifts from economic observations to hands-on instructions for watercolor painting, emphasizing brush control, pigment application, and managing the unpredictable nature of the medium. The speaker also touches upon their experiences with photography and how its financial demands often necessitate turning professional. The session culminates in a detailed hands-on workshop centered around watercolor practice, discipline, and technique refinement.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT362

Water Colors (Mini Workshop #60)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk blends a discussion on watercolor techniques with broader philosophical insights on art and creativity. It covers the importance of self-directed learning, the limitations of academic training, and the necessity of avoiding comparisons with other artists. The speaker emphasizes the painterly approach over draftsmanship, advocates for spontaneity in creative work, and introduces Zen-inspired methodologies for watercolor painting. The latter half of the talk transitions into technical instructions on using a game design editor, elaborating on domain structuring, object placement, and environmental rendering.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT363

Antime Yoga (Mini Workshop #61)

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk introduces "Anteam Yoga," a newly devised concept emphasizing the struggle between an individual's core self ("Me") and its opposing force ("Anteam" or "Anti-Me"). The speaker describes this as a form of spiritual bipolar disorder that causes internal conflicts, undoing one's progress and achievements. The goal of Anteam Yoga is to merge these forces into a unified self ("Uni-Me"), thereby achieving greater coherence and stability. The discussion expands into spiritual traditions, esoteric philosophy, and group practices, with a humorous yet insightful approach that includes tangents on science, metaphysics, and role-playing games.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT364

Gorby's Wandworks (Mini Workshop #62)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk focuses on the creation of ritual implements, particularly wands, and other ceremonial tools. It explores the philosophy behind assembling one's own ritual items, discussing materials, techniques, and traditions. Additionally, it delves into the historical significance of sacred wells, trees, and standing stones, relating them to the development of magical and ritual practices. The speaker also introduces mail-order ritual kits, hand-crafted materials, and the importance of specific ritual timing.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT365

Understanding Radiation (Mini Workshop #64)

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

: The talk explores the concept of "cleansing radiation" as a force that dissolves accumulated karmic energy, which is metaphorically described as a "karmic cocoon" or "sarcophagus." The speaker discusses different types of radiation, differentiates between emitted and reflected light, and introduces the idea that exposure to cleansing radiation facilitates spiritual purification. Along the way, the conversation touches on energy fields, magnetism, the nature of karma, and how specific tools or techniques, including objects and certain practices, can help dissolve karmic buildup.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT366

Staff Kits & Wand Business (Mini Workshop #65)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around entrepreneurship, market strategy, product development, and the spiritual or esoteric aspects of crafting wands for Gorbius Wandworks. The speaker covers lessons in speculative ventures, artisan industries, and the nuances of pricing and distribution. They emphasize the importance of understanding business risk, engaging in continuous creative enterprise, and balancing craftsmanship with economic practicality.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT367

Waking in the Working State

(7 Disks)

Synopsis

This talk, given by Adrian Gold, covers a range of topics, including spiritual awakening, consciousness, interdimensional experience, personal transformation, jazz art, and the significance of ritual and cleansing practices. The conversation moves fluidly between the importance of recorded archive talks, the mechanics of game design, and artistic expression as a conduit for awakening. There is a strong emphasis on the practice of radiating spiritual energy through artistic and energetic means, as well as grounding in practical efforts such as gardening and community work.

(mp3) $37.95

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CDT368

Ritual Chamber, Setup & Activation

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk primarily centers on the setup, organization, and activation of a specialized work chamber for ritualistic or meditative practices. It discusses positioning of altars, crystal spheres, meteorites, sound systems, and other paraphernalia to achieve the desired energetic effects. The speaker also delves into the mechanics of energy activation, electronic concepts like germanium crystal radios, and the use of ticklers for space resonance. There is also an emphasis on proper ritual sequences, spatial alignments, and materials to ensure accurate functionality.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT369

Blueline Academy (Mini Workshop #66)

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around securing a suitable location for the Blue Line Academy, challenges in securing specific venues, the organization of art classes, community engagement, and logistical concerns. There is also a discussion about software security, particularly regarding thumb drives, and reflections on communication effectiveness through email versus phone.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT370

Waking State Ritual (Mini Workshop #67)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the concept of ritualization as a means to induce and control the "waking state," a heightened state of awareness typically fleeting and difficult to sustain. The speaker proposes a structured ritual process involving specific triggers, environmental conditions, and harmonic frequencies to ascend into this stateâ€"and just as criticallyâ€"descend from it in a controlled manner. Tools such as candles, incense, bells, and even meteorites play integral roles in the ritual framework. Other elements of the discussion touch on physics, metaphysics, disciplines of movement and breath control, and the necessity of maintaining purity in body, mind, and behavior for effective ritual participation.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT371

Iron Age Ojects / Blueline Academy (Mini Workshop #69)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The speaker discusses their upcoming talk at a Celtic festival about Iron Age musical and ritual objects. They delve into the evolution of tuning methods used by minstrels, the history of sound production (bang, pluck, scrape, and blow), and the lack of standardization in medieval times. The talk transitions into a discovery of ancient malas, early Tibetan artifacts, and the power of sacred objects. The conversation shifts to economic insights, including fluctuating values of materials like copper, silver, and gold, and concludes with plans for an art academy, potential classes, and the preservation of traditional skills.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT372

Celtic Mythology in Tolkien's Lord of the Rings

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the intersection of Celtic mythology, magic, and ritual, particularly how these themes are reflected in J.R.R. Tolkien’s works. It discusses Tolkien’s philological background, the cultural context of language creation, and connections between ancient myths and the narrative structures in *The Lord of the Rings*. The speaker also examines the evolution of early agrarian magic, sacred groves, the significance of water, mythological artifacts like Excalibur, and the survival of oral traditions in written works. This culminates in a discussion of how magic functions within Tolkien’s mythology, emphasizing its natural and elemental aspects.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT373

Mask & Ritual in the Iron Age

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the evolution of ritual, magic, and cultural practices from ancient times to the present. It discusses the role of fire, water, celestial observations, and chanting in early ceremonies, alongside the transition from wooden to stone structures in sacred spaces. The speaker also touches on tribalism, the use of meteorites in weaponry and occult objects, and the persistence of ancient rituals in modern traditions.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT374

Iron Age Objects and Sacred Sites

(1 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores Iron Age objects, particularly in the context of ritual and daily life. It challenges misconceptions about Celtic culture, emphasizing its linguistic rather than national roots. The speaker discusses the role of magic in early agrarian societies, trade networks that connected disparate civilizations, and musical traditions that evolved over time. A key focus is on Iron Age metallurgy, including the use of meteoric iron for "magical" weapons like Excalibur. The presentation also touches on early musical instruments, trade exchanges, and the transition from ceramic to iron tools, illustrating how technological advancements influenced daily and ritualistic practices.

(mp3) $7.95

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CDT375

Scrapbooking (Mini Workshop #70)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around the establishment of an art academy, the challenges of securing funding, and a deep dive into the philosophy and techniques behind fine art scrapbooking. The speaker discusses composition, lettering styles, and mixed media approaches, while also touching on larger themes of self-worth, creativity, and overcoming personal barriers through art. The conversation frequently transitions between English and Spanish, demonstrating concepts through impromptu translation exercises and humorous asides.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT376

Class Ideas / Possible Classes (Mini Workshop #71)

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of community engagement, artistic education, and the challenges of fostering a sustained collective effort in creative and spiritual pursuits. The speaker discusses the contrast between local and distant interest in their teachings, the logistics of teaching art, and the difficulty of establishing an independent art academy. There are reflections on broader issues of cultural attention, economic forces, and the evolving landscape of creative expression. Additionally, the discussion covers historical anecdotes related to excessive wealth, technology, and the psychology of public engagement.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT377

Drawing Class - Figure / Ground

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the importance of drawing as a foundation for painting and artistic expression. The speaker emphasizes the significance of structure, light, and movement in visual arts. They recount personal experiences with renowned artists and teachers, discuss practical techniques, and challenge misconceptions about realism and self-expression in art. The discussion also touches on surrealism, perception, and hallucination as creative tools.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT378

Drawing #2 - Page 11 Exercise

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around drawing techniques, artistry, and instructional practices. The speaker discusses the importance of structured exercises, such as working on shading techniques (specifically exercise number 11), and the necessity of consistency in light sourcing and depth perception in drawings. There are also discussions on different types of art materials, brushes, paper, and tools essential for effective drawing. Moreover, the talk touches upon perseverance in artistic mastery, the parallels between drawing and meditation, and reflections on art as both skill and philosophy. Additionally, there are anecdotal diversions about the music and art scenes, as well as broader musings on commerce, cultural history, and education.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT379

Drawing Class 3 Domain Solitaire

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk discusses themes of discipline, perseverance, and the learning process, particularly in the context of artistic training. The speaker emphasizes the importance of repetition, structured practice, and overcoming psychological barriers to sustained learning. They also touch on broader philosophical ideas, including the tendency for people to lose interest over time, the necessity of external motivation (such as monetary investment), and the impact of different materials on artistic expression. Additionally, the discussion briefly ventures into anecdotes about historical figures and personal experiences in the art world.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT380

Charcoal Class

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

This talk primarily explores the approach to teaching and learning art, particularly with charcoal as a medium. The speaker discusses the philosophy of teaching art in an individualized manner, the nature of experimentation in art, and the importance of learning through failure. Several anecdotes illustrate the unexpected connections made through teaching art, reflecting on personal experiences with people from diverse backgrounds. The discussion expands beyond art into reflections on Team Fortress 2, the complexities of learning, and the broader theme of perseverance.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT381

Drawing #4 Dutch Master Landscapes

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk primarily revolves around an art instructor guiding students in drawing techniques, particularly focusing on charcoal, pan pastels, and fundamental drawing principles. The speaker emphasizes the importance of strong foundational skills, patience, attention, and the ability to observe and replicate forms accurately. The session includes a mix of practical demonstrations, critique of students' work, and discussions on the creative process. Additionally, there are logistical details about upcoming classes, workshops, and exhibitions.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT382

Ritualizing the Waking State Drawing as Meditation

(4 Disks)

Synopsis

: The talk explores the concept of the waking state, the challenges of maintaining it, and the methods to ritualize and integrate it into daily life. It emphasizes the importance of consciousness development through artistic practice, specifically drawing and ritual construction. The speaker discusses historical anecdotes, personal experiences, and techniques for understanding and applying the waking state.

(mp3) $22.95

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CDT383

Drawing a Tree

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk focuses on artistic process and technique, particularly in drawing and watercolor. Topics include the benefits of reducing mental noise through drawing, recent projects such as an art scrapbook and landscape workbook, and hands-on instruction in exploiting natural patterns in graphite drawing. The speaker emphasizes trust in organic artistic processes, avoiding rigid analytical approaches, and allowing form and texture to emerge naturally.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT384

Drawing a Tree Exercise #2

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk revolves around personal experiences in animation, art education, and the creative industries. It discusses the speaker's involvement with *Rocky and Bullwinkle*, art schooling at Otis, disillusionment with academic art instruction, challenges in the art and entertainment industries, and efforts to establish an independent artistic career. The themes of creative integrity, industry gatekeeping, and alternative paths for artists emerge strongly, alongside humorous and insightful anecdotes about past collaborations and unconventional techniques.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT385

Drawing Class at Ben Franklin's

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is an informal yet deeply insightful discussion about art, teaching, and personal experiences related to the speaker’s artistic journey. It weaves together anecdotes about famous artists, reflections on teaching methodologies, and an introduction to concepts of still life, composition, and drawing. The overarching theme is the development of artistic perception and practice, particularly with regard to understanding structure, mass, value, and the picture plane.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT386

Mysteries of Still Life

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk explores the importance of still-life painting as a foundational practice for artists. The speaker emphasizes concepts such as value, texture, mass, and composition while sharing insights from their mentor, Bentley Shaw. The discussion also covers the evolution of still-life setups, approaches to lighting, and how textiles and drapery influence artistic representation. Additionally, the speaker provides practical demonstrations on arranging objects for painting, offering guidance on how to perceive and capture form, light, and relationships between elements.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT387

Still Life #2

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk focuses on the practical and philosophical aspects of art education, including painting, sculpture, and industrial creativity. It covers the necessity of proper tools such as easels and sculpting armatures, financial constraints in acquiring professional equipment, and the importance of understanding light and dark in artistic composition. Additionally, the speaker delves into the industrial nature of artistry, emphasizing the discipline and business aspects of being an artist.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT388

Art Class - Values

(2 Disks)

Synopsis

The talk is a hands-on discussion about artistic technique, particularly in drawing and painting. The speaker emphasizes the importance of light and dark, teaching students to focus on value rather than getting lost in details too soon. The lesson aligns with fundamental artistic disciplineâ€"starting with broad strokes before refining details. The discussion also touches on personal anecdotes related to art, motorcycles, and cinema, making the lecture both instructional and engaging.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT602

The Transference Talk

(2 Disks)

What Can You Do When You're Facing Death. EJ Gold, Claude Needham, Vilnis Vulfs

Synopsis

The talk explores themes of mortality, the inevitability of death, and how one can engage meaningfully with life despite its transient nature. The speaker introduces the concept of an "avatar"â€"a virtual counterpart that allows an individual to engage in meaningful activity within a virtual ashram. This avatar serves as a conduit for transferring effort and energy toward a higher purpose, bypassing the limitations of physical decline. The discussion touches on the metaphysics of existence, the persistence of consciousness through transference, and how participation in purposeful work transcends the limitations of individual mortality.

(mp3) $12.95

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CDT603

Gratitude Attitude Workshop

(7 Disks)

Gratitude Attitude Workshop 2021 (Audio)

Synopsis

The talk explores the intentional practice of gratitude as a tool for spiritual progression. It discusses gratitude in contrast with automatic emotional responses, likening it to rocket fuel needed to transcend human rebirth cycles. Various analogies and historical references are used to highlight gratitude as a conscious construct rather than a passive feeling. Practical methods, such as time-boxing and affirmation-based rituals, are introduced to help individuals cultivate and maintain gratitude.

(mp3) $34.95

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CDT604

A Foundation for Understanding the Force Love

(2 Disks)

02-2022 Workshop

Synopsis

The talk explores the idea that love is not merely an emotion but a fundamental force akin to magnetism, electricity, or gravity. It discusses how emotional states, such as joy or fear, can be understood in terms of vibrational frequencies and suggests that experiencing, recognizing, and resonating with love can be a way to align oneself with higher states of being. The conversation also touches on the difficulty of describing inner states, the relativity of perception, and the potential for love as a carrier wave for communication and transformation.

(mp3) $12.95

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